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Why do people depend on each other? In the end, you're on your own. I've made it this far by myself. Sure, I couldn't do a thing when I was a kid... I've depended on others, but...

I'll be the first one to admit that I'm here because of other people. I'm fine by myself now. I have all the skills I need to survive. I'm not a child anymore. That's a lie. I don't know anything. I'm confused. I don't want to depend on anyone. How can I do that? Someone tell me... Someone? So I'll end up depending on others after all.

Am I that untrusting...? Maybe I'm this way because I'm scared. Nothing lasts in this world. It feels great to have friends who believe in you, and adults you can rely on. That's why it's so dangerous, especially if you become used to it. Someday you're bound to lose everything. Everybody around you will be gone. Then what are you left with? Nothing. Nobody... It's so miserable. And it's inevitable. It's so hard to recover from something like that. I never ever want to deal with that. Even if it means being alone... for the rest of my life.

I'm not used to the comfort of people caring about me because I keep my distance from people. I don't want to get used to it. I'm afraid... afraid of having that feeling of comfort taken away.

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Kuwagi

Report | 11/30/2007 12:54 pm

Kuwagi

Yo bro. I'm back on here. Long time no talk to. You sound like you've been training hard huh? Me too. Good luck.
MrMadman

Report | 09/10/2006 7:42 am

MrMadman

Nah, a coward is a guy who avoids the fight altogether, like me. o.o;
key_1

Report | 05/25/2006 4:41 am

key_1

You a coward? I wouldn't even consider such a thought. More a man of honour. Well keep up the training, I want my but kicked. However don't think I'll let you. I'll wait for that day.

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Hatred is my bond to others.
Each and every scar is proof of myself.
Chase me down and kill me.
That single moment will verify my entire existance.