You are a loyal and faithful person, but your fear keeps you from doing things you really want or need to do. Sometimes you wish you could be a different person, ...maybe it would be easier, but instead you need to embrace who you are and trust that everything around you won't crumble. You think about death often and sometimes it makes you live harder, but other times it makes you depressed. You've thought about suicide, but you fear that too. You pretend to be happy when you really aren't and you try to be something for everyone in order to feel loved. But underneath it all you just want to be loved for who you are. You sometimes fear yourself and who you are and you don't want to waste a second of your life, but you don't know where to go or where to turn. You have a big heart and you don't want to waste it, but you sometimes wonder what love really is..

My biggest weakness is Fear...that means...