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Welcome to part two of Vincent screws his life up.
I'm...heartbroken. I thought I was strong enough for this. Apparently I'm not. I've just been confronted yet again by internet addiction. My counselor compared me to her Meth addicts. Basically I was told that if I didn't get "clean" I was going to end up dead. Considering how I've been feeling lately, I couldn't disagree.
So this is me. Saying goodbye. Again. I'm not even going to try putting words to how much this hurts. I'm confused, lost, terrified and without hope. And I love you all more than I thought possible. Please don't ever think I could forget you. Hopefully someday I'll be strong enough to return. I don't know. I don't know much of anything, just that this gets harder ever time. And I am sorry. So deeply sorry for the pain I have caused and the promises I have broken.
I'm...heartbroken. I thought I was strong enough for this. Apparently I'm not. I've just been confronted yet again by internet addiction. My counselor compared me to her Meth addicts. Basically I was told that if I didn't get "clean" I was going to end up dead. Considering how I've been feeling lately, I couldn't disagree.
So this is me. Saying goodbye. Again. I'm not even going to try putting words to how much this hurts. I'm confused, lost, terrified and without hope. And I love you all more than I thought possible. Please don't ever think I could forget you. Hopefully someday I'll be strong enough to return. I don't know. I don't know much of anything, just that this gets harder ever time. And I am sorry. So deeply sorry for the pain I have caused and the promises I have broken.
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