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This is my writing corner.This si where I write my poems,songs,and how I really feel.You will have a chance to get to know the real me.
This is my writing corner.This si where I write my poems,songs,and how I really feel.You will have a chance to get to know the real me.
Last Login: 04/03/2011 3:55 pm
Gender: Female
Birthday: 11/22
CHI_TOWN ^_^
Im random and awsome and goofy too.
Don't hate me because I make people laugh and
I'm smart also.
I don't like it when people bring me down
and If you don't like me then don't come around.
I love all my frieds
and they better love me too lmao.
Jk Jk
but anyway add me if you like the way I am XP.
(The little names you see are my favorite songs)
Love, peace and chicken grease lol
Hell ya I write poems lmao.
"Love me"
However long we have been away
Everytime I see you my knees shake
I tremble to the ground and kiss
everywhere you walk on
You have been to good to me
And I love you for that.
I messed up and I want you to love me
I wish that you forgive me for my wrongs
Love me forever
Like I have loved you Please be mine
and forever I will be yours too.
The way I feel When I’m with you
Smiling through my teeth
When I see you I can't breathe
As you touch my skin
I tingle inside
You make my heart sink
When you say my name
I dream when you sing
your sweet harmonies and melodies
telling me how much you love me
Framed
Close my eyes and shut out the bad
I see darkness when i open my eyes
no one can save me from myself
what have I turned into
I’m a freak
A monster
what happened a changed so much
and you?
what happened
am i cursed
with hurting everyone i love
Or is it you
framing and telling lies
I thought we were friends
the best of friends
I guess not
I guess i have to sit alone all alone
in this empty room
No one believes me
because of you
you tore my heart and ran away
so goodbye to you
and your pathetic memories
goodbye until
the end
Weak
There is hole in my heart
that I cannot fill
No one can help me
I cannot heal
but you, only you can fill this hole
make my scars go away
and make me become whole
I have been trying to find my soul
and that one can speak my same language
I cry every night hoping you will come and save me
but I know your not and i know I'm wasting my time
but I think its worth it
its worth waiting for you
and i love you and i know you still love me
Just come with me in my dreams and make me fell happy again
please I’m begging you
please
i will love you forever just please love
me
New To the World
Cursed and gifted
Something I cant get away from
Life has had it's challenges for me
But still, I'm clueless
I'm clueless to what the future holds for me
I have powers unknown to the world and myself.
Welcome, to my world,
Where everything is complicated,
Can’t run .I can't hide
Either way drama will find me any day and anytime
Alone
Isolated in a room
Darkness is all around
Crying is heard in the room
pounding on the door
screams fill the air
gasping for fresh air
from the thick smoke that chokes her
Scratching on the door, begging to be let out
No one hears her, they are too busy with their own lives
No one loves her, no one cares
She has been isolated from the outside world
She has been abused and misused for other peoples pleasures
So no one, just no one knew she even existed.
Pushed Too Far
Abused every night, by the person
she thinks she loved. She gave
herself to him, and he took
advantage of her.
She comes out with sunglasses
and heavy makeup. Her behavior
changes; she is quiet and secretive.
She wears long sleeves and is jittery
Locked up in her own home.
At night, screams are heard. Arguing
and fighting, everytime he gets angry
He blames everything on her. He
hits her and when he is tired, she
cries herself into a painful sleep.
She is too afraid to leave, She
believes it will break hear family.
Her daughter is coming of age.
She is noticing the hate between
her parents, and how the love is gone.
Her father looks at her, but not
as a father should. He notices
how she matures, and becomes
a young lady. She notices it too
she avoids him and leaves hints to
her imprisoned mother to leave.
But her mother is too afraid.
her fear has taken over now.
One night, a shot is heard. The daughter
wakens and runs into her parents' room
She sees her mother on the ground crying
and her father on front of her mother.
his blood spreads on the ground. A gun
right beside him. A note is on the bed.
her mother looks up at her daughter.
Blood and tears smeared on her face.
"I'm sorry" She sobs and grabs the gun
Her daughter screamed, but it was too late.
Another shot is blown into the hate
The daughter cries until the police came
She is all alone and was too late
to help or at least leave
with her mother by her side.
"I'm Still Breathing"
"Geek In The Pink
"Last Friday Night"
"Secrets"
"Shark In The Water"
"Misguided Ghosts
"Take It Off"
"Shut Up And Let Me Go"
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