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This one is about Demyx and Axel, And all the troubles they have along the way~ .... hmmm I think I just remembered the beginning of Love Story.. odd...


Profiles will be added if I feel the need for them. XP The beginning smile

Since someone didn't start from the beginning

Axel kissed his neck once more before he himself fell asleep.


Demyx woke up the next morning in Axel's arms. He smiled until he realized Axel wasn't going to release him as easy as he thought. He sighed before kissing Axel's neck. "Axel, you are going to have to let go of me eventually."Demyx said softly seeing as his throat didn't hurt as much as yesterday so he could actually speak in a low tone, now.


Axel grumbled. "But I dun wanna let you go..." He nuzzled his nose into the blonde's hair. "Yer comfy..."


"please"Demyx whined a little kissing at his neck sweetly to try and butter him up a little.


Axel smiled. "Fine, fine..." He sat up and stretched. "I'm hungry... Want some coffee?" He stood up and yawned, looking back at Demyx as he walked to the door.

Roxas woke up in his bed. He was naked and his stomach was crusty. He sat up and looked over to the other occupant to see him cuddled up tightly in a ball under the covers. He smiled a little then stood up to go to the shower. He got in and rinsed the sex off of him. When he got out, though, he stared at his reflection in the mirror with a towel wrapped around his waist. His fingers reached up to touch a hickie before he walked out, got dressed and, with one last glance at the other's sleeping form, left the room to go down to the kitchen to start some coffee.


Demyx stretched out on the bed after being released. "coffee sounds good, If you don't mind me being hyper all day"Demyx said softly looking up at Axel.


Axel chuckled. "I'm glad to see you're not hurting as much. I'll bring you some. I owe it to you." He then walked out the room down to the kitchen. He stepped in to see Roxas at the coffee maker. He stood rigid for a moment before stepping up to the oblivious boy. "Uhm, Rox..? Are you, uh, are you making a new pot of coffee..?"


Demyx smiled at Axel looking over at him. "hurry back okay!"He said happily as Axel walked out the room.

(Am I playing roxas?)


[..Pretty please, My Sexy? : D?]


Roxas looked up in his own little world before. "oh.. hey Axel. Yeah I am.. um why?"Roxas asked a little temped to know why he asked and he just kinda wanted to talk to him.


"Demyx... wanted some. Are.. are you alright?" He scratched the back of his head awkwardly. "Sorry, I dunno what to say... I don't know if you're gunna run away or... or if Zexion actually went to see you or what... ...Uh, sorry..." He looked at the floor.


"umm yeah, I think I am good"Roxas said thinking about Zexion back in his room making him smile a little actually. "oh.. yeah I know what you mean.. but yeah, Zexion come and see me yesterday. We talked a little.."Roxas said rubbing his neck.


Axel chuckled a little. "I see you two had... um.. some fun," he said noting the dark hickie. ... "Look, I'm... I'm sorry about all that happened between us. I really am. I'm truly sorry. I.. I just want us to go back to being the world's greatest best friends, but I know that won't happen. So I want to take it a step at a time. Please. Just don't run from me anymore. I can't take it. It breaks my heart to bits."


Roxas blushed at the comment before whacking Axel in the arm out of habit. "shut up"He said in his usually defeated voice. Yes, their friendship was pretty broken, but there was still enough there to piece it back together like a puzzle just out of habits from being friends for so long. "You know I wouldn't mind being friends again either... I'm sorry for all the problem I caused you and Demyx."Roxas said softly looking up at him from the floor.


[Sorry for telling you to come to the dance then not being very fun...]

Axel chuckled lightly at the hit. He rubbed his arm. "It's fine, Rox. Honestly, I don't know how you feel or felt about me. But I'm absolutely heels over head for Demyx and nothing will change that. I do love you, but not like that."


(It's okay, I just don't want you to waste all your life)

Roxas smiled a little though on the inside it really hurt deeply for Axel to say what he did. "yeah, I bet Demyx is completely in love with you too, I'm glad you make either other happy."Roxas said just skipping the part about his feelings just being crushed.


[I'm glad you had fun, though. : ) And I'm really glad you came.]

Axel ran his fingers through his hair, knowing Roxas was hurt more than he showed. He always did that. He pulled the blonde into a hug. "You mean more to me than anyone else I've ever met, Rox. You really do. But Demyx is just a few steps above you, alright? Don't forget how much you mean to me." He pulled back.


