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I'm The Might Pink Ranger...Fear Me!
Hello^^ My name is Courtney but ya can call me Corky^^ I am 14, well now I am.^^ I am pretty friendly, as long as ya don't get on my bad side which is VERY hard to do. One was is to mess with my BF if ya hurt him I swear...also dare hurt my friends same warning....So^^Pm and talk^^ Or idk just drop by and say HEY!
I LOVE YA MY MASTER!!!!!
My BF wrote this and I want to share it with everyone, they might help you one day^^
Inside i'm dyin but not on the out. I really miss my lips pressin against your soft lips. I miss holding you in my arms and staring at your beatiful face. Plus i like gettin lost in your beatiful eyes. I miss lookin into your eyes and telling you I love you. To put it simply i really miss you and i know i wanna be with you forever.
I think your the best. Your able to make me laugh when i'm sad or very worried. I think your the prettiest person in the world. I love your face. I love that you love me no matter how i look. I think your the best cuz you think i am. I think no matter what everyone says your perfect.
You Seen Me Lost In Darkness Thinking You Could Help But As You Walk Closer You See I'm In My Own Darkness That The Only One Who Can Save Me Is Me
I lay here in my own shadows along with my sorrow. All alone afraid to go back to the light all cause i lost you. I'm afraid if i go back and look for someone new I just get hurt cause no one can equal you. And you were the best even though i was a monster and didn't treat you like the best. I'm so sorry for all those times i made you fall to the floor. The one that should've died was me. I think this cause you were just so kind and gentle and loving to all things. So I'll just sit and wait to join you so I can tell you how I really feel about you plus how much i love you.
I may be in war. I may be just across the the street. I may be half way across the world even the country. But I want you to know one thing I love you with all my heart and i will never leave you.
I don't see why you put yourself down so much. Your the best girl and person i know. I think you think your so low cuz what all the people around you. Well I wanna show you how great you really are. I just want you to only listen to what i say i say the truth about you. I really think your the prettiest and smartest girl that i know. So quit blaming on yourself it's really never anyone's fault everyone makes mistakes so no one can blame anything on anyone.
I see you lying there motionless on the floor not knowing what to do. Should I freak out stay calm I just don’t know. Its cause you meant so much to me it just really pains me to see you lying there. Should I kill myself cause I don’t have anything to live for or do you just want me to live on. Plus how did this happen to you what did you do. Why couldn’t you just leave me a note stating what happened that would’ve helped a lot? Well I guess I should calm down and call the ambulance. But what if they don’t know well that’d be dumb they should. So I’ll just wait whatever they say I’ll go off that. If suicide I’ll kill myself if someone did it to you. I’ll stay living cause you must want that. But I’m not going with no one else I’m going to stay a loner. I’m thinking to myself what if I did this and drove you crazy. But thinking that’d be cool like in the movies the angel comes when I’m sleeping and it’s you and you tell me what’d happen to you. That’d help me a lot to. I just think I’m freaking out too much. I’ll calm down and just go to sleep. Well what I’d thought be cool really happened you visited me in my dream. And guess what you said I should join you along in the dead that way we can be tighter. So I thought to myself I’ll do it. So yea we lived in a two-story house so I tied the rope around my neck and jumped off the second floor balcony. But to my luck the rope snapped and I busted my a** on the ground. So than I try to use pills but my luck the pills were all gone I was like great my luck is good. Than I tried a knife but some reason it wouldn’t cut. But than beside your angel I seen another angel but it was another you. I was like what’s going on here and the new angel was actually you and the old one was a devil in disguise. I’m like ok this is weird but you were actually murdered and you wanted me to live on. I was so happy I found the real you so I took your advice and lived on. Until I grew too old and died.
I see you expect so little from me but I expect so much from myself. It’s cause I let myself down with all my flaws. I know no one is perfect but yet I still try to be that’s why I’m so disappointed in myself. I feel like I deserve every bad thing that’s comes to me but I don’t. I don’t deserve any of this cause no one can be perfect so I should think more of myself. So I shouldn’t think of myself as a piece of trash that belongs on the street instead I just think I’m a normal person just like you.
