About
I am Shadowheart1315/ Icefyre Rahu/ Helfyre Rasmus/ Azulryu Flamesong/Stormy4Loko Always have been. Shad-O is a figment created so that I could escape a load of bullshit that was happening. No, I don't want to talk about it. I'm Shad-O now, not Rahu, not Azul, Shad-O.
This is me now and I rather like how things are going so if i haven't talked to you thus far then I'm not going to. Don't talk to me, don't tell me what an evil rotten person I am for deceiving you. I hid for a reason and that reason was I honestly don't care much for a few people and wished to rid myself of their drama and personal issues.
please be warned. Should you try to go behind my back and discredit me I will report you to moderator and forever think of you as a childish buffoon. I've matured and gotten past my problems, have you?
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My name is Jessie. I'm 22 years old and until you prove to me you're worth liking I don't like you.
I've been tortured most of life because a large deformed part of my brain made me act like an animal and forget things that were once important. I was abused mentally and physically because my mother and her side of the family believed you must beat an unruly child into submission and torture them if they don't behave like a proper little slave. No one ever suspected that there was a time bomb in my brain making me act the way I did. No... I was treated like s**t and an unequal creature useful only for beating and being tortured.
Because of that wonderful beginning I hate you all. Sure, you had nothing to do with my life thus far, but I hate everyone, you're no exception until you prove yourself to be one.
Personally I think every stinking human in this earth would betray and ******** over another to get ahead. I have yet to see different.
And don't you go off on this self righteous tangent about how i'm so horrible. Believe me sweetie, this caged animal's been tazed though her bars for far too long to ever respect another human. (with the exception of my girlfriend)
I run a pet shop under the guise of a boy I created in my mind. Shad is not real and it was only ever me... but I like Shad and will play my part because it's nice to escape in to him for a little while.
If you choose not to trust me then I find you disgusting... I'm being honest here, I'm telling you my secrets because I've come to realize those that make my life hell will one day burn in hell so I've come out of my shadows and I will not allow myself to be driven under any longer.
Have a lovely day.
Journal
Hel's To Do list and pets
my pets and a list of the stuff i have to do
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