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IceFantasy ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark i dunno, lots of reasons. kind of a wicked long, complicated story involving my ******** up family history. but..basically, just a lot of bad memories associated with them. that and i can't get my ex off my mind right now (as i just said)... *sigh* that truely sucks ... and I'm sorry you feel that way ... *hugs you tight* one day, maybe when your not feeling down ... you could fill me in a little on the this ex of yours ... *is being nosy again* sure, no problem *smiles* it's not really that big of a deal to talk about it.. so yeah, i'll tells ya. but like you said, some other time. gah..it's just ******** frustrating, because every time i think i'm over her she pops back in my head and i wanna beg to get her back. i'm so ******** pathetic *licks the tip of your nose* Not pathetic ... just confused and frustrated ... it takes time ... a ******** whole heap of time ... but one day you'll wake up and you wont think of her anymore ... it took me ages to get to that point ... but you will believe me ... you will 3nodding *smiles*... yeah, i know. but, i keep thinking i'm at that point. i really do. i keep thinking i've moved on, and she means nothing to me, but i can't kid myself by saying that's the case. god, i hate it. i'm doing well with it, i really am. i'm just...i'm not totally over her, i'm not. *siigh*... you know, she was my first. i have a feeling that that's making it 1000x more difficult. Mine too ... my first everything ... it scares me shitless thinking about doing everything I did with him with anyone else ... it will happen, now he is a faded memory, but i will always love him in some way ... I have too ... he was my first afterall ... but I also hate him at the same time ... *sighs* ... it just takes time ...
sounds like you know exactly how i feel. even with the hate part. ...i refer to her as a b***h to people on a regular basis, but i still talk to her from time to time. ..in terms of the holiday thing.. i just.. i can't help thinking about what she's doing. if she's with her new guy.. all that s**t *closes his eyes and sighs* it's so... depressing. and i hate being depressed... |
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IceFantasy rolled 8 6-sided dice:
5, 5, 6, 1, 4, 3, 3, 6
Total: 33 (8-48)
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:20 pm
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ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark of course there's nothing wrong with being bi ^^ i'm just..not bi .__.; @Toasty: bye byes Me either ... I've experimented ... but not really my thing ... i haven't even experimented. i'd kiss a guy if someone wanted me to and stuff, but... nah, nothing overtly sexual, i don't think Would you really ?? I want you to, I want you to rofl But you wont really know, unlesss you try it, at least once xd ...give me a guy to kiss. but he has to be cute =P and..um.. the problem is, i just have no desire to do it. it doesn't turn me on, whatsoever, so why should i try it?... believe me, i've thought long and hard on this subject. my dad is gay, so, it kinda goes through my head from time to time, and the same answer always comes back: 100% STRAIGHT
rofl give me some time then ...
It might not do anything for you but what if it turned your partner on ?? would you do it for her ?? (I know you dont at the moment, when you do have one) |
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:22 pm
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IceFantasy ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark of course there's nothing wrong with being bi ^^ i'm just..not bi .__.; @Toasty: bye byes Me either ... I've experimented ... but not really my thing ... i haven't even experimented. i'd kiss a guy if someone wanted me to and stuff, but... nah, nothing overtly sexual, i don't think Would you really ?? I want you to, I want you to rofl But you wont really know, unlesss you try it, at least once xd ...give me a guy to kiss. but he has to be cute =P and..um.. the problem is, i just have no desire to do it. it doesn't turn me on, whatsoever, so why should i try it?... believe me, i've thought long and hard on this subject. my dad is gay, so, it kinda goes through my head from time to time, and the same answer always comes back: 100% STRAIGHT give me some time then ... It might not do anything for you but what if it turned your partner on ?? would you do it for her ?? (I know you dont at the moment, when you do have one)
i...doubt it. no. even i have my limits. i'd make out with a guy, but that's pretty much as far as i'd go |
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IceFantasy rolled 8 6-sided dice:
2, 2, 4, 1, 6, 3, 4, 3
Total: 25 (8-48)
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:27 pm
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ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark sure, no problem *smiles* it's not really that big of a deal to talk about it.. so yeah, i'll tells ya. but like you said, some other time. gah..it's just ******** frustrating, because every time i think i'm over her she pops back in my head and i wanna beg to get her back. i'm so ******** pathetic *licks the tip of your nose* Not pathetic ... just confused and frustrated ... it takes time ... a ******** whole heap of time ... but one day you'll wake up and you wont think of her anymore ... it took me ages to get to that point ... but you will believe me ... you will 3nodding *smiles*... yeah, i know. but, i keep thinking i'm at that point. i really do. i keep thinking i've moved on, and she means nothing to me, but i can't kid myself by saying that's the case. god, i hate it. i'm doing well with it, i really am. i'm just...i'm not totally over her, i'm not. *siigh*... you know, she was my first. i have a feeling that that's making it 1000x more difficult. Mine too ... my first everything ... it scares me shitless thinking about doing everything I did with him with anyone else ... it will happen, now he is a faded memory, but i will always love him in some way ... I have too ... he was my first afterall ... but I also hate him at the same time ... *sighs* ... it just takes time ... sounds like you know exactly how i feel. even with the hate part. ...i refer to her as a b***h to people on a regular basis, but i still talk to her from time to time. ..in terms of the holiday thing.. i just.. i can't help thinking about what she's doing. if she's with her new guy.. all that s**t *closes his eyes and sighs* it's so... depressing. and i hate being depressed...
