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Posted: Fri Aug 09, 2024 9:35 am
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sat Aug 10, 2024 4:47 am
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sun Aug 11, 2024 3:01 pm
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 13, 2024 6:05 pm
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Thu Aug 15, 2024 3:31 pm
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He understood if Kieran was still angry. Not just at him, but with Abel too. In all honesty, he felt he ought be at least a little angry with Abel. Seeing as he'd never told Abel where he lived or worked, yet somehow he'd found all that out. And to send Kieran here without even asking him. Jakob was just as confused about all of this. He didn't know where he stood with Kieran or how things might go for them from here. There was still so much left unsaid and only so much he could apologize for without it feeling redundant.
Jakob didn't mind the kissing or even the touching for that matter. To be honest he welcomed it. He had feared that when they were done, Kieran might not anything more to do with him. He knew normally he wasn't so cruel, it was just anxiety of what could happen. As he felt the males fingers graze across his skin, he pulled back, feeling as though something had shocked him. Jakob looked down at the space between them and soon heard the male speak. He briefly shook his head. "Phantomschmerz" he said in German, forgetting that Kieran wouldn't understand him. Looking back up, he smiled sheepishly before switching back to English. "It's like...sometimes it feels like I still have stitches and it's weird. Even though it's supposed to be healed." he explained. Jakob didn't expect Kieran to understand, but at least he wasn't avoiding the question.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Thu Aug 15, 2024 5:33 pm
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 16, 2024 6:53 pm
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Germany had always been his first home. It was where he was born, where he was raised. Although he held no ill feelings towards his fathers' home country, he sometimes found it difficult to adjust. Not just with the language or the people, but the culture as well as the weather. Jakob found it easier to get along with his mother and her side of the family. Whereas with the other side he sometimes felt like a burden. Even though at the time the pregnancy was wanted, as he got older he got the impression that it was completely the opposite. Perhaps his father hadn't been so ready to be a father. As for not talking about himself, he didn't think he was any different than Abel or Kieran. When asked, he would tell them what they wanted to know with no hesitation. Anything more just felt like he was oversharing or being annoying, and he didn't want that.
As he laid there, Jakob went on to reassure him. He didn't want Kieran worrying over something so miniscule. He was probably feeling self-conscious, it was natural. Lowering his gaze again, he watched as Kieran reached out towards him to trace the scar with his fingers. Hearing him speak, he was quiet a moment. He didn't know how to answer him without making him angry or upset. But he knew that ignoring him would have the same affect. "Maybe," he answered softly. "It got me out of that life, so there's that." Raising his eyes, he studied the male carefully.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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