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Im effin pissed cause i put 68 insted of 69 in my username....and now i look like an idiot.

Im Taylor

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell somone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart. If you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it like and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. it does it on it's own.. when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was to afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care to much for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid.. afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could have had. What would you do if every time you fell in love, you had to say goodbye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone, they would never be there? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow, and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore) What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them. What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all my family and they know I love them? People live, but people die. You are a friend, and you mean something to everyone. If you died tomorrow, you would be in my heart. Would I be in yours? You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. Cherish your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs to be loved. Someday you might feel like you have no friends at all, but just remember this, and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you, and always will. I love you, and I'm afraid to lose you. You will always be in my heart, no matter what.