Ganja Bear
I was riding the turbulence, an ocean of Hades; it's all down hill from here.-----
sucked in the vacuum of this universal tomb.
an old blossom dies, while a young man breathes, the insects hum with their hunger and grieve. An icon of pale bone, static white dreams, blind in the wilderness...
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I don't know how to explain myself -- I am merely... who I am.
gemini, redhead, shortie, intellectual? (haha), atypical.
Mmm... I roleplay... write a lot of poetry, I have a nine month old daughter [Cadence Tala Bland, 9-2-09] who is my world, entirely; I like to cook when I want to =p, I use emoticons to explain myself-- At the moment I do not work due to chronic pain (Parsonage-Turner Syndrome); but am very qualified for what I previously did. I'm entirely too complex for my own good, over-analyze everything, and miss all the simple things. Everything is a problem to me, almost, and not exactly in a bad way. I just like to... figure everything out. =D I might be a little too cautious for my own good, I do not like heights, water, or open fields -- haven't even learned out to swim. Mentally, however, I am not very cautious, and try to fathom most things despite how grotesque they are. I do not believe in God and Satan and bible-bullcrap. I believe in energies that flow through everything and nothing. Because nothing is everything and everything is nothing, and everything you are doing has already been done. =D I am inclined to being depressed, which necessarily isn't a bad thing -- I just dwell of life-s**t that nobody can fix because... that's just how life goes. I might be a little too confident in myself -- not at all arrogant and cocky, I just know who I am, and I'm not shy of myself or others. I have had a horrible past in drugs, and a very rocky relationship with my father that ties into each other directly -- but only makes me a stronger person today. I don't use anymore, and haven't for almost four years -- and I plan on keeping it that way. Nothing in this world could change my mind about hard drugs, and what they do to you and your family, and everyone around you. I can be very opinionated, but not dictating, my views are my views and I would definitely love for you to try and change them (really, I like a good argument) but it's probably not going to happen; if you find yourself in a stupid (not substantial) argument with me dealing with such it's probably better just to give up. = Haha. But, that's me. Or at least this little five minute thing that I typed that really only scratches the surface.
baaaaaaaaah.
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I slept the last mile on our way to Endsville, yeeah.
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