I wonder where to go from here.
For maybe my last dream came to reality.
All I can do is be patient and wait for a calling.

I dream of pain, anger, sorrow, despair, and death.

Peace is within us all, it's just that we choose not to grasp it, and offer it to others. We instead lye in the bloodlust of destruction, deception, and revenge.

There is always that one poerson who is just perfect. Someone who you just <3.
Where you get along perfectly.
They can completely get you.
And for you that is love.
But for me.
I walk alone, unsure of what life holds for me, unsure of where it will take me.
But I am nothing special, I am made for no one, for no one wants me. No one can handle the crap I have.
It is sad because that crap, was forced upon me.
But I understand.
I cannot be with another who loves another, it is just not right.
So shall I be alone
It might be brought upon me, but that is alright, because I will live.
Time is precious.
So am I.
I have made decisions.
I have gone through obstacles.
Done crap for others that I would never do.
But no one has done anything for me.
*sigh*
It's a tough life
but i must go through it.
all alone
unless someone can help.

Without Effort, one should recieve nothing, but that is not how life is because Effort show what a person desires, even though they might not recieve.

-Relationships-
It takes two to have a relationship. Even before it happens, both parties must show each other that they want one another, and are willing to try things out because it is what they desire. (Effort)
-----Ex:Both people show each other they like the other. They accept them.

During a relationship, both partiesmust make things work. Both must give and recieve and and show each other it is what they really want, because if only one person is doing all of the work and the other does nothing, then the only one who is doing the right thing, is the one who really wants it to work. The other can care less. Both must put in and try, because that is what makes a solid healthy relationship. Wether it be marraige or not, both must show each other that they are there, and they are there for each other. (Effort)

In marraige there is the phrase "through sickness and in health", and that takes Effort. It takes Effort to be with your LOVED one through the challenges of that Bond. A bad situation has to be dealt with by both partners. Each pair has there own ways to deal with these problems and though some might be simple it is still Effort.
-----Ex:Things are going bad in a marraige/relationship, and it is getting unstable.....both must work to fix it. If one is the problem, then the other stands by there side and tends to there parnters wounds, and waits for them to heal. (Patience)

Effort is what shows you really desire somethingwether big or small. Effort is not just for others to see but also for the carrier to know within themselves it is what they Truly want.

Though Effort doesn't give you everything you want, it shows that you at least Cared enough to Try.