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Sitting there
Staring out the window
Black eyes
Mascara tears
Why am I this way?

I look down
At the blood-stains on the floor
Bad memories
Fill my mind
Why am I here?

My eyes scanned the room
Then I saw him
Lying there
He looked so peaceful
Why did it have to happen?

He said he would
Protect me
Love me
Keep me away from the bullet
Why did he have to catch it?

I look closely at his face
His big brown eyes
His bloody clothes
Then looked inside the mirror
Why did he love me?

I wonder what he thought of me
A beautiful girl
A fake
His one and only
Why won’t I ever know?

I picked up the gun,
Placed it on my lap
Twisted my black curls
Stared into my aquamarine eyes
Should I join him?

These are the questions
That will never
And forever
Be answered

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Cyntrah

Report | 02/14/2009 8:20 am

Cyntrah

Happy Birthday!! User Image
Runaway xxx

Report | 06/25/2007 8:44 am

Runaway xxx

NOOOOOOOOOOOO

darn that hacker ¬¬
Ferzay

Report | 05/24/2007 9:00 am

Ferzay

Hey guys!
My The Flirtatious Ferzii account got hacked, so I lost pretty much everything. ;~;

If you want, you can add me on this account, seeing as it is my new account.
I may not be as active, seeing as I lost quite a lot of expensive gaia items.
Runaway xxx

Report | 05/20/2007 9:06 am

Runaway xxx

I WON!
Hahaha
Whoooop
:p
Runaway xxx

Report | 05/17/2007 1:51 pm

Runaway xxx

-jawbreakgrin-
-hails Taxi-

Oh...Its go time now Fershii.
Klouny is back in all her gingerninja-ness.
-Throws taxi at you-
Sohpia

Report | 05/16/2007 5:10 pm

Sohpia

Nice Avi ^^

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`Chefinator

Report | 05/04/2007 10:56 am

`Chefinator

I miss the fezi too!
Chihiro512

Report | 05/01/2007 3:55 pm

Chihiro512

a coco kitty =D
i luv coco kittys im questing for it
-random comment-
xD
`Chefinator

Report | 04/25/2007 9:38 pm

`Chefinator

crying _ crying _ crying _T i really miss the ferzi
Kiki Nova

Report | 04/11/2007 6:49 pm

Kiki Nova

hey sweets...im REALLY bored...pm me some time k wink

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