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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 12:02 am
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2012 2:48 am
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Hello. My name is Tyler. I am fifteen years old, and I attend a public high-school in South Texas. To save my typing on what my major malfunction is, let me just repost this picture.
One will often ask, 'Tyler, how are you avoidant, yet dependant?' Well it's quite simple. Being the pathetic, yet brilliant man I am, it's the only way I can get people to talk to me. By being a d**k.
Anywho, I enjoy quiet. Or movies, reading, writing. Something I can do without always needing another person. Mostly due to that I've never really had 'another' person, other than what I've been told is fake. But yeah, that's me. Hello people.
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Posted: Sat Sep 15, 2012 10:19 pm
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Posted: Sat Sep 29, 2012 10:38 pm
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Posted: Thu May 23, 2013 9:21 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2015 1:00 pm
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Hi. My name is Jennifer. I'm 17 years old and I'd like to become a doctor someday, preferably a psychiatrist. I am very interested in psychology and psychiatry, but since it's such a wide topic, I only know a minority of what there is to know. To be perfectly honest, I barely know the basics, but I love learning. sweatdrop
Today, on February 4th, 2015, I was diagnosed with Posttraumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). I am surprised that this diagnosis has previously surpassed me and the people whom have tried to figure me, or rather my problems, out. I have shown the signs (such as horrible nightmares, troubles sleeping, the consant feeling of anxiety, the Depression, the flashbacks, the nonstop daydreaming, the hypervigilance, and the avoidant behavior towards situations similar to those that caused my PTSD), but I don't blame anyone for thinking that it was Depression alone.
I'm not sure how I feel about the diagnosis yet, I'm glad that I'm now able to deal with the problem because I actually know what the problem is, but I also feel a bit scared and broken because I'll actually have to face it. I almost want to end the therapy sessions and just hide away, but I know I can't do that, because I'd let people down. Even though none of us knew that it was PTSD, I was still getting emotional support from people, especially from my mother and boyfriend. I'm so lucky to have them in my life. heart
The cause of my PTSD wasn't one or two incidents, it was a huge amount of traumatic events that happend to me over and over again throughout many years. I think of myself as being experienced at the young age of 17, almost too experienced. I wish my younger self wouldn't have had to grow up so fast, I wish she would have gotten a more normal childhood, a childhood in which she hadn't been mentally, verbally, emotionally, and physically abused or isolated. I can't tell you about these events in detail, because I don't want to relive them. When I'm reminded of them, I get scared and really, really upset. I'm hoping that someday, I'll be able to think about these memories and not feel the way that they make me feel now. I'll do this through therapy, lots and lots of therapy.
Wish me luck. emotion_bandaid
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