The pain was so simplistic yet it felt deeper, much deeper. In his head, he just keep telling himself no this can never work, get over him. Though in his heart, it bleed with pain. When Axel hugged him, he wanted him never to let go yet he always did. He knew that if Demyx asked for a hug, Axel wouldn't let go until Demyx did first. Just the thought of Axel being with Demyx made him want to cry. He knew he would always want to be something more than friends with Axel, but what was he to do besides move on? As Axel just said, he would never measure up to Demyx... "okay."He said back forcing his tears not to come. He forced himself to look away at the coffee pot to see it was done. "coffee is done"Roxas said in a very simple voice showing that the conversation was now over. He poured the pitch black liquid into a coffee cup before walking out the room slowly, he did just promise Axel he wouldn't run away from him anymore. This time... he was just going to walk away slowly sipping his coffee black.

Xigbar stood outside the doorway of the kitchen listening to the scene peeking in a few times seeing them hug.. He disappeared into a corridor after Roxas walked out the kitchen having an idea to get Axel back. He reappeared in Library looking for Zexion but only seeing Larxene. She would have to do.. "Hey Larxene have you hear about Roxas and Axel?"Xigbar started in a shocked way played perfectly just like an actor in the leading role. When Xigbar was drunk, It was impossible to tell when he was lying or not.


Axel poured himself and Demyx each a cup of coffee, putting creamer and sugar in Demyx's how he liked it. With a smile, he walked back to the room and opened teh door. "Deeem~ I got your coffee~"


Demyx smiled lifting his head up off the pillow. "Yay!"He said happily sitting up against a pillow.

"What! He is not!"Larxene said angrily to Xigbar's statement. "I saw it with my own eyes! Why the heck would I lie about something like that? Roxas looked so heart broken, but you know with Axel what do you expect."Xigbar still paying out his big role. Larxene falling right for it. "who else knows about this??"Larxene said growing extremely mad very quick. "Me, you, then Roxas and Axel I guess. I highly doubt Axel would tell poor Demyx"Xigbar said innocently though at that point it didn't matter if the lie was obvious Larxene was too mad to see it. "You think I should tell someone else? Like Zexion? I heard him and Roxas hooked up last night because Roxas was 'supposedly' so heartbroken by Axel."Xigbar said as she started for the door. "you mean Roxas is too?! ohhh I am going to kill those too, You go tell Zexion. But no one else. If Demyx finds out, It'll break his heart. Maybe i can knock enough sense into Axel to stop this at the bud."Larxene said quickly before walking out the room. "oh well do"Xigbar said a crooked smile formed on this face. "hmm, Xaldin next? Oh yes"Xigbar said before disappearing in a corridor.


Axel chuckled and handed him the cup. He sipped his own. "I'm gunna go down and make us some breakfast. You stay up here and I'll bring it to you, alright?" He leant down and kissed his blonde's forehead before walking off back to the kitchen. On teh way, he ran smack into Larxene. "Ow!" He hissed at his spilt coffee on his hand. "What the hell, Larx!"


Demyx smiled at him kissing him back on the cheek really quick as he leaned back. "Yum, Breakfast in bed"Demyx said happily in a really good mood this morning. "Hurry back"Demyx said softly as he left.

Larxene was stomping down the hallway, It was surprising that Axel didn't hear her coming. Yet, he didn't and ran smack into her, and she was already pissed at him. Oh he was going to get it now. It was about a two second warning just by the glare she have him... Too bad he wasted his get away time saying 'what the hell, Larx', because the second he stopped talking, she slammed him as hard as she could against the wall by the throat, which was pretty hard. "you better tell Demyx and pray he forgives you because if I have to tell him and he cries one ******** tears I am going to fry you to a crisp."Larxene snapped being colder than ice and darker than black. She gave him one more hard glare before tossing him to the side. "You make me sick."She hissed before disappearing down the hall, electricity literally sparking off her.


Axel skidded across the floor in a shock. "What.. was that?" He ran after her. "Wait! What the ******** did I do now?! Why would Demyx cry! I don't understand! Did I do something wrong?"


Larxene turned around and send electricity flying at him making him fly back again. "you sick mother ********. You are sitting there and try and make me think you are ******** innocent?! Oh you better get the ******** away from me Axel right now or Demyx is going to have to plan a funeral because I know I just as hell won't be."Larxene said before disappearing into a corridor for Demyx's sake because she knew how much Axel meant to him.


Axel sat there dumbfounded. He didn't know what to do. What had he done that made her so pissed at him? He stood back up and proceeded to the kitchen. He dazedly began to cook a breakfast for Demyx and himself, hoping to avoid anymore abuse.


Xaldin walked into the kitchen glaring a little at Axel before processing to the fridge and getting out a can of coke before take a seat at the table. Not looking back at Axel once, when usually he would say good morning or at least hello.


