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Heart of Darkness

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Human Misery and pain, disease of the mind and soul festers here, a good place to die...


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Defective Boxie

Report | 10/04/2020 6:12 pm

Defective Boxie

Yeah animals are hard I think you spend more time with them then with half the people in your life.

Hmmm was I a night owl? I actually don't remember how late I would stay up. I get grouchy about not getting enough sleep now though.

I guess the social media thing makes sense, especially when you have a bunch of stalkers...lol...

Yeah my summer flew by...I moved, started dating other people, almost finished my portfolio and classes that I started so gonna start looking for work in the artsy world hopefully.





Defective Boxie

Report | 05/16/2020 7:12 pm

Defective Boxie

Yeah, I don't think we fought once...no ups and downs liked a lot of the same things....so it was pretty stable...but he didn't want kids...and if I wasn't going to be a mom I wanted a career I liked to focus on...and he didn't want me to go to school so I was kind of stuck either way..

sad I'm sorry all that happened. It sounds like you are back on track now though and everything is working out for the better. It would be a lot to take on all at once. I always figured you can do two things full time and that's its your maxed. So go to school + work full time but your social life/leisure is gone. Do either of those and still have a life. Or do all three but forget sleep. You don't need that anyways.

^______^ Your a weirdo. No social media in 2020. >-> Its sounds very Joe Goldberg.
Defective Boxie

Report | 05/16/2020 11:08 am

Defective Boxie

And how in the world are you still in school its been like over a decade since we met gonk

smile your brain is going to start seeping out through your ears if you learn anymore.
Defective Boxie

Report | 05/16/2020 10:46 am

Defective Boxie

And how in the world are you still in school its been like over a decade since we met gonk

smile your brain is going to start seeping out through your ears if you learn anymore.
Defective Boxie

Report | 05/16/2020 10:31 am

Defective Boxie

I've had a rough go the last few months. I finished my electrical trade, but I've hated it for so long that I couldn't keep doing it. Its good money and a good fall back if I need to make money fast but if I keep doing it 24/7 for the rest of my life I'm going to off myself. I was in a relationship with a pretty okay guy, I said I wanted to go back to school for something else and just work electrical during the summers and he said "If you go to school, I don't want to stay together!"

He had this impression that if I went to school I would leave. He is a dentist, and his last serious partner was a dentist 4 years behind him in the program. So they were long distance a lot, and I guess when she finished school and they were finally together again she broke up with him because they didn't know each other anymore...

...I can't keep doing things I hate because of other people ( I felt like if he was the right one he would have supported me ) . So I packed up all my stuff up like a month ago, handed over my key and walked on my ridiculously handsome wealthy partner and every female friend I have is shaking their head like..your the dumbest human in the world. Soooooo now I'm taking a course in 3d animation during the summer and hoping to do some traveling if covid lifts, gonna spend a year being a hippie and working on mostly commissions .....( it should be noted that I was also registered for a bachelors of science in dental hygiene but switched last minute to animation but f**k everyone else I'm done doing things for other people I've lived too long that way ). xD I a mess.

smile Regardless. let me know how your doing. You can get ahold of me on snap chat if you like. Hiwapie is the username.
Defective Boxie

Report | 04/09/2020 7:05 am

Defective Boxie

The worlds a crazy place right now.
I hope you are doing well.
: 3
Defective Boxie

Report | 04/09/2020 6:51 am

Defective Boxie

You are alive o-O
Shadow rose fox

Report | 11/06/2013 6:00 am

Shadow rose fox

...have you forgotten me
Shadow rose fox

Report | 12/21/2011 1:31 am

Shadow rose fox

yum_puddi hey big brother miss you alot. yum_puddi
Shadow rose fox

Report | 11/25/2011 9:09 pm

Shadow rose fox

Happy turkey day brother ^^ sry im a day late I got food poisoning lol.

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