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ABOUT DEATH,ME,AND NOTHING

We'll never sleep cuz sleep is for the week oh we will never rest until we're ******** DEAD!

I live my life in the shadows

♥ 8-15-10 ♥

My name's cori, call me anything.I am nice at times but usually if something pisses me off i'll kick you in the face, i live in lompoc california and i ******** hate it.I draw crappy pictures and if ur gonna be bitchy to me expect me to be bitchy back. i am emotional i cry a lot especially when my parents are home.I cut,burn,and scratch myself and i do heroin it makes me feel alive.I have my own opinon and i dont give a damn if u hate me or not....dont try to make me feel better because it'll just piss me off unless i love you.I have super powers, spongebob is my hero, i love techno and death metal. I
i love spongebob he's cool funny and a sea creature..School is for emo ********.
My mom drinks every night and goes missing sometimes,my dad does drugs, that's where i get mine.He hits me too but only to keep my stupid a** in check.Don't call me emo or scene or anything that im not...i am myself and only myself.I hate people who call me names i dont understand.I have long black hair and im 6' and i'll beat the s**t out of you. im 15 i turn 16 on october 23d. Don't ever say i need a therapist for my "problems" if you do you can go to go to hell. DON'T ever try and make me stop doing what im doing unless you've got a hell of a reason!!I love buritos with bacon.Cheese is fun to play with .I write poems ,i draw but i'm horrible at it.my peoms suck d**k and i'm an emotional reck who wonders around at night.I paint my nails and where eyeliner.I'm a vampire so i don't need sleep ^^
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╚═╩╩╩╩═╝and hate me cuz i love to be hated by you






























I HEAR THE BLOOD IN MY EARS AS I PULL TIGHTER ON THER ROPE
THAT'S SOON GOING TO END MY LIFE
I THINK ABOUT EVERYONE
A TEAR FALLS FROM MY BLOOD RED EYES
AND HITS THE COLD PAVEMENT BELOW
I PULL HARDER ON THE ROPE
I START BOUNCING UP AND DOWN
I CLOSE MY EYES AND TURN MY FROWN INTO A SWEET SMILE
I SLOWLY SLIP AWAY
I HEAR PEOPLE IN A DISTANCE
I LOOK TO SEE THE WORLD ONE LAST TIME













SILVER METAL
SHINE SO BRIGHT
SCARLET BLOOD
THAT FEELS SO RIGHT.















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courtnyxp Report | 08/22/2010 4:38 pm
courtnyxp
I want to, But i'm not quite sure how to.. lol
BooBooBambi Report | 08/19/2010 6:45 pm
BooBooBambi
i love it cori i really do
animeMoon55 Report | 08/12/2010 11:57 am
animeMoon55
It shows! How are you?
animeMoon55 Report | 08/12/2010 11:14 am
animeMoon55
Thanks. I found it on the tektek site. biggrin Yours is pretty cool too, as always ^-^
animeMoon55 Report | 07/10/2010 1:19 pm
animeMoon55
Actually, they're a band =) I really like them!
animeMoon55 Report | 07/10/2010 1:03 pm
animeMoon55
Have you ever heard of jamestown story?
animeMoon55 Report | 07/10/2010 11:36 am
animeMoon55
I'v never heard of that.
animeMoon55 Report | 07/09/2010 3:33 pm
animeMoon55
You like death note?!
animeMoon55 Report | 07/09/2010 12:55 pm
animeMoon55
Usually Jrock and jpop. Im in to japanese music. Most of your music sounds really good ^-^
animeMoon55 Report | 07/09/2010 12:51 pm
animeMoon55
Well, most people think it is. What kind of music do you like?