Axel groaned and snapped. "Alright, what the hell did I do to you people?! Larxene just tried harder than usual to kill me, saying something about Demyx crying and me being acting innocent. It's kind of hard to ACT innocent when I don't even know what the ******** going on!" He sunk into one of the seats with a sigh. "I don't understand what I could've done this time. All I did was wake up, come down here to get Demyx some coffee, explained to Roxas my feelings about him as opposed to my feelings about Demyx, brought Demyx his coffee then almost got fried on the way to make him breakfast... "


Xaldin opened his soda calmly. He had been taking anger management classes for this sort of thing. "oh is that so.. Sounds like you need to keep Roxas pretty in line if you have to go and tell him he is second best."Xaldin said in a calm voice. Though there was this coldness about it like Xaldin had another meaning for what he said.. then what he actually said, which was common with Xaldin. He always said what needed to be said though what he actually meant what he wanted to say but didn't.

Axel shuddered at the hidden coldness in his words. "Well, I didn't want to lose my best friend, but I didn't want him to think I loved him like I love Demyx. I just wanted him to understand..."

(new title XD the old one was boring me, I have been meaning to change it for a while)

"hm, I can understand where he got confused.. I would too if I were him."Xaldin said not even trying to hide the coldness that time. He really wanted Axel to feel bad for what he was doing to Demyx.

Roxas ran into the kitchen crying, before looking at Axel and Xaldin. He tried to pull himself to together but couldn't he just started crying more before running over to Axel and hugging him tightly. His face was bruised lightly on one cheek.

Xaldin unable to stop himself from whispering under his voice "speak of the devil and he shall appear"

Axel was startled. "Rox, what happened? Hey, why is your face bruised? Hey, look at me and calm down, Rox." he looked him straight in the face

Roxas sobbed a little more before sitting in the chair next to Axel trying to calm down. "M-Me and Zexio-n got in a big fight b-because of something that Luxord told him and I-I just kept saying i-it wasn't true and he didn't believe m-me.. W-when I-I tried to h-hugged him to get him to calm d-down.. and h-he hit m-me in the face told me that I-I didn't deserve l-love for trying to t-trick him into a relationship...."Roxas sobbed crying horribly...

"Wait a minute... That's what happened with me adn Larxene. She got pissed for no reason and said something about Demyx crying because I didn't deserve him... ...Luxord. ...Luxord hangs out with... Xigbar... Goddamnit I bet they saw me hugging you. And I bet they're drunk. ********. Xaldin, you've got to listen to me. Those drunks have this all wrong. I was explaining my feelings to Roxas. Neither of us are cheating, I swear. Damnit, I'm gunna beat their asses." He stopped ranting for a minute. "Rox, I'm gunna go talk to Zexion, alright? I'll get this straightened out. This is all just one huge a** misunderstanding." He gave Roxas one quick hug of comfort. "Go to your room and lay down and get all this out of your system, alright? I'll send Zexion in there when I'm done talking to him." He then rushed out of the room in search of the slate-haired nobody.

Xaldin leaned back his chair not very convinced, but Roxas did look pretty hurt so he accepted that maybe he was right. "okay, I am just trying to stay out of this mess"Xaldin said softly sipping his coke.

Roxas nodded. "okay A-A-Axel"Roxas said wiping his face of tears before standing up to go to his room as Axel instructed. "I hope you feel better Roxas"Xaldin said softly as he left. Roxas nodding as he walked into a corridor he opened.

Axel finally found Zexion in the quiet corner of the library. "Zexion," he said quietly as he approached him. As he got closer, he found that there were tears streaking his cheeks and he had red eyes. "Zexion, listen to me. I know I'm an a*****e and all, alright? I know and I'm sorry about what all I've done and said to you in teh past but I'm telling the truth this time. Me and Roxas have nothing between us anymore. Luxord adn Xaldin, teh two drunks, are running around telling people s**t that isn't true just because of a hug me and Rox shared after I got done explaining how I felt about him and how I felt about Demyx. Demyx is my number one, always. I would never do anything to hurt him and Roxas would never do anything to hurt you. I think you broke Roxas anymore with that bruise you left on his cheek. He couldn't stop crying. He needs you, Zexion. He does. I told him to rest in his room and get everything out of his system. I also said I would send you there when I got everything strightened out. That's all I have to say. Now you can go talk to him or you can avoid him forever like he did to me until this morning and prove me a liar. It's your choice... I just hope you make the right one..." He walked over to the couch and sat down on it with a sigh. He then laid on it, on his stomach, and buried his face in one of the pillows

( I hope there wasn't much after pillow because it cut off after that )

Zexion turned to Axel as he started walking about to tell him to ******** off and to leave them the hell alone, but he stopped himself as he started listening to what the red head was saying. More tears poured from his face. "I swear to God if you are ******** with me Axel. I'll make sure that you die a extremely painful death."Zexion said before wiping the tears away from his face and running out the library to apologize to Roxas for hitting him. Guilt soaking his tone now feeling really bad about hitting Roxas now.


