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ANGEL OF DARKNESS!

Hey lets see where to start....... Im from texas i love being a country baby. I love the rain and lightning its amazing. cloudy weather is the best i dont know why its just pretty and mystic. I love my friends and my best friend is Hannah i love her. and music is the best. I play soccer and i love to dance.um....... i like country, rock, rap,and pop music. i love to sing not many ppl no i can sing but im pretty good at it i guess....i like to get lost in the music makes all the bad stuff fade away. I love butterflies they are soo pretty. My favorite color is blue. My favorite things to do is go shopping, see movies, hang out with friends and lay by the pool. i like to write poems.i love tattoos i think they are so awsome i want atleast 3.I miss my little brother Nick he is 4 and i love him soo much and miss him tons hes so cool. Yea well i
guess thats about it. -> I miss him and i dont know why....<-

~LIFE is NOT like THE movies......no matter how much i wish it was.~
~ I fought and I lost~ - Pain turns to anger- Love drifts and people change-

Poem by me: Days just seem to drag on forever without you in them even though you are right there. Nights are darkened with the tears i cry because I'm so alone but yet everyones there. I seem to be living in the dark yet its the brightest i have ever seen it. Im laughing but i have never cryed that much inside. Days go by day turns to night it feels like forever tell everything is going to be all right.

How Do You Get That Lonely (Cant't seem to get it out of my head i love this song its sad but pretty and used to tell my life im hoping it wont ever again...)

By Blaine Larsen
It was just another story
written on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen,
a boy about my age ,
They found him face down
on his bedroom floor

There'll be services on Friday
at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway,
they'll lay him 'neath a stone...

How do you get that lonely?
How do you hurt that bad?
To make you make the call,
that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had.
How do you feel so empty
you want to let it all go?
How do you get that lonely...
and nobody know?

Did his girlfriend break up with him?
Did he buy or steal that gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
Did his Mom and Daddy forget
to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on the wall?

I'm not blamin' anybody,
we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20,
but I still don't understand...

How do you get that lonely?
How do you hurt that bad?
To make you make the call
that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had?
How do you feel so empty
you want to let it all go?
How do you get that lonely...
and nobody know ?

It was just another story
printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score...

-> Let the rain fall.... theres no difference between the tear drops and the rain.... cuz when the rain falls in like heavens crying ...<-

Like the little school mate in the school yardWe'll play jacks and uno cardsIll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine Yes you can hold my hand if u want to Cause I want to hold yours too Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds~Fergie~ Big girls dont cry

->I wish i had someone to share my secret world with.....what i wouldnt give to be a little kid again. when u loved everything but didnt know what it ment so it didnt hurt if u never hurd it again.<-

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Dante Fire Demon

Report | 10/09/2007 4:23 pm

Dante Fire Demon

i kill people and eat people ha ha ha
[.Sunshine.]

Report | 07/12/2007 5:11 pm

[.Sunshine.]

PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST. IT'S SO DANG TRUE











1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.































2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.































3.The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.















































4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.







































5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep



6. You mean the world to someone.











7. If not for you, someone may not be living.







8. You are special and unique.















9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.















10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.



















11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.











12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.



















13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.























14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.























15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.











Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be cursed w/ relationship problems
heartless_Joker

Report | 06/11/2007 9:36 pm

heartless_Joker

hey whats up? i read about jornal, dont worry dont think about him u got ur friends and family to support you. you will find

love again. i promise. just give it time. =)
+Angel_From_My_Nitemare+

Report | 02/06/2007 2:58 pm

+Angel_From_My_Nitemare+

hey baby i just wanted to say i love you and i miss u. i love you baby. your not on but these past 2 days have been one of a kind. its just a wonder as to why its been happening. im not complaining or anything but i just wanted to know. i love you with all my heart baby miss you xoxoxo times infinity i love you baby bye
+Angel_From_My_Nitemare+

Report | 01/09/2007 5:05 pm

+Angel_From_My_Nitemare+

Today was great one of the best days in a while. Hopefully we can have more of these heart i love getting to school early. Love you hunny. XOXOXOXO times infinity miss you tons, hopefully we can have another day to ourselves...to...well...yeah lol i love you hunny bye Love Always And Forever ~your baby~
+Angel_From_My_Nitemare+

Report | 12/22/2006 2:09 pm

+Angel_From_My_Nitemare+

hey hunny i know that weekend was great yeah sorry about that my mom gave me the message but she used her minutes for what reason i dont know but yeah i got the message and i fetlt the way you did that night and cryed myself to sleep and i cant stop thinking about you and i feel like im going crazy without you...i miss this...you know..the feeling we have when we miss talking to each other i guess its hard to explain...im just glad you arent used to us not talking again im sad that you cry but im glad you feel something when we dont talk idk what im trying to say except i love you and everything about you and i cant wait for you to come home. hopefully you come online soon so i can talk to you again!!

I love u baby ttys i love u hunny bye xoxoxo times a google love u hunny bye
+Angel_From_My_Nitemare+

Report | 11/25/2006 6:38 am

+Angel_From_My_Nitemare+

Hey baby guess what youre coming home tday, i missed you soo much these past days omg it sucked so much you not having a cpu so we can talk. cant wait til you get here so i can talk to you. turkey day was ok too much family in one house lol if it was grandma's house it woulda been ok cuz she has a lot more room in her house than we do here but she always hosts christmas. shes a hoster.kali is coming down for christmas from her dad's. i talked to her turkey day we didnt say much. thats our relationship lol. well baby im gonna try to start my homework i love you tons cant wait to see you again i love u baby bye

I LOVE YOU HUNNY XOXOXOXOXO TIMES INFINITY
[.Sunshine.]

Report | 11/19/2006 10:23 am

[.Sunshine.]

hey baby well i just added the song to your profile and made it auto play i know its soo cool lol and im on your sn so i have to sign off and get back on mine but i just figured out how to do it and i know how to get mine working but you have to do it for me cuz mine wont do it cuz it likes to freeze...grr


well ima go now baby i love uyou soo much hunny ill see you soon i love u baby bye
+Angel_From_My_Nitemare+

Report | 10/29/2006 1:32 pm

+Angel_From_My_Nitemare+

hey hunny youre so welcome for the puppy lol n e thing to make u happy hunny ill ttys baby i love u hunny bye
+Angel_From_My_Nitemare+

Report | 10/26/2006 3:52 pm

+Angel_From_My_Nitemare+

hey hun not in a good mood idk y...ill comment more later but im going to go do homework. ttyl love u bye

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~ Love always your ButterflyBaby~