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Song of the Week
Fell in Love Without You (Acoustic) by Motion City Soundtrack
Last night I fell in love without you
I waved goodbye to that heart of mine beating solo on your lawn
Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
We used to call it "love".
Last night I fell in love without you
The coup de grace that set me off would have made for decent fiction
Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
We used to call it
Last night I fell in love without you
The stars at night aren't as big & bright as you make them out to be
And every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
In memory of when we used to call it "love"
recently written poem
ahh so 'tis life,
to be alone,
to be unloved,
to be me,
to be lonely
Life is just,
just is set,
the setting is there,
and that setting is chance,
there is a decision to be made,
a life to be saved,
to not be thrown or cast away,
a young life to not mourn or fade.
hi ^-^ my name is Daniel Esquivel i am 17,and i live in a quite town named Duarte and i go to Duarte High School and i am currently a senior. i am the third child out of a family of four. i am a christian and i go to a church in Arcadia named live oak vineyard i go to church every Sunday and to youth group every Wednesday. um collage haven't really put that much thought into it but i want to go to APU which is Azusa Pacific University i want to peruse a career in music since all i can think of is music it helps me relax and when i finish playing a piece of music i feel happy i just like the feeling also i would like to go to California school of culinary arts in Pasadena that's more likely for me to do um my life so far um well its slow i mean for me there is only about 57 more days or so until i graduate and well i want it to happen but also i am afraid of what might come as to relationship wise im not sure any more my mouth gets me into way to much trouble and well i don't know what to any more so as of right now i am trying o mature myself and learn about ways of how to shut the hell up um lets see music eh i like all sort's of music i have a wide range of music that i can listen to um lets see movies i have a large quiver of them so i really don't have a favorite one but i do like across the universe um food i really like to tinker with food i like making stuff and i like trying new recipes i love to cook um lets see me for reading i love books don't really have a favorite book but i like reading manga and a different variates um lets talk about my life more well recently its been crap thanks to rumors and such i hate it how they get to me true or not i just don't like them but back to the topic school has been a drag because i keep hearing them which i don't want to but they don't ive just been feeling so depressed that i cant look at her in the face not because of the stupid rumors or any thing its just well .....its long and complicated for me to explain but yeah i just want to go on with my life feeling happy and not holding on to the past which is the main cause um on a happy note summer is coming up and i am really looking forward to it because well band practice begins and well i cant wait we still need a drummer tough are there any out there that would like to be in a ska band? of all this well that's all i have to say ill write more or replace this later but for the mean time this will have to do
other stuff i find interesting
whiskey lullaby. <3]
The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind...
Until the night.
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby.
wish you only knew
From the moment you came in the room
I felt a sense of fear
Lost in your eyes
Hold me tight my dear
I know our thoughts are not the same
It eats me up inside
Trust in your heart
You just can't decide
I need you now
And this I swear
Stay by my side
Don't go anywhere
Don't say that
There's no chance
We'll make it through
I'll be there for you
As times change
We'll remain
Until the end
Let's not pretend
There are no words that can describe
The way I feel for you
I've tried everything
I don't know what to do
You are the missing part of me
I cannot stand alone
Mistakes were made
Now I'm on my own
If any words could change your mind
I would sing them to you
You're all I ever wanted
I just wish you only knew
Our Getaway
Again we find ourselves
Wishing that we'd just might
Run away together
All throughout this night
So take me by the hand
Ignore what they will say
Just listen to your heart
you know we'll find a way
i know we'll find a way
No, I won't go
Please understand
There's no turning back
Hold me so
And you will know
The truth inside my heart
Close your eyes
It's no surprise
Your lips on mine tonight
This is our getaway
There's nothing left to lose
What else can they all do?
I just feel so complete
When I'm alone with you
This night we won't forget
How can we be so blind?
To second guess this choice
Don't ever look behind
love
A relationship is like a rose, How long it lasts, no one knows. Love can erase an awful past, love can be yours, you'll see at last. To feel that love, it makes you sigh, To have it leave, you'd rather die. You hope you've found that special rose, 'cause you love and care for the one you chose.
over and over. <3
I feel it everyday, it's all the same
It brings me down but i'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again, chasing you down again
Why do I do this...
