Shannon there not a day that goes by that i stop thinking about u. i miss u and i screwed up big time ill admit that i have given up on trying to get u back so i sent my last words to u on psu because i cant send them anywhere else. i dont even think that that will get to u. i dont expect any of what im saying will change ur mind about me nor will it even get though to your heart. i wish for u to reconsider on leaveing me, but i see u hold grudges. nothing u say will make me hate u ill only love u sister. me and vikky r back together im a fool for puting this up. i must be stupid, the person i would like to see it will never see it. but what u expect for a girl that had to deal with me. i know that i depressed u and im happy you tryed to cheer me up in my hard time. i admit i cant hold on to a sister for my life. but there is one thing shannon you said, no, u promised, no u pinky promised not to lve me so i see uve broken it. again no mater what i will always have u in my heart. i hope one day ull understand that i made the most costly mistake of my life. i lost u my only loving sister and a dear freind. it might take months or even to years to get these words, but ill wait for as long as it takes. i hope 1 day ull forgive me and be my sister again but i dont know if itll happen. so i hope u at least msg me bck about this. ull always be in my heart nee-sama.~<3
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