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;;Simply My Life;;..
This is where it starts, My name is Nikki.
I blow out the candles and grow up a little more on January 1st. Many people call me the stereotypes of "emo" or "goth" or um... "scene?" i dont even know what the ******** that is. But they're all wrong. I believe that im me and thats something they'll never be.im one of those stupid loving a** girls that fall for those stupid a** boys. Currently, i am single falling hard for him. Im scared to be in a relationship because im scared of getting hurt. Obviously, i am a very sensitive person. ;;D0Nt ******** WitH MY HEARt!;; Im also a very easy person to get along with. But one simple little thing can make you go on the "hit list." If you are on my bad side i will still talk to you , but... you dont go down as a friend. Also, just for your curiosity i want to let you know, i HAtE FAkES & LiARS!!! So if you are one, stay the ******** out of my life. As far as i know... um i dont think i have haters... but if i do i dont care.Im simply me. im not fake like all the rest of them stupid a** plastic barbie dolls in the world. i also never try to impress. cause im me and if they dont like me for who i am ******** them. i could care alot less. I often tend to put on a fake smile to brighten everyone elses day. Im not always happy... but i get tired of people asking "what's wrong?" when nothings right ): I love people that can tell when im sad through a text, I.M or just a phone call it shows that they are truely a friend (: Im not satisfied with where im at in life and I dont know where im off to but im sure its gonna be a struggle plus a great adventure. i hope to do something great with my life instead of what half of the people in this tragic world. so far in life i havent made barely any accomplishments because my main goal is keeping me, well, "me." I dont plan on being one of those low lifes that copy each other. thats not me. Well, on to the next subject, theres also something else you should know about me... i dont have and girl best friends. all my best friends are guys even though i might not be theirs. I only have guy best friends because they listen, they care, they give great advice and lastly they dont talk or spread s**t! I dont do any of that stuff either because i straight up hate drama. When people see me they think im happy just because there is a smile on my face, well all i can say is that is a lie. even when im sad i can still "act" happy because i honestly dont like to bring anyone down. I dont know how to explain me in just one word... some people say im "amazing" or "awesome" but i think wrong. i think im more than both of them. i think im here to be on earth for a reason all though i havent found that reason yet but im confident that i will. (: maybe the reason is well... him. But... its funny because i dont ever have good luck with relationships.and i dont wanna talk about that too much because again im sensitive and talking about personal s**t hurts. but if your a really good friend and you would like to know, just simply ask. ill just simply answer, and maybe cry a little bit. but crying is good because it gives you a new a clean set of eyes to look through and see the things that already love you.