...-rolls eyes- just read the damn thing.

Hey...?
Name: Gabby
Most likely to: Rape you.
Most likely not to: Like you.
Will be expected to: Kill.
Location: Under your bed.
Age: Old enough.
Orientation: Straight as a...Square?

if you think you're so much better than me, i'd like to see you go through hell and back and STILL keep a smile on your face. i'd like to see you fall flat on your face and get back up and tell everybody you're okay with blood all over your face and convince them you really are. if YOU are SO MUCH better than me, i'd like to see you get the balls to tell the person who has no feelings for you that you love them and want to spend an eternity with them KNOWING they don't even want you as a girlfriend. if you are so much better than me.. i want you to sit there almost every night and cry then still be able to wake up in the morning and function properly with a heavy heart and a mind full of terrible thoughts and feeling. if YOU ARE so MUCH better than me i want you to withstand every relationship problem that is f****ing possible to have. and if yo uare so much better than me, i want you to go through rejection 100+ times and still be able to look in the mirror and say ' i. am. beautiful. ' i'd love to see you try. and sweetheart, 90% of all of the things i just said happens in ONE. DAY.
and you know what? you say you've never gone through any emotional heartbreak and despair cause you are oh so perfect? well sweetheart, you may have a pretty face but your heart is as black as tar. and i pray that god helps you. cause i KNOW for SURE that i may not be better, i may not have the perfect life.. but i am DAMN strong. and i am proud to say i've been hurt, stepped on, pushed around, and i STILL lived to see the light of day. i'd like to see you lose family members, and so many people you loved and respected and still pray. and HOPE that whoever has hurt, and made you cry in the past that they are happy, and doing better with whatever problem they were having EVEN THOUGH they made you want to die inside. i'd like to see you lose your father. i'd like to see you get picked on, and basically smacked in the face. i'd like to see you TRY.
so you tell me..
who's better? YOU, the one who knows nothing about pain, and is weak because they have experienced nothing like i have. or ME, who can handle just about anything now. you TELL me.. who is pathetic now?

hn.. -smirk- My Shadow is a good boy..