My Secret Death
Clouds roll by, but then turn to dust
Do not turn a blind eye to my ever corrupting trust...
I can water you like a beautiful flower, so that your pedals reach the sky
And I can take all that you hold so dear, while I watch you shrivel and die
I can make a man feel invincible... but kill him with just my words
and make him cry out for help, a shriek no one would've heard
I can make a woman feel amazing, that she was nobody else's but mine...
but I can also make her feel worthless, like a diamond that lost it's shine.
The saddest part is not what I've done but I have become along the way,
no one can change my twisted soul. There's nothing anyone can say
My peers, my family and friends all had dreams of what I'd be,
but the worst kind of death in the world... is the one you don't see
Nothing At All
My life flashes before my eyes, hiding in that blade
I look for some amount of love and peace..... but it always seems to evade
Random faces, souls for sale, all just passing by....
They ask, poke, pick and prod, but can never figure.... why?
My demons surround me like blanket... covering body and mind....
A corner to hide myself is all I can find....
A cage.... a fortress.... a wall which keeps me in
Here there is nothing that can end.... and nothing that can begin
Now.... I've taken my life, my soul is dead... my blood stains the wall...
Two men come by, one asks,'' What happened?'' The other just stands in awe
He regains his composure and then says,'' Nothing... Nothing at all......
About me.....
This is me... hi... my names gabriel. If you're already my friend you know
that I can the best friend or the worst enemy. I don't like complicated
people, unless..... well.... it depends on the person. I usually won't fight
to get your attention unless I think you're really cool.... or special..... or
just another friend I know...... I'm complicated to understand sometimes
but I'm actually really simple. There's no grey area for me..... you're with
or against me........ no such thing as an almost or sort of friend. One of
my best friends is michael( a.k.a, jackkiller)..... he always says nothing
ever seems to bother me, it's true... but when I'm bored... watch out!...
especially when I'm with michael... we tear down the roof.. but I'm not
always fun and games. If you need someone to talk to.. I'm there..
need someone to help you feel safe and protected... I'm there... you need
someone to lighten up your sprits with a good laugh.. you KNOW I'm
there. Anyways, don't ever get me PO'd, cause then it's on!.......
and from all the relationships I've been in.. I've learned one thing... no
such thing as forever... even if you really try.. there's no garuntee.. so make the best of that time and live life to the fullest.... see yah...
Those Eyes
Her eyes are like windows, they reflect the soul that lies in you
Her eyes are like the sun, they shine light even in the dark places
Her eyes are inviting, they say to come in too
Her eyes are like a picture, it's seen so many faces
I seem to forget all my problems, and think that I died...
Whenever I start... to look into those eyes
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