[There wasn't much. Just Axel punching the floor, getting bloody knuckles and leaving a hole in it and saying, "Why does this s**t always happen to me?"...That's anout it.]

Roxas looked up with a sniffle as Zexion came in. Even more tears ran down his face at the sight of him. "Z-Zexion.." he choked out, trying to wipe his tears away and wincing as his hand brushed the new bruise on his face. The reminder of that broke him down more.


Zexion frowned deeply before running over and hugging him almost tightly, not wanting to hurt him. "Roxas I'm so sorry, I didn't believe you I'm so stupid. You really don't deserve some like me, you deserve so much more. I can't express how sorry I am from hitting you but I am willing to spend a very long time making it up to you if you'll let me"Zexion said now crying again now himself.

Demyx bit his lip.. Axel was sure taking an awful long time... He frowned before forcing himself up and to get dressed. He started out the hall to see if he could find Axel and ask him where he has been. Sadly Luxord got to him first...


"Hey Demyx, You okay?"He asked softly seeing the bewildered face that Demyx had on because of his curiosity as to where Axel was. "Yeah, I'm fine. I little sore but fine. Had you seen Axel?"Demyx asked softly wondering if he saw him. "No, though he is probably with Roxas."Luxord said back making Demyx frown more. "what do you mean?"He asked innocently...


Roxas hugged Zexion back just as tight. "You d-don't have to make up. You d-don't. I'm j-just g-glad everything's s-straightened o-out..." He sniffled adn wiped his tears. "Wh-Where'd Axel go wh-when he g-got finished talking to y-you? H-He needs to get to D-Demyx before L-Luxord or X-Xigbar does..."


"I don't know, He is probably still in the library, You want me to run and go tell him?"Zexion softly pulling back from the hug not wanting Demyx to be crushed like he was.

"What do you think I mean Demyx. He is cheating on you. Xigbar saw and hear it himself. Roxas was in the kitchen this morning and apparently didn't want to be second best to you anymore and must have asked Axel to dump you and Axel told him that he didn't love him that much and he couldn't dump you. He said he was just second best but would always be in his heart, then Roxas apparently had to got off to Zexion and hugged Axel goodbye before leaving. Demyx was shaking by the time, Luxord was finished. "No that isn't true. Axel loves me, He wouldn't ever cheat on me... H-he quit smoking and everything for me. Why would he cheat on me?"Demyx said doubt in his voice as he wanted a reason to tell Luxord it wasn't true at all. "Yeah, Maybe he loves you, but who's to say he doesn't love Roxas second best like Xigbar hear?"Luxord stated wrapping and arms around him. "I'm really sorry Demyx..."He whispered softly as Demyx started to cry. "Maybe he couldn't take the pressure.. I mean you are a lot to handle. Maybe He just needed someone he could go to for a break. I don't think he did it on purpose, It might have just happened.."Luxord said trying to comfort him seeing as he completely shattered. He fell right for the lie that Xigbar had everyone believing. "Oh god Luxord, How did this happen.. I trusted him so much... He was the one that was suppose to help me stay in line. I didn't ever think he would cheat on me"Demyx said now balling into Luxord's shoulder. "shh it's okay, Let's just get you laid down"Luxord said opening a corridor to his room so Demyx could lay down. He didn't look to good. Luxord really wasn't drunk or lying this time. He really thought that Axel was cheating on Demyx and was just trying to make him feel better. There wasn't anything passed that.

Roxas nodded. "Please, Zexion. I don't want any more s**t to happen to Axel.. He's gone through enough..." He quickly pecked Zexion on teh lips then sent him off. He sat there worriedly, having a bad feeling...


Zexion did just as he told Roxas, he was going to do go straight to the library. After running inside he when and found Axel right where he left him. "Axel what are you doing! Get up, Roxas send me back here to make sure you when and told Demyx about all this before Luxord or Xigbar did. He is so fragile I don't think he could take it."Zexion said thinking about his actions after being told and that was with Zexion's barriers that he kept up to protect himself. With Axel, Demyx probably wouldn't kept barriers. Not to mention how easily tricked he was.


Axel cursed as he jumped up. "Damnit." He ignored the pain in his knuckles as the blood dripped to the floor. He opened a corridor to Demyx's room. "Demyx, I-- Dem! Where are you?!" He ran out the room and down teh hall. "Demyx!"


Zexion watched Axel get up from the couch, knuckles bleeding. "Hey Axel... You ok-"Zexion said cutting himself off when he got up and opened a corridor leaving.