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Master XXSarahXX

I hear the sky is falling

drugs are my savior

death is my specialty

Suicide,the perfect love

i do drugs cause they help me i dont drink because it makes me hate myself even more XD

shoot me in the head i swear i'll haunt...
u if i shoot myself in the head...
i'll always love you <3

chew me up and spit me out but i'd still love you with out a doubt

XDNow kiss me one last time, And bring me back to life.

if u break my heart
it'll shatter into a million tiny pieces
that will never be picked up
so dont break it

i point this gun to my head and tears run down my cheek as i pull the trigger.

i'm gonna draw a picture,
a picture with a TWIST...
I'll draw it with a raz-or
blade,I'll draw it on my WRIST

sometimes i look in the mirror,
and wish i could see nothing.

tears of a shattered heart taste so sweet upon my parched lips. - unknown

violets are blue roses are red i drive my vorpal blade right through you ur dead by one strike ur corpse lay there crumpled and broken but i know i won by the looks of it ur covered in morning dew but surely u must be dead... by me (Cori jamerson)

I SIT IN THIS DARKENED
CORNER SOAKING MY SHIRT WITH MEANINGLESS TEARS
MY DRUNKENED MOM HURTING,KILLING HERSELF
SUICIDE MAY NOT BE THE ANSWER TO EVERYONE
LOVE MAY NOT BE THE ANSWER TO EMO'S
THE ANSWER TO ANYTHING IS TO FIX WHAT THE SEVERED ENDS OF LIFE

if you think about it love doesnt exist If it did than lots of people would have found love why is that boys tease girls? is because they like them? or is it because they have nothing better to do? so when times get hard remember that loves doesnt exist and without love there'd be no hurt and with no hurt we'd have no reason to tease anyone and if theres no reason to tease then many wouldn't have a reason to take the gun and pull the trigger if there was love many would do nothing but love or draw there life out on there wrists

five minutes before i let myself leave here i wrote a letter to no one really i wrote i'm leaving for the good not the worse if i did i'd be dead my mother told me to love not hate but at this rate i'm leaning towards neither hate nor love i just enjoy myself sitting here in my corner being silly.

i love you you love me we're a happy family with a nice big hug and shake from me 2 you i love u and u love me theres nothin u and me could ever do to hurt me or you.

every once in a while i think about you and your vile poison you've poured into me and i slip away as you perfect lips kiss me as i leave...

many people fear because of my appearance but trust me when i say that appearance doesnt matter if you hate me hate because you know me not because of what i look like so i beat my beat life out on these batter drums and in the end i come to see i've written a story

those tears i see you cry every night have nothing to do with how much you hurt it has to do with why you've been hurt in your heart you know your not alone but in a hell hole like this you can't help but see no one cares truth is that if u die your soul rests in the hands of something beyond our foul lives

love love love i write in a pool of my own blood because love is what has done this to me i've loved since i was little and love has torn me to peices but i'll tell you this don't live within this portal for you'll never be immortal

IN WITH A BULLET OUT WITH THE HEARTS

oh what is that light at the far end of the earth? is it heaven? is it god? is it nothing? oh its something but i can't figure out what it is i spend hours trying to understand it but then i get a hint which made me smile quiet a bit oh my its the sun i see its the sun i seek dont call me a geek for i love the sun with all my heart dont make us part

i pull the trigger of a gun
this gun is the answer to my pain
it calls to me every night
suicide i tihnk is a terrible deed
but with my life
i find it great
the only flaw in my plan
is that when i die i still won't be sane

EMO VAMPIRE LOVER

cut cut cut
slash slash slash
bash bash bash
rash rash rash
i cry cry cry
why?why?why?

life love life love you came from above i fell from below i sought you warth you sought my protection though earth has forbidden us to recieve these things from each other so i go below and you go above to our rightful places

I don't fear death because I know the man. And he's got nothing especial against me. But I am afraid of not living enough to have a good tale to tell him, on the long walk back home.

With wings of dark crimson A dragon flies overhead But nobody in the busy city Pays attention to the massive form Too buy to care they Pass it off as a jet plane A winged horse gallops Through a crowded park Its coat a shimmering white But nobody cares to look up Too busy with their lives To observe this pegasus' flight On a street corner a burning Red phoenix prepares for its pyre But nobody around takes The time even glance Too busy checking the time To see the reincarnation fire People in this world laugh At the mention of magic And never stop to notice That acts of wonder happen Everyday everywhere right In front of their eyes

oh soft bed oh comfy bed i long for you oh comfy bed i long for your existence oh i love you soft comfy bed with a spot for my head how i long for a pillow a pillow that feels lke a marshmellow

******** THE WORLD
******** EVERYTHING
WE'RE NOT SAVING THE WORLD
WE'RE DESTROYING IT
THE LOVE
THE BEAUTY
GONE...

suicide is a romantic act
it's something you can play with
there are many ways
for just you and whatever you imagine

is it true?
is it true she's gone?
Oh i prayed for this not to happen love
i prayed upon my tiny bed
i pray for the god to save you
from this terrible tragedy

scarlet blood
that feel so right
dream of that blood
trickling down
and wake up
just before you drown

take a knive and cut me up
if you love me you won't stop
make me feel the pain within
as your slitting through my skin

i..hate you i..love you

suicide kept tight

i find this funny XD

be happy im not around anymore i want you to live after i die you listen for my sound but find nothing bu my heart laying besides my corpse....

