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- 06/20/2004
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- I live in the city where the angels sin
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IM a person with many a sides to her, hyper and enthusiastic at one moment, shy and nervous the next, aggressive and threatening another, and calm and relaxed finally. I don't care what a person looks like or their personal "clique", if I find interest in them I will show it. Well, try to at least. It is hard when your trapped in a shell of shyness. But I am working at breaking my way free of it. Everyone creates their own walls to keep people out, building without even realizing it. Well I'm working my way into tearing down my wall. I want everyone to see me for me, to feel free to walk into my life and leave their mark. There is no progression when people can't let others into their life. So what if you have been hurt. Ive had my blows, i have my scars, but that is what comes with living. I would like to believe I am an intellectual, for I love searching out others with knowledge to share and take in all it is they have to teach. But I know that I can also be ignorant. Everyone has their faults, and I am working on mine. I don't strive to be perfect, just acceptable. Perfection is an illusion created by the media, slaughtering peoples' self esteem and causing depression in many a person. SO you know ******** PERFECTION! anyways yeah, if you want to know more about me, just simply ask and I will shareLoves:
Anime (i.e. FLCL, Autumn Leaves, Candidate for goddess, Ghost in the Shell, Lain, Hellsing. and others)
art
drawing
singing
music
movies (horror mostly along with comedy)
A couple fav bands of mine are: HIM, Manson, Korn, Disturbed, Rammstein, Dimmu Borgir, Canniball Corpse, Cradle of Filth, Static X, Dope, Twisted Method, T.A.T.U, flogging molly, M.S.I., NIN, Moto Grater,and alot of others.
Turn Ons:
A guy with long hair, wears makeup, artistic in some form, smart-ish, has piercings, sleeve tattoos, tattoos in general, open minded, not a homophobe
also Mexican (but still lovin the white boys), athletic, into motocross and other extreme sports, but I'm honestly not to picky with who i like.
"Every living creature on earth dies alone"-grandma Death (Donny Darko)
here's a poem i wrote
Dead Love's memory
Memories fading with the years
Light grows dimmer with every tear
Air growing thinner with each fear
Only echos of laughter can I hear
Watch the world with hollowed eyes
And see all the false led lives
I numb myself with sleep and highs
Try to ignore my own minds lies
Scream at myself for not being true
Hurt and break everything for you
I lie and cheat, no love just screws
Why am I doing this, I don't know what to do
Its a sickness that grows in your sweet lips
A drug I take when my senses trip
Your an addiction that I can never quit
I the slave, and you the whip
Why must I torment myself this way
Why can't I just let our dead love lay
Underneath the promise you broke that day
Just wash it away with all this dismay
No glue or nails can fix this dream
Oh god this feeling just makes me scream
With hate and hurt down a blood stained stream
To flow wherever spite may deam
Each day these cuffs of sharp steel
Tighten so that pain is all I can feel
Was the love that we had ever even real
It doesn't matter now, its a broken deal
I need to put all of this to rest
Let it go and find whats best
No matter the pain I feel in my chest
But in my heart you will always rest
Take these chains formed in spite
I'll muster up my strength and fight
To break free from your eyes with all my might
To let my heart soar to any height
I'll let you go and leave it be
I guess you never were the one for me
I'll clear the fog so I can see
At long last may I finally be free
copy written to me! so steal it and die!
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In the mind of the Craven
These the words that fill my soul. This the paper stained with hate.Enter te mind of the damned and the lost, see what they see and feel their lives unravelling before them. Be swept away in the uncontrolable feeling of nothing. This....is.....now.
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