I do ... its ******** hard ... I call mine Wanka Boy xd ... I never talk to him anymore, its much better that way ... and thats the most difficult part, he got a girlfriend almost straight away and threw that in my face ... but I'm telling you, I dont give a flying ******** what he's doing now ... sometimes I wish a bus would hit him ... so still not completely at the indifference stage yet ... but you will move on ... being depressed is no fun ... *nudges you and pulls a funny face* |
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IceFantasy rolled 8 6-sided dice:
4, 5, 5, 6, 5, 3, 4, 1
Total: 33 (8-48)
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:29 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:30 pm
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IceFantasy ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark sure, no problem *smiles* it's not really that big of a deal to talk about it.. so yeah, i'll tells ya. but like you said, some other time. gah..it's just ******** frustrating, because every time i think i'm over her she pops back in my head and i wanna beg to get her back. i'm so ******** pathetic *licks the tip of your nose* Not pathetic ... just confused and frustrated ... it takes time ... a ******** whole heap of time ... but one day you'll wake up and you wont think of her anymore ... it took me ages to get to that point ... but you will believe me ... you will 3nodding *smiles*... yeah, i know. but, i keep thinking i'm at that point. i really do. i keep thinking i've moved on, and she means nothing to me, but i can't kid myself by saying that's the case. god, i hate it. i'm doing well with it, i really am. i'm just...i'm not totally over her, i'm not. *siigh*... you know, she was my first. i have a feeling that that's making it 1000x more difficult. Mine too ... my first everything ... it scares me shitless thinking about doing everything I did with him with anyone else ... it will happen, now he is a faded memory, but i will always love him in some way ... I have too ... he was my first afterall ... but I also hate him at the same time ... *sighs* ... it just takes time ... sounds like you know exactly how i feel. even with the hate part. ...i refer to her as a b***h to people on a regular basis, but i still talk to her from time to time. ..in terms of the holiday thing.. i just.. i can't help thinking about what she's doing. if she's with her new guy.. all that s**t *closes his eyes and sighs* it's so... depressing. and i hate being depressed... I do ... its ******** hard ... I call mine Wanka Boy xd ... I never talk to him anymore, its much better that way ... and thats the most difficult part, he got a girlfriend almost straight away and threw that in my face ... but I'm telling you, I dont give a flying ******** what he's doing now ... sometimes I wish a bus would hit him ... so still not completely at the indifference stage yet ... but you will move on ... being depressed is no fun ... *nudges you and pulls a funny face*
same with her. she acted like she didn't know she was shoving it in my face, but she still did it, despite my pointing it out her that she was doing it. i keep telling myself that if i can find myself a physical connection with someone else as strong as the one i had with her, i'll be fine. but i don't see that happening anytime soon. ...yeah, basically, i need a ********. badly, LOL |
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:31 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:31 pm
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IceFantasy rolled 8 6-sided dice:
1, 3, 5, 4, 1, 1, 6, 4
Total: 25 (8-48)
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:31 pm
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ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark i haven't even experimented. i'd kiss a guy if someone wanted me to and stuff, but... nah, nothing overtly sexual, i don't think Would you really ?? I want you to, I want you to rofl But you wont really know, unlesss you try it, at least once xd ...give me a guy to kiss. but he has to be cute =P and..um.. the problem is, i just have no desire to do it. it doesn't turn me on, whatsoever, so why should i try it?... believe me, i've thought long and hard on this subject. my dad is gay, so, it kinda goes through my head from time to time, and the same answer always comes back: 100% STRAIGHT give me some time then ... It might not do anything for you but what if it turned your partner on ?? would you do it for her ?? (I know you dont at the moment, when you do have one) i...doubt it. no. even i have my limits. i'd make out with a guy, but that's pretty much as far as i'd go
I would like to see that blaugh ... *is so naughty*
So you would make out ... would you be touchy feely ?? |
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Toasty321 rolled 8 6-sided dice:
6, 3, 2, 1, 6, 2, 3, 1
Total: 24 (8-48)
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:32 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:32 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:33 pm
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IceFantasy ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark IceFantasy ChronoSpark i haven't even experimented. i'd kiss a guy if someone wanted me to and stuff, but... nah, nothing overtly sexual, i don't think Would you really ?? I want you to, I want you to rofl But you wont really know, unlesss you try it, at least once xd ...give me a guy to kiss. but he has to be cute =P and..um.. the problem is, i just have no desire to do it. it doesn't turn me on, whatsoever, so why should i try it?... believe me, i've thought long and hard on this subject. my dad is gay, so, it kinda goes through my head from time to time, and the same answer always comes back: 100% STRAIGHT give me some time then ... It might not do anything for you but what if it turned your partner on ?? would you do it for her ?? (I know you dont at the moment, when you do have one) i...doubt it. no. even i have my limits. i'd make out with a guy, but that's pretty much as far as i'd go I would like to see that blaugh ... *is so naughty* So you would make out ... would you be touchy feely ??
um...i really dunno. i guess we'd just have to see if it happens, won't we? but i know i wouldn't go past that. ...why are you so curious about this? |
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IceFantasy rolled 8 6-sided dice:
1, 4, 1, 6, 2, 4, 5, 2
Total: 25 (8-48)
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:34 pm
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Toasty321 rolled 8 6-sided dice:
2, 6, 5, 2, 3, 2, 1, 3
Total: 24 (8-48)
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Posted: Thu Nov 23, 2006 10:34 pm
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ChronoSpark Toasty321 Yesh! I'm back but this sore throat is bugging me a lot so i'm off to bed!, feel free to join me..nott you chrono! rofl really? that's mean. ...LOL, j/k, i wasn't planning on it. feel better =P
Wo, Wo, Wo!
Forget the sore throat i want to see this conversation rofl |
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