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kristen. filipino. short. 100% filipino. thats all you need to know...................................................................................................
You were my reason to live. The one that made me happy. Now you just broke my heart. Your the reason these tears are running down my face. I'll get over it. But if you ever want me back...think of what you did. And realize i'll be stronger by then. I learned my lesson. I had a fun time. I loved you. You loved me. All of thats over now.
9 months. Thats all time we had. We have gone our seperate ways, and you have already found someone new. I didnt think that it was true, but you seem so happy. I dont know what to think. I talked to you, and I guess were friends now. You dont know how hard it is to hold my tears back, especially while writing this. It really sucks, not being able to be with the one you love.. and the one I love doesnt even give a s**t about me anymore. I still wish it could be you, US. You dont know what Ive done, ever since we were over and when you found someone else. It CRUSHED me. Knowing you already threw away what we had. Memories keep replaying in my head..the good ones. When we were happy, you told me you loved me, kissing me, hugging me... I know now that I will never get to be like that again with you... I just hope, you can still see me as a couple things when you glance over at me at random times. I hope you can still see me as the girl you once loved, the one who wanted a life with you, the one who was always there by you side when there were those days and hopefully, when you look at me, you can still smile and say "That was the girl I was once in love with, and I think deep inside, I'll always love her." And hopefully you realize, if theres ever another chance for us.. I might just be waiting here, with open arms. Giving myself reasons to believe in us again.
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