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William "Cody" O'Keefe16
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well im cody, im a juggalo, im white, and of recent very confused on my direction in life i am no longer sure of what i want to do every time i make a plan something or someone else comes up and completely unravels it. lately i have had a hard time telling the difference between what is real and whats just all in my head and i dont know if im truly not grasping reality or if i have simply lost some of my ability to understand reality. is the blissful feeling i get being around people i care so deeply about just simply fabricated by my need to be emotionally driven by other people? even with that statement i wonder if my emotions are true or if its just an act i have learned from observing others. as far as relationships i happen to have very strong feelings for two females and a male also. but im so scared that i will be hurt that i seem to do my best to push them all away and even though i think it will make things better i end up being ...sad i guess for even though i long for the empathy and affection of another i hate the thought of getting it but i just dont understand why, why i hate people so much yet wanting to have a normal social life i have let go of alot of anger and hate but in guess im lost.......
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