About

hi people im ashley. im 15. i enjoy all music except for rap and country. ick. um im kinda emo i just dnt cut. i write poetry as u can tell and draw sort of my friend is teaching me lol. i dnt enjoy poeple much only a few. but i love animals im a cuteaterian i wnt eat anything cute. uh i have one sister. im from cali and have the most best friends. lets see their micaela my most bestes friend. she is very vry crazy but i luv her anyway (no homo). um ands theirs sabrina. iv know her since kindergarden but we dnt talk much anymore =(. shes become one of those kind of girls who wont talk to u when shes around her friends. and theirs christopher kind of. i hate him somtimes but we get along. hes micaelas bf. and finnaly alyssa. i dnt no her very well but shes starting to becom a really good friend. uh thats all i cn think of now so ima go now message me and ask anything^_^ bi biz

I boxed up my heart so it won't be broken,
I locked it up so it won't be hurt,
But yet he came along and ripped it out,
Crushed it,
Torn it into bits,
Then you came saving my heart,
Mending it keeping it alive,
Now my heart may rest peacefully with you.

I lay my broken heart on the shelf,
Knowing it will be useless,
I got sick of the hurt,
So I took a knife and stabed it untill it died,
I'm laying on the ground dying,
Then you come in and i instantly regret doing what i did.

My hearts in the trash,
My mind in the gutter,
My body in our bed,
And hate what i did,
So i tear up my mind,
Shred my heart,
And kill my body,
Then i get a new start.

I lay in the blood rain,
Yearning for a purpose to live,
I wonder what death would be like,
Slow and painful,
Or fast and easy,
Mabye there is no heaven,
Mabye there is no hell,
What if we live in hell right now,
And we just live on when we die.

I live,
I die,
I laugh,
I cry,
I'm sad,
I'm mad,
I love you,
I hate you,
I can't decide.

In a world of sorrow,
There is no tomorrow,
In a land of shame,
There's to much pain.

Im lost
Im alone
There's no one to help me
Im falling and no ones helping,
im confused and a mess,
but no ones helping...

LYRICS:BREAKING THE HABIT:
Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again [Bridge:] I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused [Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again [Bridge:] I dont want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused [Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight [Bridge:] I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends [Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit Tonight