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- 05/31/2006
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Name-SelenaRioAge- try to guess...bet you cant't
Dating?:sorry all i now have a boyfriend. And im so happy!!!! >.<
Birthday: My Birthday is May25!!! I want lots of gifts...like a coco kitty or a mochi....>.<
Likes- Dark choclate, anime, my dogs andcats, my friends, gaia,and anything fluffy and cute. I also love stuff animals. I love to write poerty. Tommy(my boy friend)
Dislikes-I dislike.....well ther not many dislikes. Just people that are too full of themselves I guess. And immature people too....
Favorite foods- Ramen, Dark choclate' and cotton candy!!!! I love me some cotton candy
Favorite color- Blue, blood red, and black
Favorite animes-Magic Knight Rayearth, Chrno crusade,There are others but there are too many to list ^_^;;
fruits basekt. Yeah!!!
Time for all my poems!!! If you want to borrow one cause you like it, please ask. NO STEALIN!!!!
Why?
I cry and scream out your name
Why don't you help me?
I'm in pain
Why don't you help me?
I need you, to live, to breath
I'm running out of air
So why aren't you here
I'm falling further and further
Why wont you catch me?
It get harder and harder to see
Why wont you light my way?
I'm feeling dizzy
Why wont you set me straight?
I feel trapped without you, in a box all locked inside
Why wont you set me free?
You left me on this road all alone, you turned you back to me
Why have you done this?
I need you in my life
So please, tell me
Why does it hurt so much with out you?
Why are you not here to protect me like you always have?
To keep fighting to the end of my rope
Will you not help me?
Will you not come back?
Please, I need you
Please?..
Pen to the Paper
It flows from me,
from my mind?
to my hand,
onto the paper.
The pen is my weapon.
The paper my tool.
My mind connects words and phrases.
Mapping my ideas into lines..verses.
The poem begins to flow from my mind.
I ever so slowly begin to write it down.
My pen rises and falls to accommodate letters.
The blank white paper is no more..
as it slowly disappears under my scribbles.
I stop writing and look down at my work.
My masterpiece is complete!
I slowly put the pen down,
a weapon no longer needed.
My paper no longer a tool.
Just an image'
that reflects my mind ever flowing and turbulent to my own tides.
The happy suicide
The pain swallow my heart
I want to scream in agony
I bite it back
But it comes to the surface
The tears begin to flow from my already swollen eyes
I sob into my hands
No one hears me, no one cares
I try to remember how to laugh
The feeling of arms around me in an embrace
The feeling of warmth radiating of another body
But I can not
All I feel is darkness
All around, boxing me in
I try to get up, to run from it
But it a part of me now
The sadness and hatred overtook me
On that day and it was born
And now that I no longer need it to console me
It wont go away.
The tears won't stop live a river ever flowing
And soon I feel like I'm drowning in them
I want it to end
For the excruciating pain to be gone
The I realize that I can end it
I could end it in one moment
I reach for it
And hold the knife in my hand against my wrist
And I think about my life, is there anything to live for
No there not
I brace myself,
As I push down on the knife and pull it across my wrist
The blood begins to flow like a red river
I'm free from the pain and suffering
My life passes before my eyes
My memories return
As I remember the little things
My first really friend
My first gift
As I am liberated from my life
I close my eyes
As my life is gently slipping away
Then I smile
As I fall into a pool of my own blood
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Just a place for me to b***h about my horrible school life and some other junk like that.
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(this is my girls angel form)
Yo all! Im question for the whip of ice! Help me get to my goal.
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