Demyx was sitting against the headboard of Luxord's bed hugging a pillow. He wasn't crying anymore, though he was before. Now he was just sitting there sniffling and staring down at the bed in front of him. Just thinking.. 'Demyx!' rang quietly through the walls of the room. Demyx didn't move though he knew that voice very well. He couldn't stand to face him now that he knew.. or well thought he knew. He couldn't stand to lose him but if he really couldn't take being around him so much than why were they even together?

Luxord was sitting in a chair next to the bed just looking at Demyx not even flinch when his name was called. "Hey buddy you want me to go tell him, you don't want to talk to him."Luxord said feeling really bad at this point. Demyx just shook his head. "No just let it be"He said softly sorrow soaking his tone.


Axel yelled out his name once again then screeched out a curse, punched the wall then cursed again as he heard a bone crack. More blood splattered onto the floor and smeared teh wall. "Demyx, where the hell are you?! I need to talk to you! I need to.. explain.." His head was getting dizzy from the blood loss so he brought up his bloody hand to hold it. He groaned but stumbled down teh hallway in search for Demyx again. In mid step, his vision faded and he slumped to the floor with tears streaking his cheeks. "Dem... my.." He passed out.


Demyx started to shake at the screech. "you sure you don't me to talk to him"Luxord said standing up. Demyx bit his lip before nodding to him. Luxord stood up and walked outside seeing Axel already passed the room stumbling down the hall. "Axel, I need to talk to you"Luxord said before seeing him pass out. "Axel! are you okay?!"Luxord said rushing over to him. Demyx jumped out the bed and ran out into the hall away seeing Axel hurt. He was hurting inside but he still loved the red head. He ran over to Luxord who was picking him. "Here let's get him to Vexen."Luxord said before Demyx opened a corridor and they brought him to Vexen.


Axel lay motionless except his chest heaving up and down. His skin was paler than usual and the dark contrast of the blood all over his left side from his knuckles didn't help at all.


Demyx started to cry now down in Vexen's lab as he sat in the corner with Luxord trying to comfort him, as he watched Vexen try and get Axel stable. He was torn apart by his love for Axel and his pain from the news today. Should he stay down here with him or Would Axel start to hate his presence again like before and have another affair?


After around half an hour, Axel was stable enough so he wouldn't fade and his hand was wrapped up. He slowly opened his eyes and weakly sat up. He glanced around the dark room and shivered, not recognizing his surroundings. It all then hit him as he laid eyes on Demyx. "D-Dem-myx..," he choked out as he jumped off of the table and his legs gave out beneath him. He pulled himself up, sobbing, and hobbled over to Demyx. "d-Dem, I swear all of th-this is just m-misunderstood... I'm-m not having a-an af-f-fair with Roxas. I was telling h-him how n-no matter what he w-would always c-come in second t-to you... Y-You're always... number o-one.. to me.." He coughed and blood spattered teh floor in tiny droplets. He dropped to his knees and held his chest as he continued to cough.


Demyx was sleeping his head in his knees. Luxord had left to make him and Demyx something to eat. Demyx woke up a little hearing his name. "hm"He mumbled a little looking up from his knees drowsily, his face stained with tears from where he had fallen asleep crying. "Axel you shouldn't be pushing yourself"Demyx said forcing himself up and over to him to help him. Demyx just hugged him not knowing what to believe anymore. "shh, Axel you need to lay back down okay baby"Demyx said helping him back to the table and getting him laid back down. "Please rest, I hurts to see you in this kind of shape because of me.."Demyx whispered softly to him as he kissed his forehead. Maybe that was just it, maybe Demyx needed to just take a little more care of himself and Axel instead of Axel taking care of him and himself. More tears started to pour from Demyx's eyes. "I know, I must be so hard to deal with..."Demyx whispered softly running his hand through Axel's hair.


Axel shook his head increadulously. "N-No, Dem... You're the most am-mazing person I've e-ever met. You're n-not hard to d-deal with at all... I l-love you and I'll d-do anything to make you bel-lieve me... Please, j-just don't l-leave me alone again..."


"Axel please rest. We'll settle this when you get better"Demyx told him kissing him softly on the cheek stoking his hair again.


Axel nodded and closed his eyes with a deep breath. "S-Stay here with me. Don't l-leave me."


"I won't leave you"Demyx said with a nod, a tear running down his face at what the drama between them had become...


Axel smiled softly and whispered, "I love you, Baby.." before passing out cold.


"I love you too"Demyx whispered softly starting to cry again. Now he just slipped down onto the floor crying wanting this all to go away.


Meanwhile, Roxas was sitting in Zexion's arms on his bed. He sighed lightly and leaned against his chest. "Zexion... Do... you love me?"