CUTE but... EVIL

YOU AND UR BRIGHT GREEN EYES THEY MAKE ME LOVE YOU BUT WHAT I DISPISE Is THE BLADE YOU PUT TO UR SCARRED SKIN

Sleepless nights painful goodbyes The room starts to spin All alone bleeding once again Can you help me make this.. make this ******** end?

Can I let the trees do the talking Can I let the ground do the walking Can I let the sky fill what's missing?

As I stare through these tears, I see your lips start to turn. This world is so un-perfect, this love is so un-worth it.

I'M A LITTLE BOY
ALONE
HERE
GOD SAVE ME
AND I POINT THIS GUN TO MY HEAD
AND PULL THE EAGER TRIGGER

emo...
is just love
...

techno for the lovers

i am

watching
you

********
my
life
to
hell

i wish i wish i wish i was different i wish i was free i wish i was alone i wish you could see i wish i was loved i wish you were here i wish i was dead i wish for your warmth i wish i was a gun i wish to die i wish to be dead i wish you were around i am free but not yet deceased

I don't feel sadness,
nor fear or guilt.
I don't feel worthless,
trashy or even here.
I feel like i'm floating,
on a cloud in the sky.
I feel like im no longer
watching life pass me by.
I don't have to pretend,
or wear a plastred on smile.
Instead i'll be yours,
hopefully for longer than a little while.

i am nothing you are everything

call me your b***h and i'll always be yours

when life gives you nothing expect everything

Music is something life is nothing death is everything

Love can be such lovely torture

I slither to the bathroom To breath To live To watch my blood run down my wrist I take the blade and slice open my skin Just one moment of pain

I cant breath i cant live i cant eat without taking a blade to my wrist wear i watch the blood ooze out i watch and watch until it stops wishing to rip my life away i used to be a crossed country runner until the day my brother died so i take the blade and draw on my skin painting my pale skin with blood taking a sigh of relief when im done cutting its addiction now

As i sit in silence and surronded by hate. I could never hope to find you its always to late. I fill the slick blade on my wrist and theres no other way. i slice in and my pulse begans to fade. everything is going away eyes go black, heart is cold, blood runs black and i go. dont worry it will be alright with death in i slite my wirst now say goodnight

The light slowly fading, i saw that familiar puddle, so dark and black, i looked back to my wrists, saw that smooth cut, so fine under the blanket of blood. i see this everyday, each time looking so new, i never seem to know why though, that little trickle of blood, letting it fall in that puddle, turning so dark inside. when i am done i clean the puddle, the rag covered in red, i grab my arm bands, slip them over the fresh slashes, pull my sleeves down around them, throw the towel in the was and leave.

slit my wrists to watch them bleed as I think of how much you mean to me but now you’re gone and I dread all these memories in my head. I’m glad you can’t hear the voices in my head because they tell me to go ahead go ahead and slit my wrists as I think of our first kiss. Everyone knows but they can’t tell just how much this feels like hell. They know I love I know u don’t And I’ll still love you when he won’t.

The bleeding wont stop, I cut too deep, My hand is numb, I’m falling asleep. The pain is great, I still can’t believe, When i needed you most, You decided to leave. My face is wet, Why am i crying, You’re making her laugh, While I’m here dying.

It strolled down the hallways It whisperd in my ear Making my skin slither away It said”Death is a coming” It makes me do something Quite fatal I grab the rope Tie a knot Put my head through a loop Life is all I hope before I know it I’m hanging their I watch my body swinging in the air It made me do it I hate It Why I know that I’m dead I’m mesmerized watching my body their Lifeless Death All I hear is “Death is a coming

Look in my eyes, am I shaking now?
I am all you fear, have I made myself clear?

