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- 02/25
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Dear Gaia friends;I want to be real and this is something I have gone public with in my personal and public life. I am 22 and have suffered from depression, anxiety, eating disorder as well as a sexual assault victim. I struggle with these scars every day. It took awhile to fully admit what had happened to me. But I am now representing my company as well as a charity project so these are things I have been more open and aware of. In this journey I have cried, screamed and wanted to run because I feel so exposed. But at the same time when someone comes up to me and tells me that I inspire them it makes everything I am doing worth it. To help and inspire is something I have always wanted. I know so many people that have gone through bad situations and to everyone out there that was told they deserve it, you didnt, you dont. There is someone some where some day that will hold out their hand and tell you its ok, you dont have to be strong you can cry. But remember I am here to help. So to anyone who has gone through this remember, one day there will be a smile and laughter.
I am a cosplayer, designer, boss, friend and public figure. As well as depressed, scared of people, a survivor of sexual assault, suffer from an eating disorder and I am happy to say that those scars I carry with me in every step and refuse to let them hold me down.
I use to be very active on gaia, on every day, posting in threads and rping with great friends. I have made connections I wont ever forget, many of you I have got on msn or skype so we may keep in contact. Since summer 2011 my eating disorder, and health started to take over my life. My friends on here and real life helped me regain who i was after months of helping me.
We all should live like each day is its last, we never know when it will end. When your sat down and told it, it kinda changes your prospective. My health and strength fade in and out each day. I want to thank all my friends on gaia for supporting me and being concerned and sending messages with their kind words and hopeful thoughts.
Please feel free to message me your msn or skype, I am trying to move off gaia because I rather not suddenly vanish and leave my good friends not knowing what has happened to me.
To those who have moved on and gotten rid of me, i just want to say im sorry, and please have a happy life, filled with smiles.
Please feel free to send me a message. I am always up for chating and rping.
And if you cant get a hold of me contact Noctrena.
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