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I'm not a monster, I'm just a sick man.
Who would give anything to have his soul back.
You should probably just shoot me in the head now,
otherwise, I'm gonna kill you.
I'm sick, really sick.
I'm one of them now.
Quarantine me.
I'm infected.
Quarantine me.
Don't you just love what I've become.
I'm not a monster, I'm just a sick man.
Who would do anything, to get his soul back.
You should probably just cover your eyes now.
I'll have to warn you, this is gonna hurt, really hurt.
I'm one of them now.

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"Take this razor, sign your name across my wrists
so everyone will know who left me like this.
Sew me up, my scars run deep
A reminder not to forget the times that we've had."

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Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and ********, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted ********
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand ********?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a ******** knife

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Call me weak, but I learned it all from you.
Maybe I'll be brave, but just not today.
Call me scared, but that's who I really am.
I could be just like you.
Excuse me, gentlemen,
What exactly does it mean to be a man?
Excuse me, kind gentlemen,
Can you tell me what it means to be a man?
Call me sad, but how would you ever know?
Maybe you'll be there, but just not today.
Pretend I'm dead, so you can go on living.
I could be just like you.

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not pretty or thin, but she deals.
bisexual.
likes rainbows.
skeptical about love. hates children
and most people
vegan.
likes to read.
feels alone most of her time.
loves making food
hates eating food
loves color
skinny jeans are god
music = life.
^ concerts included.
does her own nails. [long story]
horny teenage boys get a punch in the face
if she had nuts, her high school would suck them.
myspace sucks but she has one anyway.
thinks life ******** sucks because other people ******** it up.

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Because most people think, ''Life sucks, and then you die.'' I disagree. I think life sucks, then you get cancer. Then you go into chemotherapy. You lose all your hair, you feel bad about yourself. Then all of the sudden the cancer goes into remission. You look good you feel good, you're going great, and all of the sudden you have a stroke. You can't move your right side. And one day you step off the curb at 68th by Lincoln Center and bang, you get hit by a bus. And then, maybe, you die.


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Bands i love:

Across Five Aprils
All Time Low
Billy Talent
Boys Like Girls
The Cab
Charlotte Sometimes
Cobra Starship
Cute Is What we Aim For
Danger Radio
Drop Dead Gorgeous
Escape The Fate
Fall Out Boy
Forever The Sickest Kids
The Fray
Greeley Estates
The Human Abstract
The Hush Sound
My Chemical Romance
Panic At The Disco
Paramore
Powerspace
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
The Ting Tings
The Used


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Bands i've seen in concert:

9-2-06- Circa Survive
9-2-06- Taking Back Sunday
9-2-06- Almost My Chemical Romance, Bob got a staph infection and they couldnt play v___v
11-30-06- My Chemical Romance [FINALLY]
11-30-06- Say Anything
11-30-06- Sparta
1-12-07- The Pink Spiders
1-12-07- Love Arcade
1-12-07- Action Reaction
3-17-07- Cancer bats
3-17-07- Billy Talent
4-27-07- MUSE
4-27-07- My Chemical Romance [again ;D]
6-4-07- Cobra Starship HCT '07
6-4-07- Paul Wall [xD] HCT '07
6-4-07- The Academy Is... HCT '07
6-4-07- 44 HCT '07
6-4-07- Fall Out Boy HCT '07
7-25-07- Hawthorn Heights WARPED [LOL]
7-25-07- Boys Like Girls WARPED
7-25-07- Cute Is What We Aim For WARPED
7-25-07- Paramore WARPED
7-25-07- Scary Kids Scaring Kids WARPED
12-16-07- Trans-Siberian Orchestra
2-15-08- DJ Mike Realm
2-15-08- Blue Man Group
4-30-08- Phantom Planet HCT '08
4-30-08- The Hush Sound HCT '08
4-30-08- Motion City Soundtrack HCT '08
4-30-08- Panic at the Disco HCT '08
6-01-08- Powerspace <3333
6-01-08- Danger Radio
6-01-08- Ace Enders
6-01-08- Cute Is What We Aim For
7-16-08- Madina Lake WARPED
7-16-08- Forever The Sickest Kids WARPED
7-16-08- Charlotte Sometimes
8-21-08- The Morning Light
8-21-08- Steel Train
8-21-08- The Cab
8-21-08- The Hush Sound
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Bands i've met:

3-17-07- Billy Talent
7-25-07- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
7-25-07- All Time Low
6-01-08- Alec and Tom from Powerspace
7-16-08- Forever The Sickest Kids
7-16-08- The "new" Pink Spiders :/
7-16-08- Greeley Estates
7-16-08- Charlotte Sometimes
8-21-08- Singer, Johnson, and Marshall from The Cab
8-21-08- The Hush Sound except for Bob :[


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People who have given me secks:
(refering to sig)

-C r a y o n `

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]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=47vM6ok5itI