I’m struggling I’m trying to beat it It’s a match With strength and endurance Death keeps staring at me With those devil eyes of his Whispering things No human has ever heard before I’m not where I should be I don’t think I ‘m ready on what Is about to happen I hold my eyes shut Hoping that it is all a dream I count to ten Bu when I open Death is still there But now He is striding Towards me Befrore I know it A pain comes upon me Then it vanishes I’m gone It’s gone Then I realized I’m dead When I see a pool of blood Surrounding my body I’m dead I’m gone It’s gone..

Remember not the pathos of our plight Or the tears of our too-youthful end. Mourn us not, for we became a light, Eden shining still through deathless night, On all who first pure love would comprehend. Judge us not, although we chose to die, Undone by beauty such as few have known, Love so perfect one could not reply In words less meteoric than its own. Each life must wend its way towards death and pain. Though we died young, our story will remain.

The blade on the palm of my hand was sharp, I didnt think I’d ever come to this but you made me…It was clearly the only way to let my syptoms fade away; Of a broken heart. the pain was suprisenly not painful more like a pinch but that was pretty much it. I couldnt re-think this. Id done it already and I knew I was capeable of doing it again. It was like a calm adreneline rush came thru me. I wanted to cry; Not of what I was doing, or of how much it hurt me to do it but to cry about how much you hurt me. I didnt think you’d ever do this to m. You broke a promise and now your promises are nothing but spoken words with no meaning. Its like trying to turn around on a one-way street. Felt like I was a victum in this. I love you; Now I cant think of any other way to let this go of the misery and imitual sucide thoughts I have right now..

What is death but an escape from this world? What is love but something to cause you pain? What is a friend but a weekness? What am i but a simple human? I can do no good, i can make no differences, i can make no change.

My silence is my sound…

my policy obey it and you wont die

edward cullen's a gay homo who loves jacob

follow the sky and you'll find your life

i sit silently oh so sliently in the basement of a broken house and a broken heart lives a broken heart who seeks only love a broken heart who only seeks warmth

I sat and watched your heartbeat fade with every breath

They found you covered up in blood,
Covered head to toe in blood.
Face first in a tale of awkward love.

In my dreams, i die.

In a world of lies. Misery take my shame alive

I look nice but i'm deadly

We walked through the rain And the night became silent Sleep fell over the sky And I swear I've never seen anything so beautifully dark

I hopelessly beg for my life to end

Drown all of your fantasies

Here I am Again, All on my own. Back to where it bega, Me left feeling alone. - Courtny sousa

A simple kiss to make this story end

Ugly beautiful sky

juliet died because of romeo romeo died because of juliet i died because of you you said"i'd die over you dead body" and left me to suffer

i whisper "i love you" you scream "i hate you"

when you told me you hated me i cried in joy

birthday:10/23

i absolutly love her when she smiles

i'm probably in the sky, flying with the fish or maybe in the ocean, swimming with the pigeons see my world is different

trying to live trying to love wishing not to hate hoping to heal

YOU KNOW YOU TRUELY CARE ABOUT SOMEONE WHEN YOU HAVE TO CONVINCE YOURSELF THAT YOU DON'T

your my cupcake

i walk down a darkened ally darkened by the world around us

baby your all i need baby your all i want we're in heaven heaven..

ARE YOU blind to my SORROW and sympathy A PIECE OF me will die with your last breath

Like a dream flowing and swifting every thing dark slowly you open you eyes you cant breath you try to swim up but can only go down you are drowning every thing fades then theres a bright light then only darkness befor you know it its over...

In the darkness I will Creep, Forever I will never sleep, Haunting, Taunting, Demons thrive within my weak and battered mind. I want you all to remember me, ...But sadly the day has no memory. So Il'l lay within my bed, Untill the sun rises again. Laying in fear of whats within, The Demons who have come to live

hate is the enemy of love love is the enemy of her

For everything there must come a last. A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year. A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer. ... A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage... Or even the last words written on a page. But the worst last thing is your last breath because what is to follow will surely be your death.

May the world know that I am yours. I
will never be silenced. I will resist my sin to the point of blood, and I will
wear my scars like badges of honor. But let my hope cry out that my God is
greater than the pain of persecution. My God is greater than this world

R.I.P