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Everything and Everyone needs to be loved,
To live,
To move on,
To hurt,
To heal,
To bleed.

I lay in bed,
Late at night,
Thinking about the day,
What i should of done,
What i should of said,
How i should of said it,
How i should of done it,
How it should of been handle.....
And cry about,
All the things i miss,
The poeple i am hurting,
Cause what i'm doing to myself,
And wish it all could be over,
Finished,
At the end,
Forgeten.

It may be sad,
It may be happy,
It may be ok,
But it's never all right.......
Make the most of what you have,
And stop crying over what you don't got,
Cause just by saying or doing one thing..........
......Everything could come falling down,
And it doesn't always go back together as easy as it fell apart.

I want to love,
I want to move on,
I want to be happy,
I want the guilt to go away,
I want to be myself agein,
But i can't,
something is blocking the path,
And nuthing will be right tell i'm back on that path.

Hideing form the world,
But somehow it always finds me.

Dieing slowly by the fire within......
.......Don't try to stop it........
.........It can't be stoped.......
.........It's in all of us.

For the people that don't know
What they are loseing,

What they are risking,
Who they are hurting,

How they are hurting themselfs.

They're hurting all the people who love and care anout them,

They'er hurting all the people who love and care about them,

They're risking a change to get help,

They're hurtinng themselfs by closeing off all thair doors to freedom.
They are loseing the trust of thair friends and family.

And the worst part is...........They don't even know it,
Or they find out when it's to late. And the people
That know from the start, Think no matter
Who helps them,
How they get the help,
It just isn't worth thair time,or just gave up hope. Or they don't want help,

They don't care what happens to them selfs,They don't care who they hurt,
They don't care what they are loseing,
And they don't care what they are risking. And they just want
It to stop........................the pain, the voice in thair heads,
Tell them that's all thair fault, when they know it's not.
Sometime they want the world to end.
Right then and there,Just have it stop!!
And go out with big BANG!! or BOOM!!
Or some HORRIFING EXPERIENCE,
That if anyone surdive they would be scared for live.

Now whant do you think of that??
I bet you know at less one Person in this world that feels this way.
And you don't even know who.

DID YOU EVER THINK OF THAT??

Annoyed with the ******** world!!!!!!!
7 ******** A$$holes if not more are buging the crap out of me.
Then the people that are worryed about me and can't stop doing all this nice thing.
Happy that they care,
Happy that they want to help,
But somethings i just got to do by myself,
If i want help i'll ask,
If i don't ask but you know i need it,
Like if you know if i don't get help it aint gonna be good........then help,
But inless it comes to that or i ask,
Stay ******** out of it!!!!!!!
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The live of someone you care about is taken everyday,
Thair hopes and dreams,
The way they acted,
Who they are,
What makes them importent to you,
Thairoutlook on life........
Change from happy to sad,
Fun and interesting to boreding and nuthingness,
They are still here.............In our lives............Just it seem like they are another person,
Someone you don'y know.

"It isn't worth my time."
"If it wasn't worth it then why would you be here?"
"Because He wants me to sufer."
"Why would He want that?" "What did you do?"
"Nothing, He just think it would be funny."
"I don't think so."
"How would you know? you don't know Him."
"And like you do?"
"No, Just there is no resin for me to be here."
"You're here to be my friend."
"......................................"
"You have nothing to say to that?"

Someone once told me"sadness likes company."
Does the same go for happyness?
I think
That sadness is leaking in the darkness looking for it's nexted victon.
So stay away form the shadows peoples.

Close your eyes,
Spin three times,
Open your eyes,
Spin the other way three times,
Make a wish,
And don't tell anyone your wish.
I'll try my best to make it come true.
Love you all so much!!!

What is more importent money or the person/people your with?
Why do so many people say that they want this and that,
Instead of saying "I want be with my people"?
Now I know everone isn't like that, but I know so many people who are.
Why would it matter if the person is the richest in the world or the poorest?
It shouldn't matter.........
Why should is how much you love them and
How much they love you.
This goes for family,friends,and who ever else you want in your life.
Money is great, but rather have the people I love.

Are you sure you want to read this??

Fallow the stone paths,
Don't look back,
Don't take your eyes off the stones,
On the way lisen to what people are saying,
All the sounds you here,
And disapointment in there voices.
Now look up!
There should be a wall blocking your view in front,
Left and right sides,
You trun around to head back but the stones are gone,
With no trace. What do you do now?

Feel like crying because of,
All this sadness inside me,
The madness around me,
People that try to understind but don't,
Having your path choosen for you.
And the wed of lies you're traped in......stops. you from,
Seeing the truth beneth it all,
Who is really ther for you.
And who is there just for the hell of it,
But in the end it all comes down to you.
Those are just the steps you take along the way.
If they help you or not isn't the point,
The point is they get you to the end of the walkway.

There comes a point in everyones life
When they find that they are asking themselfs,
Why they are here?,
Why do i asways do the wrong thing?,
What do i got to do to get away form here?,
How do i keep falling for the same lies?,
Why do i keep putting myself in those situations?,
How can i prove this right? How can i prove this wrong????
You may be at that piont in your life now,
or you didn't come to it yet, or you have past that piont.
And we find out that we may never find the answers....................

Stick between the mountions
Right and wrong,
True and flase,
Real and fake,
And don't know how to get out.......................
All i know is i don't want to be here.

Trillions and trillions of words to make into,
Billions and billons of sentences,
That come from the heart
The soul,
The little voice in your head,
But somehow the meaning get lose in it all,
And words of how some feels......truns into something someone says back so we won't fell bad when not said back.
But the truth is all we are hurting by doing that Is.......ourself by not being truthful.

Sadness and madness are the issnesses,
Happyness is the cure,
We are the victims,
Dieing from it.........but...
We are the ones saving eachother from dieing....
On this messed up planet,
We call home.

What do you do when,
Your path is broken?,
When the brightest light goes out?.................
Do you just give up?
Or find another way?
Whatever you do........make sure it's right.

How did you get to be the person you are today?,
What made you who you are?,
What made you choose this path?,
Did you choose this lifestyle?,
Or did someone esle choose it for you?,
If you could go back in time and redo anything you ever did would you?