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.::: I can't remember anything :::.

There is a big hole in my memories.. there must be something I forgot.. something really important. But when ever I try to find out what happend to me.. I see the death.. I feel the pain.. and I want to die. I was found 3 years ago, by a big folk of pirates..
but I can't remember what happend...
My health was down, and It seemd that I have to die.. but I got health.. this must be a wonder.. really...

I'm not one of this nice guys.. ! Hmm... and I also got the name "Jade".. because of my naturale Jade-colored hair... could this be a hint to my past? To the things what happend?... I'm not sure.. but maybe this would be...

If I just find someone I could trust in.. who understand me.. but I think I have no chance to be understand...

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Also I'm gay.. I'm not interessted in young woman.. I just adore man..
If you want to be a friend of mine, just try it.. but beware of the consequenzes....