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- Last Login
- 01/05/2026 9:25 am
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- Female
- Birthday
- 06/13
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- Hobbies/Interests
- cosplay
I'm a thirty-something woman from the Ohio River Valley area. I'm a teacher and musician, and a former save to academia so I've studied lots of different things. I love flowers (which is kinda obvious since my username is in reference to tansy, the flower) and my favorite flower of all time are sunflowers. They're tall and majestic, and even in the hardest rain, the darkest night, and the fiercest wind they stand strong and bright. I like to think that's how I am. I'm a long distance runner, and I'm in active recovery from eating disorders (anorexia, orthorexia, exercise bulimia), and am in long term recovery from an opioid addiction. I've been sober since 2009, even through some devastating times, and I'm proud of that. I'm a lupus and psoriatic arthritis warrior. I dreamed for so long to be a mother. Some of the hardest things I've ever had to go through was giving birth to our stillborn son, Joshua Ryan, having an ectopic pregnancy, multiple miscarriages, and a few attempts to adopt fall through. In 2017, we were thrilled to announce that we were expecting our rainbow babies, twin daughters we named Anastasia Rose and Gabrielle Rian. Check out our announcement here. Anya and Brie were born at 27 weeks, weighing 1lb 3oz, and 1lb 4oz respectively. Anya died 60 at days old after battling sepsis. I just want her back. Brie, our surviving twin, is sassy and thriving, and I can't believe this girl spent the first 709 days of her life in the NICU where doctors gave up on her and told us to bring her home to die. In June 2019, we were extremely shocked to learn we were having a baby boy. He was very concerned he may miss out on some turkey or pie, and he was born at 28 weeks, on Thanksgiving 2019. Learn about Brandon here. My pregnancies all ended early because I developed pre-clampsia and HELLP syndrome. And if you're interested, I make regular posts on our family blog. Kind of gives an insight to our family off Gaia. I'm a real person behind the avatar and screen.Viewing 12 of 267 friends
Flowers are the only thing God forgot to put a soul into.
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