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stop planning your life and let it plan
itself, quit trying to find the perfect boy
and let them find you. if you don't want
drama; then dont talk s**t. things are
only as complicating as you make them.
It`s hard to wait around for
something that you know probably wont
ever; happen again but it's even
harder to [give up] when you
know it's everything you want
Saturday I saw you
Holding hands with someone .n e w.
Somehow I kept my composure
Just like e v e r y t h i n g was *cool*
But inside I kept repeating
Don`t you let them ( s e e y o u c r y )
So I casually turned my head
As the t e a r s rolled down my eyes
I argue with him like he's my brother.
I flirt with him like the friend that he is.
But I love him like he's the only one for me.
for once i'm left speechless ; nothing to say.
I have no idea what to do. how can you just turn
away? I want so badly to grab your arm & pull
you into my kiss, but what would that fix? i don't
know what i did to deserve this..
and he w h i s p e r e d to her ;
' the only way i could ever hurt you
is by holding your hand too tight. '
i promised myself that when it was over, i'd laugh at the memories. but here i am without a smile in sight. i promised myself that i would call you, just to see if you were okay, but here i am & i cant even dial your number. i promised myself that when it was over, i wouldnt shed a tear, but here i am, shirt almost soaked. i promised myself that i would let you go gracefully, but here i am, hating myself for letting you leave. i promised myself that when it was over, i wouldnt look back, but here i am, unable to walk forward. i promised myself that i would say goodbye, but here i am, still saying i love you.
remember when friends didnt lie to you
& the worst thing anyone ever called you
was a meanie? remember when you were
judged on how nice you were & how you
only wanted to hear " i love you " from
your mom? well now.. friends barely tell
you the truth. girls will call you a bunch
of things that will make you want to break
down & cry. now you're judged on how
expensive your clothes are. & you'd give
up every single time your mom ever told
you she loved you, just to hear it from him
You know you're in love when you see that someone &
your heart flutters, your stomach gets butterflies,
& the rest of the world disappears
one day frendship and love met. and love asked, "why do you exist when i'm already here?" friendship replied, "i'm here to bring smiles when you bring tears."
Name: Kojima Asuka
Nickname: Everyone calls me Koji
Age: 18
Race: Half Lycan/ Half Vampire
Height: 5'3"
Current Status: Single and looking
Style: Punk Rock, Casual, Tomboyish, sometimes Emo
Current Obsession: Fullmetal Alchemist
Current Character Obsession: Alphonse Heiderich, Alphonse Elric, Roy Mustang
Fave.s:
Color: Sapphire, Blue, Black
T.V. Show: Smallville
Cartoon Show: Danny Phantom
Anime: FMA, Furuba
Manga: FMA, Furuba
Bands: Simple Plan, Green Day
Artist: Daniel Powter
Song(s): Bad Day, Me Against the World, Wake Me Up When September Ends, Santuary(After the Battle)
Please help me look like this.
Donations are always welcome.
Items needed: 1/18
Gituar of Demona
Black Leather Belt
Silver Promise Ring
Charcoal Sketchbook
Soft Black Underwear
Black Work Jeans
Black Strapless Bra
Black Fishnet Stockings
Black Goth Boots - Bought
G9 Laptop
Chain Wallet
Emo Bag
Lex's Dark Gloves
Nightmare Collar
Portable Stereo Headphones
Leather Collar w/ Cross
Zony MP3 Player
Mini Angel Wings
It's Alphonse Heiderich!!! 
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