its all about mee. :)

lol well; i'm not going to say any really personal information..
such as name, where i live, and anyway in how i look.
so.. here we go; im going to try to explain myself without that.
oh and my age. but i'm not sure.. can you see that in my profile?
alright. so..my name is "tm" .. thats what you can call me.
i live in gaiaonline and i'm.. about 1 inch tall..not even that i don't think?
and i have brown hair and brown eyes. biggrin

just kidding; just kidding. haha.
well. so basically. i'm really nice and i'm there for all of my friends.
and no matter what or who wants it. i'm not going to change.
if you make me mad.. trust me you don't want to do that.
i will chewww your butt off. really. ask anyone who's ever made me really mad..
theres no 'sort of mad' for me.. its either 'happy && nice' or 'mad && mean'
if you get on my bad side or make me not trust you..its hard to get back
my favorite song is beautiful disaster by jon mclaughlin..
it kind of reminds me of my life..sometimes.
right now i'm at a difficult point in my life. and everyday i walk through school with that fake smile. but it's okay. because sometimes you see the real smile.
all though i have a lot going on. i still laugh with my friends. and i stay here on earth..
just for them. and the two guys that have made my life worth living.
even though i'm not sure how they feel about me. i know how i feel about them.
one is completely amazingg. he's never done anything to make me mad/sad..
the other onee. well that's a different story.. sometimes he's like all the others.
but he tries his hardest to be himself. and i enjoy it when he succeeds.
so anyways. i'm not very self-obsorbed. thats why i'm getting side-tracked and talking bout these two guys! lol..
so.. i have a cell phone! and a laptop..but the laptops only for "school purposes" but i use it for gaiaonline and a bunch of other stuff. so who cares. smile
and i have a regular computer.. in my room but its got a virus so i'm never on it bc it makes me mad.. and as you know theres no 'mad && nice' ..i beat the heck out of the computer when i get mad at it. or i break stuff.
yes i have a bit of an anger issue. i can't help it.
i try my best not to take it out on the people i care about. wink
i love life even with the stuff i'm going through..really i have no choice but to like it.
i mean really, i don't want to die. so obviously its not that bad.
and at times i don't wanna live.. but the bad times are worth going through; right? smile
i sure hope so cause then i've been doing all this for nothing.
so i have an F in 2 of my classes. i fail at school sad
quarter is almost over and i'm missing over 12 assignments. EEK?..i think so
but my friends are going to help me get those in wink
i have a bit of a memory problem. indeed i do.
i forget things i say within 5 seconds.. and i forget what i'm saying in the middle of a sentence sometimes.
i'm addicted to computers! biggrin
and i'm really random at times.
but that puts interest in life. right? smile
i get grounded a lot; sadly. so if sometimes i'm not on..
i either forgot my username in password..or else i'm grounded and can't get on biggrin

but i have to go. hope you like reading everything biggrin