"Love is such a big word, I don't want to say it unless I truly mean it. We have only been together for about a day. I don't want to ruin anything. But I do like and I have had a crush on you for a while now."Zexion said softly knowing, that probably sounded like a bunch of bull but it was true in his heart, or non-existing heart.


Roxas smiled softly. "I... think I'm really growing on you, Zexion. I might even be able to grow to... to love you more than I love Axel..."


"I hope so, not just for me, But so that you can move on. I guess as Axel said before. Plus you are way too cute to waste your live on someone that is in love with someone else"Zexion said lifting Roxas' chin a little.


Roxas blushed lightly as he stared into Zexion's visible eye. "Y-Yeah.." He got lost in the gaze and leaned to kiss the slate-haired nobody.


Zexion smiled a little moving his hand from Roxas' chin to his cheek as he kissed him passionately. Liking the feeling of being so close to someone.

Demyx was curled up next to the table Axel was sleeping on from where he cried himself to sleep a few minutes before.

Luxord walked down into the lab, with a tray of food for Demyx and himself. He did promise to make Demyx lunch. He sighed at Demyx curled up asleep next to the table Axel was asleep at. Demyx was so hurt by all of this. He sat the food down on the floor in an open area so they could eat, and Demyx could still see Axel if he wanted, before waking the other blond up so he could eat. "come on Demyx, you have to eat lunch since you messed breakfast"Luxord said as Demyx came to. He nodded standing to his feet with Luxord's help. Luxord walked over to the food with Demyx starting to eat. Demyx was really tired still though so he ended up slumping against Luxord as they ate.


Roxas pressed into Zexion's body with his own. His eyebrow furrowed at how much passion he felt. Tears slipped down his cheeks from how much love he detected.

Axel woke up slowly and painfully. His head throbbed from hitting the floor and his hand ached. He rolled over to look at Demyx, when he saw the two blondes, Demyx laying on Luxord's shoulder. He frowned and sighed lightly. "Luxord..," his raspy voice called softly, "Luxord, who told you all of th-that about me and Roxas..?"


Demyx looked up a little before sitting up right again about to stand up and go over to Axel but Luxord stopped him pulling him back down. "I'm not going to tell you just for you to go and do something you are going to regret."Luxord said before going back to eating. Demyx was looking up at Axel, a frown clearly showing on his face. He didn't know what to do. He wanted to get up and go be with Axel, but at the same time what if Luxord was right, What if Axel really couldn't deal with him and was cheating or cheated on him. Earlier Axel was trying to tell him not to believe the rumors but what if he was just trying to cover it up? He really was doubting his own self, and everything he had believed. Undecided, he pulled his legs to his chest and started eating again.


"Damnit," Axel whispered running his fingers through his hair. He winced as he realised it was the hurt hand and laid flat on his back biting his lip. His body trembled. He didn't want to lose the one person he always wanted to be with over some stupid rumor that was absolutely wrong. This whole place was like a bunch of school girls, he swore. "Fine." He disappeared in a portal made beneath him and landed on his feet in the middle of the hallway. He stumbled a bit, catching his balance with a door that was, unluckily for him, open. He then fell inside the room. As he sat up, he held his head.

"Axel?" a voice called. He looked up to see Roxas and Zexion on Roxas' bed. He groaned and curled up.

Zexion pulled back immediately as the door opened. He was never one for PDA. He really was bad about that too. Zexion slumped a little back before slipping off the bed to help Axel. "why aren't you in Vexen's lab resting?"Zexion asked immediately.

Demyx looked up at Axel's harsh tone. "Ax-"Demyx started going to say that he was sorry for being so unsure of himself before he realize Axel opened a corridor and left. Demyx's whole body started shaking thinking Axel was mad at him now for not trusting him. Tears started to pour from his eyes before he got up about to leave and go cry in his room but Luxord stopped him again. "Demyx what's wrong?"Luxord said quickly standing. "H-He is M-mad a-at Me! I-I just know it! A-a-all because I didn't t-trust him. Man I am so stupid!"Demyx said sobbed clenching his fists hating himself and the fact the best relationship he had ever had was falling apart just like the others. "Demyx this isn't your fault, You have every right not to trust him."Luxord told Demyx firmly. Demyx started to shake more. "I-I"Demyx stuttered before pulling his away from Luxord and running out the room yelling behind. "I can't not trust him. It hurts" Demyx didn't stop running until he got to his room, slamming the door on accident. The shaking hadn't stopped by then just got worse, and he just started blaming himself of all of it.

Zexion's head perk up Axel at the loud slamming of a door from down the hall. ".. wow someone seems upset.. I wonder who it is"Zexion said softly to Axel and Roxas.


