About

Hmm...well i love music, philosophy, drunken ramblings, INTELLIGENT drunken ramblings, writing, creating bands names i will never use, playing drums(kinda), and wishing i was a goth kid because they are so damn pretty. i am insecure with myself, I smoke, i don't like reading, hate annoying anime kids that only wants to learn japanese so they can watch their favorite anime, supposed otakus that don't know the real meaning, i like to rambling, whenever i feel an awkward silence i either run away or say something to make it less awkward. i play video games and get so addicted to them i feel like crying when a sad part happens in the game(what the hell, i cry a lot when something bad happens in games), I like obscure roleplaying games, i have a varied taste in music which includes: grindcore, j-rock, new wave, industrial/darkwave, pop, pop rock, punk rock, hardcore, anything with good/fun lyrics. I hate pictures of me, i hate when i sense that people don't want to talk to me, i hate a lot of people in my school, and i'm 18. I'm a hedonist...kinda. I only like to drink and smoke...makes me feel cool. My daily essentials would have to be caffenine a shower and a pack of smokes. I never find girlfriends that i connect with most of the time... it makes me sad because i love when i find someone i really like to spend time with...needless to say i'm a hopeless romantic. I love donnie darko...just haven't seen it in awhile. I like to talk to people about their views. I love talking about religion and i even look up wierd stuff on wikipedia. I think that is enough writing for me...