I have noticed i changed alot lately not in my looks but in the way I act. Let me tell you how. Before I met my girl i was a dark and lonely kid. I talked to no one was depressed and all the stuff like that. Then came along when she came i became very happy and loved and knew i wasn't alone. But one day we had a mis communication so i changed again. Im still alil happy boy and loved but i appericate her even more cause i could have lost here but i never want to.
What would this world be without pain and just happiness? I say it'd be a ******** up one. Cause pain usually helps you realize how much you love something. I know from experience so from that i formed my conclusion on pain. It's not always a bad thing like people think could be good in some cases. But physical pain is different well i think mine me feel like I'm s**t and useless. And i hate being beat down feeling like i don't belong but thats when emotional pain kicks in. But yea i think without pain love just wouldnt be the same cause also if your hurt human instincts tell you just try again till you succeed.
There are a lot of kids who don’t think they belong and tired of taking people’s s**t. So I think all those kids should join and just prove everyone’s wrong and they’ll make it better than all who didn’t believe in them. Cause I’m one of those kids who don’t belong but I’m trying to prove everyone wrong and make something of myself.
Parents are nothing but liers and really don't care about your best. They say they do to have a good image to all their peers. Words don't mean anything but the actions they do mean alot. So step up and make your parents take action to help your best.
You are many things to me. You are like my sunshine always brighting my day even when it's as dark as it could get. Plus your like a bag of sugar really sweet. Plus your an addiction i don't wanna get rid of and want to have forever. But most of all your my sweet lil cherry blossom
To get out of this hell alive ya gotta hold onto your life. You just can't let it go or give it to someone else if you do than you won't have a life to live or hold onto. But that's not fully true only some people will take your life from you. The person i let have my heart and my life is taking care of them the best she can.
Seems to me your gunna waste my life faster than the bad drugs I do. All your lies are driving me ******** insane. They're gunna drive me to insanity and make me kill everyone around me.Than finally i'm gunna be last. So see stop ******** lying to me than we'll be fine.
I don't see why we try so hard just to keep it all. Cause you know you'll lose all what you've gained in the end. Your tryin to hold onto your stuff but you lose your grip in the end cause you have no life to help ya move ya hands and hold onto it. Than i'll also be forgotten in the end so I don't care what i have just aslong i have you. Plus time is a very vauleable thing you only have a certain limit for it so live life to the fullest. Cause when you live it to the fullest you don't gotta try your best only as you please. But you are more vauleable than time your the only reason im still here today and breathing.But when we fight i can hear screaming inside my head but the screaming ain't towards you it's towards me cause hurting you is the wrose thing i can do i deserve death for it i would have already done that to but you don't want me to thats the reason i'm still here. I just wanna please you and make things better anyway i possibly can.
i cant see whats right in front of my eyes cause im blind from all the lies you have told me
I can't look into your eyes no more. You made me so ashamed of you. Why did you turn your back on me after everything i did for you? I gave you everything you wanted and needed plus i gave my heart to you. I'm still in love with you but only thing I can do is kick you out the door and let you be on your own. Because you ripped me in half when i gave it all to you. Now i'm just gunna say SCREW YOU!!!!!
War is a tough thing but it’s pretty much like brainwashing. They just turn you into a cold heartless b*****d with all the killing. You see so much you never wanted to see but it turns you into something worse a killing machine. Even the wimpiest dude will come out heartless and a killing machine. So war is just a crime to humanity.
I don’t get why everyone puts everything they have on the line just to get it thrown away. Like criminals that already have everything they throw it away by trying to rob more stuff or kill someone else. And if there caught they’ll throw away all there family and all the stuff they had.
Remember XDarkz_AngelX You ALWAYZ Have My Heart
-When darkness falls and we're apart
-Can love cure my broken heart?
-I love you dearly this is true.
-Sleep is good when I think of you.
-With this question in my mind
-You must read the first word of every line.
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"I don't talk things, sir," said Faber. 'I talk the meaning of things. I sit here and know I'm alive."[pg.103]
Fahrenheit 451
Ray Bradbury
Fahrenheit 451
Ray Bradbury
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