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pain


there is only one way to describe how i feel and that is pain
the pain of loss, of heartache, of change, of sadness
of anger, of hatred, and even the pain of madness

you see i thought that there was someone out there waiting to be with me
she was doing all she could to come and visit
and then she pulled herself right out of my life comepletely

i had thought we were in love
i thought we had it all
i made so many sacrifices for her that its unreal
and what did i get in return
my heart torn from my chest
ripped to shreds
set ablaze
and forgotten altogether

this is all i can take of knowing what love feels like
because the after effect is way too painful
so i guess in a way i am just giving up on relationships altogether
so you can say goodby to heartache, goodbye to pain and say
hello to madness cause i just went insane

i call
i text
i email
i write
but still no reply

so now
i cut
i cry
i hope to die
bleeding for you amore

what you think

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Apathetic Castiel Report | 04/25/2011 4:02 pm
Apathetic Castiel
happy birthday Ryan... idk if you go on here anymore... but oh well xD
Varamos Report | 09/21/2010 8:23 am
Varamos
thank you for buy
keko_meow_kitty Report | 09/21/2010 6:42 am
keko_meow_kitty
no
Apathetic Castiel Report | 09/16/2010 5:54 pm
Apathetic Castiel
D: awe... tell me~
Apathetic Castiel Report | 09/15/2010 12:45 pm
Apathetic Castiel
D: wuts wrong, buddy???

things to know about me

name--Ryan Schaub

age--18

fav color--Black

fav genre movies--horror, action, comedy

fav bands--escape the fate, all time low, him, paramore, dr. demento, godsmack, three days grace, breaking benjamin, taking back sunday, framing hanley, kicked in the head, apocaliptica, one republic, bullet for my valentine, my chemical romance

hobbies--videogames,puzzles,drawing, writing stories and poetry

fav movie series--resident evil and underworld

facts about me--sensitive,single,had heart broken several times, use music to escape the pain

want to know more just ask
 

heartkiller

ignorance

pain

i hate everything about you

tears dont fall

 
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