Over and over I fall for you
Over and over I try not to...
It feels like everyday stays the same
It's dragging me down and I cant pull away
So here I go again, chasing you down again
Why do I do this...
Over and over I fall for you
Over and over I try not to...
The Prayer Appointed For The Week
most loving father, whose will is it for us to give thanks for all the things, to fear nothing but the loss of you, and to cast all our care on you who cares for us: preserve me from faithless fears and worldly anxieties, that no clouds of this mortal life may hide from me the light of that love which is immortal, and which you have manifested to us in your son Jesus Christ our lord; who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the holy spirit, one god, now and for ever
Poem Of The Week
""If I Only Had The Heart I had a dream last night.Where I woke up too late.And everything I loved.I began to hate And if I weren't so young, or stupid, or restless, I might be able to just soon forget this.Just forget this.And if I make it through today will tomorrow be the same Am I just running in place? If I stumble and I fall Should I get up and carry on or will it all just be the same I'm lost and I know this I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say I'm troublesome, I've fallen It's a new day, but it all feels old It's a good life, that's what I'm told But everything, it all just feels the same And my high school, it felt more to me Like a jail cell, a penitentiary My time spent there only made me see You...don't wanna be just like you Can't you see I want to lock my door and shut out all the world surrounding me Safe from the problems and the pressures caused by insecurities Feel like everybody else just needs to see through different eyes From the outside looking in we shout our feeling and what we feel inside our lives Come on and let me go and just like everyone else I feel the pain each time I try But I'll fight the bitter end"".....RAWR!! *the rawr is for Kevin*
by piglet
Quote Of The Week
" life is not the amount of breaths that you take... its the moments that take your breath away..."
my thoughts
yesterday didn't go as i planed i was mad i was feeling out of breath i didn't feel good i don't know what it was but it is happening to me when she is near me i feel short of breath i get butterfly's in my stomach my head starts to spin and i feel as if i am about to pass out i don't now why this is happening to me all of a sudden i mean it happened to me when i first met her and wanted to ask her out but now its happening to me again well she didn't believe that she thought i was lying kinda funny huh when she wants me to me honest with her i am and well she doubts me well back to the subject i was mad that she was thinking this way and not just that how she left and didn't even bother to say good bye or any thing i guess i deserved it idk well i was mad until i got to youth group were i talked about what i was feeling well later on that night my youth pastor made us watch this small movie called tomato it explained many thing but the main one was life and death and how we as people have lost track to whats really important to us how we strive to be the best and how we put this fake image for every one to see i learned a lot that night the thing that had got my attention was how he pointed out how a relationship was like a flower when they get tougher it blooms and it takes it course and lives until it dies and how us as people when that happens we cant start to live again until one of us gets the courage and tell the other sorry that it was both a team effort that love can confuse us but we must listen.......listen to our harts and what it has to say and to not be judgmental of people to forgive them no matter what they have done well i have run out of time it seems ill write more when i have more time folks thanks for reading
poem that well is creepy but cool please read till the end read it trough no mater what
i am part of a lost generation
and i refuse to believe that
i can change the world
i realize this may be a shock but
"happiness comes from within."
is a lie, and
"money will make me happy."
so in 30 years i will tell my children
they are not the most important this in my life
my employer will know that
i have my priorities straight because
work
is more important than
family
i tell you this
once open a time
families stayed together
but this will not be true in my era
this is a quick fix society
experts tell me
30 years from now, i will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce
i do not concede that
i will live in a country of my own making
in the future
environmental destruction will be the norm
no longer can it be said that
my peers and i care about this earth
it will be evident that
my generation is apathetic and lethargic
it is foolish to presume that
there is hope
so what you think about it now read it this way bottom to top the way its meant to be read
We All Make Mistakes But That's What Makes Us Human We Must All Learn To Forgive And Forget
I Promise You Things Will Be Better Come Summer And Things Will Be Like They Were i lay this on my own life
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