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this life of mine isn't all that bad
i mean sure all my friends die
the ones i love and hold
they all die....
i shut my feelings up....
why does this happen...
why must all my friends die
but im the one that lives....
and im the one who does the same
the one who kills himself inside...
why do i live....when they. all die...
im a angel with black wings..
the lotus is my game have i have lost....
but yet im still here too help others...
im no longer the one who feels sorry...
its the one who fought me today they must feel my pain...
sure my lung is ********, arm broke. and my head cut...
your the one who died tonight.....all of it started couse
i pertected a girl i cared for....
by this twisted fate im ******** up..but who cares when your the one bleeding.
next time dont ******** with vicki...nexted time i will kill you b*****d.....
you ******** up the game when instead of me you went after my sister
my best friend.....the one who got high with...my heart when i was heartless..
the one who i bled for couse you ******** with her....now your the one bleeding....how do you fell now...

sorry my friends...i dont mean too be like this month is really ******** up....
i tried too kill myself in school..i wreaked my car (not on drugs)...2 people died...wheres the 3rd one im pountering.....but hay, at least ive got my lotus brothers..and my sister...for how long i do not know....sorry folks im not in a good mood about this month and this is my blah page.....if you dont like it aw-well.....deal with it....no really im not playing on that one