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Zorouu got red a fair deal since he had not met a lot of women in his life. He then said ''I could use a walk today for sure it isn't like I can do anything else can I Sirin-san but work on skills i have worked on by going on adventures and training with those i grew up around ''staring at her blankly with blinking eyes. Zorouu sighed and was a little held back in his words since most people did not know all the things he went through most of the time . Zorouu was ready to stroll any time Sirin was though. Zorouu could not understand this woman , but she made him feel normal although most people hated him since he was too fast for them since all he wanted to do was to find meaning or purpose in his life. Zorouu blinked without any feeling at all but with some warmth and a mind keen on looking for any information that could lead him on a mission or something that threatened soul society. Zorouu did not suit anyone with his hasty like self but that was only because he wanted to be firm and swift in his actions as a way of showing that he was a strong shinigami with orders or without by acting in on them fast and without any hesitation . Zorouu looked up to the clouds of white and added ''Sirin taicho I was taught that those who hesitate are lost forever and those that don't go to fight for their home are failures I am not hasty I am just being how I was raised since nobles expect everything of you that is just how it is for me I have to be strong all the time I have no time to let you limit my life like this I am strong because I have been through a lot in my days of growing up ''feeling over expected by everyone even the gotei and soul society never having the chance to actually live a life of his own or feel free of being tensed up all the time and on a mission or training at the academy most of his life.

Zorou sighed and said ''Perish you could say that but they still had servants that are around and are dedicated to that house still even though the noble house is not in high stature right now it is in sub groups right now and I was raised in the sub group that deals with shinigami representatives and I was alive a few decades ago so I grew up enough with them ''staring at her with a sad look. Zorouu could not restore the shihoin noble house like he had promised his step father. He then added "I thought if I trained my kido and shunpo day in and day out with the shinigami training manuals at the noble grounds that I could become good enough to bring the family back to life but it seems it is falling through the cracks even more ''staring down as he walked.stopping with her as she stopped and would follow how she walked. Standing with his head down, Zorouu could not fathom that no one recognized how strong he was just from hard work and self training as well getting skills from studying kido books and shunpo move sets.

Zorouu looked at her and said ''enhance me I don't know if you can i beat the ex squad six captain in a draw with my kido and shunpo skills as they are and he was in bankai when this draw occurred so how can i be enhanced when kido and shunpo are relative to a person's feet and mind and you might find it hard to understand how to enhance me Sirin taicho but I can you''reflecting back to his fight with Misha in the training cavern. Zorouu did not know how to smile right now since he felt inadequate around this woman right now since he had trained most of his time with manuals and not others but he had battle life experience still. Zorouu felt the breeze brush through his chocalate brown hair and make his light emerald eyes water a bit.

Zorouu got red and took a step back and said ''Ah but I can't use any other skills but kido and shunpo as well my sword skills are just parrying skills and trying to attack a person's tendons,joints, and points of the body where the most damage can be caused with small cuts or stabs since it is the most effective way to stop the enemy ''with a sour look about his skills. She had him wondering what she meant since he could not use much skills but what did she want to enhance. Zorouu wondered and made a thinking face of wonder. Zorouu did not stare at her eyes since it was rude to look upon a lady's face too much. It was not like others to take an interest in him but for being a good disposable soldier for what suited them.

Zorouu looked and said ''spar what kind of sparring if your trying to make me do something that is beyond the ability of my physical frame it will only make me look like a fool as I can see your just as bad as the sensei in my past saying that just because I cannot use kendo or zanjutsu because of my physical abilities makes me worthless to spar with i will only use kido and shunpo along with my blade since it will keep me alive and stop my opponents in battle plus i have a bag of tricks already to use at my disposal''sounding discouraged since she was trying to get him into sparring matches that would make him look stupid and worthless like with the sensei in the past if they were based on physical prowess. Zorouu sighed since he did not have a meaning or purpose as a shinigami so far but just doing what he could withouth the gotei 13 on his butt.

Zorouu looked at her and said ''I don't know that stupid term the only term I know is you have to meet all the standards of those you are under otherwise you are nothing but a foolish failure as the nobles expect everything from their shinigami and so do captains and teachers from those under them ''with a cold stare at the woman. Zorouu did not know why she was so adamant on sparring with him. Zorouu did not understand this woman but that was fine with him since she was trying to help him. Zorouu could not show any sign of hesitation though so he added ''I will spar with you then Sirin taicho if you wish so then ''talking with a half resolved tone of voice. Zorouu had nothing to lose at this point anyways. Zorouu remembered that most captains looked down their noses at others like the people in the rukon district but that was how it was.

Zorouu looked at her and said ''ahh mmmm is this fraternization or something Sirin taicho but I really thought you just wanted me to spar just to make me look like a fool like most people above me have done in the past I don't trust anyone at all much anymore ''getting really red since his shoulder had not had a hand placed on it for comfort or support since he was a crying orphan in the streets. Then Zorouu spoke out to what she had said''the outside is everything to my nobles and I just wanted to protect the blue sky heaven I live in since the rising sun every morning or a cup of peach tea is the only thing that makes me feel living for myself and not anything else but I can't judge anyone at all since that is meant for captains and the higher ups to do isn't it Sirin taicho so aren't you the one with the judgment hammer in any case being a captain and all above everyone ''pulling himself away from her in a bit of reluctance since she might just see him as a pitiful fool like everyone else did. Zorouu had nothing but soul society to protect since he was never allowed the pleasure of friends or family but even more worse of all soul society had given him a harsh life of hate and the put down of others but all orphans were treated that way so he was use to it by now. Zorouu had done a lot for soul society with selfless acts that are hasty but he just really wanted to be acknowledged in hopes of finding comfort in his life.