Tears leaked down Axel's cheeks. "He doesn't trust me... I... I didn't get to him fast enough... L-Luxord told him bef-fore I could... And now.. He... he doesn't trust me at all... R-Rox, h-he thinks we're together again, and he w-won't listen to me. He won't listen..." He sobbed. "I don't want to lose him... G-God, I don't want to lose him..."

Roxas frowned, a pain hitting his chest at the mention of his and Axel's former relationship. He had to remind himself that he had Zexion now. "I'll go see who that was," he said softly and trotted out the room. He walked down the hallway, peeking inside each door. Then he came upon Demyx's room. He saw the boy crying on his bed and stepped cautiously in teh room. Despite him not wanting to fight, Demyx could get frightening when upset. "Dem..?"


Demyx looked up shaking horribly his chest raising and falling heavily. He didn't even realize Roxas walk in. He just was rocking back and forth mumbling to himself. He jumped about out his skin at his name before looking at him pouring tears from his eyes. "I- an't breath"was all he could really get out really panic attack and not able to find his medication because Axel always carried it with him.


Roxas' eyes widened at his state. He began to panic himself. "Uh... I d-don't know what to do... Axel! I'll get Axel." He ran out of the room and down the hall to his own. "Axel! Axel Demyx he.. he can't breathe and he's shaking and.."

Axel immediately got to his feet and stumbled his way to Demyx's room. He burst through the partially-closed door and made his way to the shaking figure. "Demyx, D-Dem.. It's okay..." He sat beside the blonde and pulled him to his chest. "Demyx, calm down..." He shakily ran his fingers through his hair comfortingly. Kisses were trailed down the musician's neck and face. "Sshh... I-I'm here. Shh..."

Roxas watched in fear at the doorway.


Demyx cried a little harder when Axel hugged him. "i-it's n-not o-okay.."Demyx stuttered hugged Axel tightly feeling like he really couldn't breath. "I-it's all my f-fault. T-his is my p-punish-ment isn't -it."He cried unable to stop shaking.

Zexion had followed silently wanting to know what was going on. Though felt a bit awkward just standing at the door behind Roxas.


Axel shook his head. "No, Dem. None of this is your fault. It's neither of our faults. The only one who's at fault is whoever started this whole lie. Don't blame yourself, Demyx. I love you and I'll never let you go." He kissed him lightly on the lips then rocked him. "Sshh..."

Roxas turned away from those two and fell into Zexion's chest, hugging him tightly. "He really loves him..." He looked up at Zexion. "And I'm letting him go completely." He got on his toes and kissed the bluenette.


Demyx cringed trying to calm down and breath slowly but he couldn't. "Can I p-please have my medication now?"Demyx mumbled a little hugging Axel as if he were his teddy bear. He knew Axel wanted to try and calm him down without medication but he really wasn't have a good day and the feeling of not being able breath was really freaking him out worse.

Axel frowned but nodded, knowing neither of them was having a very good day. He pulled out the bottle and took out two pills. He popped them through Demyx's lips and kept rocking him. He buried his face into the blonde locks and breathed in, closing his eyes. "I love you, Demyx. Never ever doubt that. Ever."


"I love you too Axel"Demyx whispered feeling a little better just knowing he took the medication.


Roxas pulled Zexion back to his room and sat on teh bed. He made Zexion sit down before he sat in his lap and snuggled up to his chest. He sighed lightly.


Zexion followed unobjectionable sitting down. "what's wrong Roxas"Zexion said as he wrapped his arms around him.


"I.. know you won't like me talking about it, but when... when me and Axel were together... I could always picture us together forever... And it's just a shock that he's actually found someone... who loves him more than I did and that he feels the same with.."


"It doesn't matter though because obviously Axel doesn't love anyone but Demyx and never wants to use him."Zexion said looking at the blond. A feeling somewhere in him knowing that he loved Axel and not him.. and it hurt him deeply.. He was second best.


Roxas looked up at Zexion. "I'm sorry.. but I feel like I can tell you anything... I had to tell someone and I trust you most..." He leant up and kissed the other softly.


Zexion smiled kissing him back even though he was feeling very hurt. Zexion was good at hiding his feelings.


Roxas smiled back and cuddled up to his new boyfriend. He yawned softly and buried his face in the other's shoulder. "You're so warm, Zex..."

"Oh really, I wouldn't know, I have never cuddled with myself"Zexion said softly with a smile holding the blond in his arms.


Roxas let out a giggle at his words. Another yawn escaped his lips. "Mmtired..," he mumbled sleepily.


"Then sleep baby"Zexion said kissing his head softly as he decided it was a good idea to sleep. He was tired himself.


Roxas couldn't help but smile at the name. "Only if you do, too, Babe." He tried the name out. And the verdict was... he liked it. It felt right calling Zexion a pet name.


