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A letter to Jack

Dear Jack,
I know you will never get this but I need to tell you some stuff and just so you know I am cring my eyes out as a write this. First the one thing I wish for the most is i wish you were here with me but I know your still here with me that is why I wear your tag around my neck...omly so your heart can be right next to mine. I dream to hear your snore and collar and to feel your soft fur. I cant believe it...your gone and the only time I will every see you is in heaven. I know its not right to wish death was closer but i kinda do because...I...miss...you...more than I every thought was possible. I just hope your having fun up there with Jake and Grandma and Grandpa and maybe Bud too. Just know one thing You will always,always be the best dog and friend in my whole world and I will always love you Forever and I look forward to the day I get to see you again. I LOVE YOU!!! <3

Forever in your heart
Amber

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Pppoptart Report | 03/23/2012 2:20 pm: Buddy Ima sorry about JACKIE!! heart crying heart crying You'll always have sisters and brothers with chu though!!! Love you forever!!!
rnbwzmbz Report | 03/23/2012 8:55 am: Hey, im really sowy about Jack, and i wish i could be there with you right now, and as im typing this i am crying, no joke. Im really sorry buddy<3 Just know me and Sam are here for you. And Jack will be in our hearts <3
xXxBombZombiesxXx Report | 09/13/2011 5:19 pm: heart Today is the day you started dating Logan! yay! -poke poke- heart
xXxBombZombiesxXx Report | 08/23/2011 8:04 pm: Oh thanks. I hope I go sometime soon too.
xXxBombZombiesxXx Report | 08/23/2011 9:10 am: Oh okay it's fine. heart
xXxBombZombiesxXx Report | 08/15/2011 10:15 am: Lol. Kay.
xXxBombZombiesxXx Report | 08/14/2011 7:58 am: Hey do you want me to make you a picture of a unicorn. And other stuff. I feel like I left you out a little.
rnbwzmbz Report | 08/03/2011 4:37 pm: -______________________________-
rnbwzmbz Report | 08/03/2011 4:22 pm: May i ask...what the hell is your background...... -_________-
rnbwzmbz Report | 07/31/2011 9:47 am: lol nice....

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I thought I could handle it but the image keeps running through my mind...the blood...the way he wouldnt give up and then I thought this is the stupid trees fault!! If only it hadnt bloomed. That morning I woke up to my mom saying he wont eat anything she told me it was time that the cancer had got to him that he was suffering...so she told me to go play with him for the last time and I did but couldnt stop crying and the look he gave me when he saw the tear it was like he knew averything was going to be ok. But its not ok. Im not ok. So we got in the car and took him to the vet. One lady came up to me and my mom because we were crying and asked what was going to happen to him and my mom said just surgery and the lady left...but its not just surgery. he didnt know that it was the last time...he was so happy...he tried to make me happy but thats now impossible unless you can bring him back. We took him on the one way trip that he would never come home to. When the vet gave him the shot it felt like i got shot right in the heart...like a part of me just broke off and i just kept saying in his ear "I love you...I love you...I love you" until he said there was no pulse left and then it hit me...my best friend ever was gone and never coming back. He was so limp and his beautiful eyes were just glacing in the distance I wish i could have just layed there with him forever and ever. The house is so lonly without him there whenever i come home I just with I could call out "JACCKKIIEE BABY" and he would come running down the stairs with the wonderful sound of his collar cling...cling...cling like it always did. I miss the way he would make the bed shake from his panting and the snoring...the way he would wimper in his dreams. I miss when I would hug my dad and he would start freaking out cause he thought my dad was a threat. I miss running up the stairs and falling because he got in the way and he would come to me and start licking my face. I remember the day we got him like it was yesterday when he threw up in the car all over the seat. I remember how we would both go looking for deer every morning before school and how the farmer next door would say "look at that girl and her dog" and I would tell them "he is not just a dog, he's my best friend" I miss those rainy days when the mud would be fresh and we would go and roll around in it only to come back home and get in trouble. He was a good dog...the best a person could ask for... I hope he is happy living up in heaven I just wish he could be here with mamma...I love you baby...jack R.I.P.