Hey guys

In memory of my first love
Born: April 19, 1987
Died: April 23, 2002
Died on our 14yr Anniversery

Suffering Love

Love is to be peaceful
love is to be happy,
But when I think of her
my eyes begin to blur,
With something clear
within my eye would be a tear,
I would never gain
any happiness with this pain,
For my love
is like a fallen dove,
It may never fly on a sunny day
for it will just lay,
And it will suffer
until its time is over.

In memory of Beula May Eisenhart(Granny)
I miss you so Rest in peace.

Fading Breath

With my story near the end
with every word I send,
My breath keeps fading
and my soul leaving,
I could never tell you
how much I love you,
For if I do
I may fade away,
Never again
to see another day,
So I leave you now
in hope to come again,
But for now I say farewell,
And I hope to see you
in some other age,
So goodbye for now
while my breath leaves me,
I also leave the world
and people I love and know,
So farewell
until another magic moment.

Midnight Grave

It is so cold
it sends chills thru my spine,
The horror is in the air
and it is on my breath,
Three years of peace
and I walk again,
The midnight grave walks again
with blood running from my hand,
I return with revenge in my eyes
for the living,
Shattered skulls
and broken bones,
The midnight grave
destroyed them all,
We walk again without peace.

Death

I feel the cold upon me
with every second,
I feel him getting closer
with every step,
What is it
you may ask,
For no one knows what it is
but I know,
It is the depths of the frosty night
and the chills of the daytime wind,
It comes for many
but this time,
It comes for me
and me alone,
It is the chilling death
that every one fears,
Death is here
so goodbye
my friends.

This poem is my first published poem.

Feeling of love

I can't get rid of this feeling
and I don't know where it came from,
Did it come from the air,
Did it come from the deep blue sea,
Did it come from the stars,
This feeling of love,
This so true
this feeling for you,
Cupid's doing his work early
for my love is strong and painful,
But with love this strong
it must be true,
For the stars in your eyes
tell me of the angel in you,
For love does not lie,
I have the feeling of love
in my heart,
That feeling of love
is you.

Inspired by my x girlfriend.

Losing Control

It is coming
I can feel it,
It's coming stronger
stronger than ever,
Too many friends to hurt
too much family to hurt,
I must leave
I am too dangerous,
No one knows how to stop it
but the one who does is gone,
I can't restrain it any longer
for I am losing control,
I am fighting a hard fight
it's one I can not win,
I must fight
but it gets stronger,
It's too late
I lost the fight,
I have lost the fight
and the one to prevent it is gone.

Passing Days

Days are passing by
may not see you until it ends,
But I'm still thinking of you
which I can never stop,
For love has entered
entered into my heart,
More days will be passing
until I see your beautiful face,
For you are my light
and you are my goddess,
With these passing days
I wait our reuniting,
For you are the light
and I am the dark room,
Without you by my side
I can not see.