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- &Tell me, that we belong together.
The rain falls, stars twinkle in the sky as she sits beneath them, knee's pulled to her chest. The stars are bright, unblocked by very few scattered tree's in the small town. She's just simple, or so it seems. One of those small town girls, who would rather have a small backyard wedding, and would live in a box as long as she had someone she loved to cuddle up with at night. But she is much more complex than that. She feels things that could break someone, but has become numb to it, because of her trials and tribulations she has had to over come. She has had no one to turn to most of her life. But has found comfort in someone, though she hides her feelings well. She's the type of girl who keeps a diary, even at the age of 15. And she writes in it every night, just her thoughts and her feelings, what she could tell no one else but the pages of her diary. She will share them someday, but not now. She's the type of girl who has few friends, but cherishes the one's she has dearly, and knows they are the best friends a girl could ask for. She would do anything to help someone else, and go out of her way to make someone else smile. She's the type to cry about everything, even the stupid small things most people over look. All she wants is to be loved, and to love someone back. To have that one person she could always count on, to fill that empty place in her heart. She's the one who wants to fill someone else's empty spot. She's the girl doing the stupidest thing to get attention. And most importantly, his attention. She's the one who is always smiling, just to cover up what's really wrong. The one who says she's fine, even though she really isn't. She replays the same song over and over because it reminds her of him, and she sings it in the shower because she can't hear it anymore. She's the girl who would stay up all night to talk to him, even if she was really tired. She's the one who will put others before herself, because what she wants doesn't matter anymore. She's learned that everyone is going to get what they want before she will even be thought of. That no matter what she does, it will never be good enough. She makes the best of everything, or at least tries. She has learned that it's never about her. Sometimes she gets jealous, and envious, and wants to be someone else. And she knows she isn't perfect, or super model pretty like some girls. But she comes to terms with it, and gets through another day. She has learned that she can't trust anyone, that everyone will let you down eventually. She doesn't believe in promises anymore, because no one knows what forever means. She has had her heartbroken so many times, and has broken a few hearts herself. She's the one who doesn't understand life, and doesn't know one thing about it. She's the one who always has questions, and who expects to much from people. She's the one who hates change, and wishes everything would stay the same. But knows that everything has to change, but has a hard time dealing with it. She's the one that everyone see's, but doesn't actually see. The one who will never fit into the world, but is content with that. She's the one who likes herself, no matter what anyone else thinks. Even if she isn't skinny, or pretty, or perfect. She's okay with that. Am I more than you bargained for yet?
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