Its been 3 months since the incident. I've been praying that it was some trickery... that perhaps that life should have gone the way that we had planned it to... instead of taking this wrong turn. I miss you every day, and the burden grows heavier with each gaining hour. I can't imagine life without you... but now I suppose I'll have to try... its not like I have any other choice.
I want to make contact with your mom, and I think I've gained the guts to finally e-mail Leanne for her help. I plan to make a visit to your gravesite when I can, perhaps it'll serve as something more concrete for me to realize that you won't be coming back (Even though I pray for the opposite. If God can alter the hearts and minds of men, then he can certainly alter reality).
Anyways, I guess this is goodbye, as there is only so much that my words can express, and it is the only logical step forward. (I love you.)
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We miss you.
.... we all... miss you.
Its been 3 months since the incident. I've been praying that it was some trickery... that perhaps that life should have gone the way that we had planned it to... instead of taking this wrong turn. I miss you every day, and the burden grows heavier with each gaining hour. I can't imagine life without you... but now I suppose I'll have to try... its not like I have any other choice.
I want to make contact with your mom, and I think I've gained the guts to finally e-mail Leanne for her help. I plan to make a visit to your gravesite when I can, perhaps it'll serve as something more concrete for me to realize that you won't be coming back (Even though I pray for the opposite. If God can alter the hearts and minds of men, then he can certainly alter reality).
Anyways, I guess this is goodbye, as there is only so much that my words can express, and it is the only logical step forward. (I love you.)
I havn't seen you in so long I might cry! crying
lol
Hurry back! razz
But you're dating me, so you're one of the most important strange people. lol
I misses u so much T.T