Clem, you don't help yourself being my friend avoiding me. You've been on gaia and msn since. Msn; I saw you log on for half a second before logging off to run away not wanting to speak. Gaia; theres a nice record which says you'd logged on last week. If you don't want to be my friend then jsut say. Don't worry about me being saddened by it. I'm already at the stage where hearing your name is enough to start the tears flowing. If you say that you're never coming back atleast I can start to get over it completely. Don't leave me in limbo. You're already half way to losing me. The friendship bracelet it off and not coming on again until you speak to me. Proparly. If not, and you keep trying to avoid me, then let this be the last message you ever recieve from me. Do you really want our friendship to end like this?
And don't be all 'don't over-react'. You've been avoiding me. I'm not stupid Clem.
I don't know if you even go on gaia any more to read this, but then I don't even know if I want you to read it.. jsut need somewhere to rant.
You know I've told my counseller about rping.. i basically tell her the plot advances as they happen and she sometimes even gives me ideas on how to keep it going because she knows how much it helps my stress and sadness levels down. I know its GCSEs and we all need to revise, but it doesn't mean you have to never talk to me again.. I get that rping and revising aren't the best mix for some people, thats why if you'd have just said for a littel bit 'I need to revise, mind not rping?' then I would almost instantly. you don't have to run of and tell me how we're basically never going to speak again because you're isolating yourself from the Pc and never gonna rp again and theres not even half a back up plan. You're one of my best friends Clem.. I need my friends.. I know I still have Rach and stuff but she has her AS levels just as we do GCSEs and I don't wanna be all disterbing of her because I'm panicking half to death and she's the only one I can talk to. I don't wanna make you run back into a giant hug screaming 'OMGOMGI'MSOSORRY' or whatever.. Just to see you again... Be able to talk to you without just finding things out in offline comments. Don't even have to rp. Please...
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And don't be all 'don't over-react'. You've been avoiding me. I'm not stupid Clem.
You know I've told my counseller about rping.. i basically tell her the plot advances as they happen and she sometimes even gives me ideas on how to keep it going because she knows how much it helps my stress and sadness levels down. I know its GCSEs and we all need to revise, but it doesn't mean you have to never talk to me again.. I get that rping and revising aren't the best mix for some people, thats why if you'd have just said for a littel bit 'I need to revise, mind not rping?' then I would almost instantly. you don't have to run of and tell me how we're basically never going to speak again because you're isolating yourself from the Pc and never gonna rp again and theres not even half a back up plan. You're one of my best friends Clem.. I need my friends.. I know I still have Rach and stuff but she has her AS levels just as we do GCSEs and I don't wanna be all disterbing of her because I'm panicking half to death and she's the only one I can talk to. I don't wanna make you run back into a giant hug screaming 'OMGOMGI'MSOSORRY' or whatever.. Just to see you again... Be able to talk to you without just finding things out in offline comments. Don't even have to rp. Please...