embarising crossdressing storys=D

[Gracie FAISE]

Mana

Oh well, like all immature people I'm afraid of authority and I found the BDSM guild a little too moderated by admin and moderators. So I told them I wanted a more easy going attitude and since that place had such a leader cult I was shunned for insulting the leader.
(That's my unbiased version of what happened wink )

O _o I think I remember that. Didn't you make a thread saying that or something?  

[Mana]

Yeah I did. It was a lot of fighting going on it. Didn't really matter though, the guild was erased shortly afterwards.  

[Gracie FAISE]

Mana

Yeah I did. It was a lot of fighting going on it. Didn't really matter though, the guild was erased shortly afterwards.

yeah, that was the guild. XP I joined about the same time that happened.  

[Kitsune Ookami]

It's not really a crossdressing story, but I was in a production of West Side Story and I was playing a male cop (I'm a girl) and I think I was doing okay at making my high voice sound deep and masculine, but in one scene where I had a long monologue I seemed to be more concerned about my hat tilting that I forgot to use my masculine voice and my monologue came out all feminine sounding. *sigh* And yet, the next year I was cast in a whole bunch of male roles by the same director (though I can't pull off masculine anyway) sweatdrop  

[Mana]

Kitsune>
What other movies have you been in and what roles have you played?  

[Kitsune Ookami]

Mana

Kitsune>
What other movies have you been in and what roles have you played?

Not movies, plays (I'm more of a stage actor) ^^ I was in Fame (Mabel), Gypsy (Tessie Tura and Agnes), West Side Story (Officer Schrank [male role] and Shark Girl), Annie (Orphan), Mystery of Edwin Drood (Bazzard [male role] and drugged out lady), and Les Miserables (assorted male roles). ((My dream role is to play Christine, from the Phantom of the Opera, on Broadway!))  

[Mana]

Oh, how come the director wants you in male roles all the time? Are you very good at playing a man? Please post a picture too ^^

(Like screenshots or posters, you must be in one of those ^^)  

[Kitsune Ookami]

There was just always a male shortage. Also, I think that the director didn't like me because I think that she played favorites with the people that took acting and singing classes with her. I don't have any good pictures of me in any plays (I have a pic of the whole cast and crew of when I was on crew for Bye Bye Birdie and I'm in a corner of the picture)  

[Mana]

Hmm, why don't you have more pictures ^^ Shouldn't people be very willing to take pictures when you're doing such a thing as acting in so many plays. I mean, friends and family should be proud and wanting to take pics.  

[Kitsune Ookami]

*shruggs* I dunno. When I'm on Broadway I'm probably gonna have a ton of pictures (so sure of myself xp )

I do have a picture of me in Fame, but it's not a digital picture and I don't have a scanner xp  

[Snookums]

Not embarassing but hilarious - it was when I was in high school, and I had all kinds of ugly androgynous looking clothes because my father (who hasn't seen me since I was 2, it wasn't his fault) got me a giftcard to Gap (a store I hate very much). I was kind of stuck buying the more androgynous stuff because that was the best stuff there...don't get me wrong, I do like CDing, these clothes were just bad. xd Anyway, at the time I also had a very short haircut, and since school started at 7 AM and I'm not a morning person, I wasn't really doing much to my hair or bothering with makeup often (and I was kinda flat back then)...well, one day, some upperclassmen passed me in the hallway and were like "WHOA! Is that a guy or a girl???" I just kept walking, secretly satisfied. whee

One time the same year, I was at Target with my mother and some lady came down the aisle. I got out of her way, only getting a little too close to my mother (she gets claustrophobic) and she got all mad, so the lady said in my defense "He was just trying to let me through"...my mother got embarassed and corrected her, even though I was kinda proud. cry

Then, at a holiday parade that year, some freak lady came up to me and tried to get me to join her gay support group and started talking to me, absolutely CONVINCED I was lesbian because of my appearance. That made me mad on a few levels. Appearance has nothing to do with sexual orientation. Not to mention, why the hell would gay people need a support group? They're not alcoholics. The worst part is my mother was there too, and forced me to grow my hair out for a while afterward (she's always been controlling). stressed I hate having long hair, it gets in the way too much...I style it now, though.

