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She's not sure what these pictures mean to you, but they have a meaning to her. You're looking at this waste of life, waste of fat that sits here and takes up space.
She is sick of trying.
Though, it's her fault in the first place for taking that chance.
She is a depressed individual, but it's too late for anyone to help.
The only person, who swore to her that in every power of his being he wouldn't stop until she was fixed, left her.
He couldn't take her constant emotional problems.
And who would of guessed?
That only adds to her side of the argument.
She told everyone she's difficult.
An insecure b***h, cold and angry.
She pushes her friends away, to protect them.
She needs someone to listen, but she can't put what she wants to say with the right words.
You can't tell her that she never tries, because she does.
For the longest time she did.
She opened herself up and got shot down.
In time she shut herself down, again.
Wreckless thoughts and promises she wish she hadn't of kept.
She just wanted them to smile..

She's stuck.
In a cynical cycle of repeated disasters.
Let her stay at the bottom of the ocean.
You keep her here, for reasons she doesn't know.
She needs to know why you people want her around.
Is it not just because you like her, but the only reason is for your own self.
The sight of death sends your stomach in a heave of sloshing acid, even though you could give a ******** who's the one dying, right?
Who thinks she's special?
Really, who?

I bet you don't feel guilty for using her to get information about her beautiful sister.
Or did you even realize how much it hurt?
Were you too busy trying to get into her sisters pants to think about it?
Do you feel bad now?
Of course you don't. I bet you won't even take the time to read this, or even care.
She is the toy.
Just ignoring her wasn't enough, was it?
You just had to use her for your own selfish reasons.
That's all she's ever good for, right?
She's angry, and alone.
The only thing she looks forward to is sleep.
Hoping that maybe one day she won't wake up.
And she talks in third person, just to feel like this MIGHT make a difference.
Like someone actually cares.
Someone who can love her.

Who can bear to love someone like her?
Someone as ugly and worthless as her?
Who can stand her pain?
She doesn't deserve it, any of anyones love.
She keeps telling herself that things will crumble and fall.
But still she tries, even though she knows what's her fate.
Sick of waiting, and too exhausted to search anymore.
Even though she's a HUGE hypocrite.
People tell her to keep trying, but she's so drained.
No one will ever take her seriously.
She's so close to breaking.
She needs comfort.
Comfort that no one can provide.
Hideous, is she.
Obese, is she.
Who could ever love someone like her?
So who's up for the challenge?
Who can fix her?

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ashleydog4 Report | 07/05/2010 1:30 pm
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Epic Kittehsaurus Report | 07/20/2009 7:27 pm
Epic Kittehsaurus
Heyo, Sammers.

You like meh avatar?
xfirstxthoughtsx Report | 07/07/2009 3:41 pm
xfirstxthoughtsx
;smiles widely and hugs you;
xfirstxthoughtsx Report | 07/03/2009 1:55 pm
xfirstxthoughtsx
Worth while?
Sadly, no.
;smile;
You've always kept me from my slum.
I don't think i've ever thanked you for that.
Epic Kittehsaurus Report | 06/27/2009 7:01 pm
Epic Kittehsaurus
uhhhh, no. could you send it?
xfirstxthoughtsx Report | 06/27/2009 6:49 pm
xfirstxthoughtsx
It's been treating me well, sweety.
;hugs you tight;
I've missed you, too.
How are you, my love?
Epic Kittehsaurus Report | 06/27/2009 6:38 pm
Epic Kittehsaurus
i sent it...
it was okay. i failed xD
but i'm getting better now so i'll rerecord in a few days and send it to you.
hopefully I'll sound less...pause-y lol
Epic Kittehsaurus Report | 06/27/2009 6:34 pm
Epic Kittehsaurus
You have heard that song before I presume...
biggrin I'll send it in 1 sec. ^^
Epic Kittehsaurus Report | 06/27/2009 6:27 pm
Epic Kittehsaurus
Well I was gonna say that I was playing "River Flows in You" by Yiruma on the piano. (from twilight)
For 2 hours. biggrin
I had so much fun...I'll send you an audio clip or something of me failing with mah microphone xD
Epic Kittehsaurus Report | 06/27/2009 3:29 pm
Epic Kittehsaurus
;__;
Well, I must admit that the cold is nice...^_^
But yeah, i gotta go now. byez

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