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DEIDARA!!!!!
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I DRAW AVI ART. 500 GOLD. ASK FOR SPEACIL ORDERS.
1 AVI- 500
2 AVI- 600
3 OR MORE- 800
SPEACIL BACKGROUND/CLOTHES/ETC. - 1000

((same price for either one OR two avitars))









COPYRIGHT THE POEM BELOW!!!! MINE!!!





Life



Life is like an awkward sky
with colors filled with gold
shining brightly everyday
for each man to behold
the sun sheds light on everything
from seas to forest green
it brings life and love to color
in everything that's seen
in life somes things happen
and beauty seems to fade
we look at life through different light
and soon we are afraid
there are underlying dangers
this, every man should know
wherever there is light
there will always be a shadow
the sun will rise, and then will set
and the warmth and light will wane
the night consumes our sky and life
it drives some folks insane
as you read these lines of poetry
there is a lesson to be learned
as good and bad, or light and dark
Everything in life gets turned



















"Don't judge me until you know me, don't fight me until you've kissed me, and don't love me until you've hated me."


These are the words of my soul, my thoghts, my feelings, they are my everything. And will always expect the worst in every way.
As you may have heard, I am bisexual, this is not a lie, it is the mear truth. Because of this, you may shun me, hate me, push me away for the felings I can not control. We all have these problems, not knowing what to do in this world, not knowing where to go. No one accepting you for you.
Life, you think you know it, you believe you've lived it, but have you cherished it? Or have you drowned yourself in missery and hopeless dreams? Do you believe that "life" is your reason, or do believe Death? These are simple questions, questions you should ask yourself everyday, for your purpose will be tested to limits beyond your standards. Litsen to yourself and believe what you believe, not what your parents or your spouse, or your friends that you spend everyday with. Believe in your heart to accept yourself.
Have you ever felt like crap because of what you thought someone else you loved thought or felt? Have you ever loved someone, and knew you could never be with them, for they did not feel the same for you, no matter what you did? These are the questions I ask, for this is how I feel. Feeling like you can never be accepted, that no one cares. Knowing that you love someon of the same gender, knowing that they don't feel the same, but you love them with all your heart anyway.
I break inside. Starting from the heart and slowly making its way through my body until I have nothing left, nothing to hold on to, nothing to touch, nothing to feel...
Nothing to feel.
















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This is me {bottom left ((brunette))} and my best friend in the entire universe!!! {bottom right ((blonde))}
((my hair is much shorter now and is a rusty auburn red, this pic was taken Summer of '07))
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My totally awesome dad. Whom I haven't seen in 1o years...
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my lazy cat, Kit Kat
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My adorable Dog, Lillie. { Black lab/ Rot mix}
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My totally awesome dad again
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and again {with my little sister whom i've never met}
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Zetsumei Monogoshi Bara

Report | 07/24/2008 4:46 pm

Zetsumei Monogoshi Bara

how is you a vampire? i want to be one, but i can't find out how
Vincent Valentine656

Report | 05/25/2008 5:52 pm

Vincent Valentine656

hi
Zappz the Confused One

Report | 04/17/2008 11:33 pm

Zappz the Confused One

knew a blonde that was so stupid that....... she called me to get my phone number. she spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said "concentrate." she put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind. she tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order. she sent me a fax with a stamp on it. she tried to drown a fish. she thought a quarterback was a refund. she got locked in a grocery store and starved to death. she tripped over a cordless phone. she took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept. she asked for a price check at the Dollar Store. she studied for a blood test. she thought Meow Mix was a CD for cats. when she heard that 90% of all crimes occur around the home, she moved. when she missed the 44 bus, she took the 22 bus twice instead. when she took you to the airport and saw a sign that said "Airport Left" she turned around and went home Now send this to at least 5 people or you'll get bad luck for 7 years!!!!!!!!!!! *! 0-4=Bad luck for 7 years *! 5-9=your crush will start to like you *! 10-14=your crush will ask you out *! 15-19=you and your crush will go out all the time *! 21 or more all of the above and you'll get everything you want in life After you send this to 20 people.
Vincent Valentine656

Report | 03/21/2008 10:34 am

Vincent Valentine656

This post was removed because it appeared to be spam / chain mail.
chibisephy07

Report | 03/12/2008 9:26 am

chibisephy07

how comes tha art?? xD sorry i have been doing a lot of tests recently cuz i moved to ohio
X_X
SuperZadey

Report | 03/08/2008 8:55 pm

SuperZadey

I feel spamed D:
Zappz the Confused One

Report | 03/03/2008 9:43 pm

Zappz the Confused One

Hey, no fair! That ish my video!!! Lol xd
SuperZadey

Report | 02/23/2008 7:59 pm

SuperZadey

LOL your cool too i liek your cat id eat it if it was next to mee.( i like cats tyvm)_ im not broed i RP alot i guess we cna talk and stuff about crap XD
Starry the Monkey One

Report | 02/22/2008 4:46 pm

Starry the Monkey One

Yola!
Zetsumei Monogoshi Bara

Report | 02/21/2008 6:44 pm

Zetsumei Monogoshi Bara

Your puppy is soooooo cute. He's a Lab mix isn't he?

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