I haven't CDed in a while. Last time was for a Snookums in-character photo shoot I posted in the chatterbox around Feb. 2004. At the time, I had that shoulder-length straight hairstyle in bubblegum pink on my avatar...I had a wig that was almost the same as that only with bangs, and I took off my makeup and put on a baggy sweatshirt. I bound too, but it was pointless because the camera I was using at the time didn't show that far down. crying

I should find an excuse to do it again...I bought some guy pants recently but need a good shirt to go with them. They're very baggy, ghetto-y, and kind of shiny, black with some red and silver. whee  

[Snookums]

One more story: My best friend since 7th grade one day decided to IM me and ask why I like guys in drag. She thought it made me a lesbian for some reason. A man in a dress is still a man, just a pretty one. She kept grilling me and grilling me about "why", when there is no why. Then when I tried to explain to her that just because the society she grew up in said it was weird, doesn't mean there's anything wrong with it, and gave some examples of cultures that are a little more relaxed about it, she got the idea I liked it "because of people in Japan". Damn, that day pissed me off, I don't even know why I'm typing this. I think she eventually got the point though, when I finally said "It's just fabric. If it's fine for one person, it's fine for another". She said something along the lines of "You know, I've wondered that, too. How clothes can be feminine or masculine...". She even seemed kind of appreciative later when I showed her a picture of this cute guy I liked who was wearing lipstick. Maybe she liked it too and was afraid or something. lol  

[Zadkiel]

today at about 7 am, i thought everbody was asleep and i like to sleep with a skirt and a blouse and a bra with sillicones just cuz i'm easy amusable... So i go out, thinkin nobody will notice, cuz mother is sleeping upstairs and father is somewhere out in the country..

Then i look around for food (i had just woken up) and open the fridge and walk around aimlessly wearing my girls clothes then suddenly i hear a door opening, and i run to my room

It was my sister opening her room's door (it's next to the living room where i was walknig) and i think she saw me or something, it was scary though.. She didn't actually go out of her room, she was laying on her bed, which is just next to the door... so she could not see me.


She asked something stupid and closed the door, i didn't noticed any concern on her voice or anything so she might have not seen me... But it was SO scary!!


I'm not too worried cuz they already know, but haven't actually seen me yet.

I wonder what will they do if/when they see me :s

This other time WAAAAAAAAAAAY long before i even was open about it, i was wearing a camisole under my shirt and jacket... It had rained before that and i was soeaked... I went with my sister to some friends and then a phone rang with the hymn of the joy (or something, the song of Kaworu from Evangelion...) And the other guys where like "OMFGKAWORU'S SONG!!1one!" and we started "singing" it and then one of them puts his arm on my shoulder................

RIGHT in the cami's strap!!!! And he was like "OMFGYOU'RE WEARING A BRA!!! D:!"

And i say "No. I'm not." I wasn't wearing a bra... it was a cami, you idiot!! Lmao...

It was so funny and embarrassing! Nobody said anything but when i left i felt funny and i said again "I am not wearing a bra! razz " as i took the bus to go home.

heh...

Another time was when i was crossdressing in my room, laying on bed you know what for... then suddenly someone opens the door slamming it open.... I have my bed on the adjacent corner of the room, so i was able to grab a blanket to covermyself with and they said something stupid or such and left and i was left there with my heart pounding and a frustrated .... Yes.

I think those are my most embarrasing...

Except when i went out for the 1st time, cuz that was just plain scary... But it's okei cuz i got over the fear now biggrin  

[Gracie FAISE]

Zadkeil, did you know america gets mexican channels? We get to watch your wierd sitcoms and odd soaps and your crazy game shows where you break into dance in the middle of it and we have no clue why!
>.< Are there no child actors in Mexico? The sitcom they play has grown adults playing kids XD  

[Mana]

Zadkiel

I'm not too worried cuz they already know, but haven't actually seen me yet.

How come they know?