"Then it is decided, Let's go to sleep now"Zexion said softly kissing his forehead softly with a smile like the fact that Roxas called him 'babe' It made me feel a little better about this relationship.


Roxas nodded and pushed Zexion backwards onto the pillows then curled up at his side. He laid his head on the other's chest. "'Night, Zexy..." He closed his eyes.


Zexion laughed a little after being pushed back then immediately snuggled up to. "night Roxy"Zexion said back with a smile before closing his eyes himself and starting to fall asleep.


Roxas whispered, looking at Zexion's face through one open eye, "I may be falling for you..." He then fell into a deep sleep.


Zexion smiled a little in a daze. "me too"He whispered softly before drifting off to a complete sleep.


The next morning, Roxas' eyes opened slowly. He was facing the wall. He rolled over, expecting to see Zexion laying there, but the only thing there was a rumpled bedsheet and strewed pillow. He frowned and sat up to take a look around. "Where'd he go..?"

Zexion had gotten up early that day because his new shipment of books was suppose to be coming in today. He was pretty excited about it. It was the first time Superior let him order books in a year. He stopped letting him because he thought he had way too many books, but seeing as now it was a year later and all of their reference books were outdated Xemnas like him order new books. Of course, Zexion would have to rid of the old reference books, but Zexion never really got rid of them like Xemnas wanted. He just stored them up on the last floor of the castle where no one usually went. He had a whole big room just for old books that were outdated.

"Thank you Xaldin for helping me get these boxes in here"Zexion said with a smile seeing as a few of the boxes were too heavy for him to carry. "you are welcome. oh did you ever get things straighten out with Roxas?"Xaldin asked wanting to know since he was much closer to Zexion than he ever was with Roxas. "Yeah, It was all just a big misunderstanding. I'm really glad it was too, I really like Roxas."Zexion said softly walking over to the return desk and getting the box cutter. "oh really, that is a big statement for someone like you who fears commitment"Xaldin said with a little laugh. "Hey, I don't fear commitment, I just don't like PDA. It makes me sick."Zexion said softly starting to opening one of the fifteen boxes of books. "Eh, I get what you mean. I can't stand to watch people having a all out tongue battle in pubic places."Xaldin said back helping Zexion open the box and started pulling out brand new encyclopedia set. "Damn Zexion, These are really nice. How much did the whole set cost you?"Xaldin said looking at the shiny new blue books. "A good 20,000 munny"Zexion said softly with a small sigh. Just these books cost a little over a month's pay. "If that was just these books how much did the other books cost?"Xaldin said softly. "Well I blew a little more than a year's pay on all of it including the encyclopedias."Zexion said with a smile laugh rubbing the back of his neck. It was a good 90% of his savings account. "Damn Zexion. No one can deny your love for books"Xaldin said before going back to helping him unpack the books.


Roxas, with a sigh, got out of bed and stretched. He then looked down and noticed he had no shirt on. He distinctly remembered going to bed with a shirt on. How did that happen? Shaking his head, he walked out of the room and down the hall not bothering to slip one on. His pants were hanging off of his hips from lack of belt. HE had to take it off in teh middle of the night because the buckle kept digging into his skin. He ran his hand through his hair and scratched his stomach as he walked to the kitchen. As he neared it, he turned to walk into the room, and, instead, he walked into the wall beside the door. He stumbled backwards, blinked, yawned and made the right turn into the room. He stumbled to the coffee maker and started the brew. He leaned on teh countertop and began to doze off. He fell into a deep sleep and slid down teh counter, slumping down to the floor and not waking up. Eventually, his legs were spread across teh walkway in the kitchen and his back was leaned against the cabinet. He was dead asleep.


Drunk, mind you, Luxord and Xigbar jumbled into the kitchen looking for something to do. "oh looks like little Roxas here is all wore out"Luxord said with a hiccup. "Oh, looks like someone already had a bit of fun with him"Xigbar said with a laugh making himself stumble back. "Does that mean we can too?"Luxord said with a bit of smirk looking at Xigbar. "Aww why not, eh?"Xigbar said leaning down and picking up the limp blond and opening a corridor before disappearing into it with Luxord. Xaldin walked in just as the corridor was fading. "hm, I wonder what that was about"Xaldin said walking in to the kitchen only hearing the 'aww why not' part. He knew the sound of Xigbar's and Luxord's drunk voice, it was definitely them. He was still puzzled as to what exactly they were chatting about. Couldn't have been good whatever it was.. He didn't have the time or patient for that right now though. Zexion following him in a little bit afterward. "Hey Xaldin did you start coffee?"Zexion said softly noticing the smell as he walked in and sat down being a bit tired after sorting through the new books. "hm, I didn't notice that, but no I didn't. I did hear Luxord and Xigbar in here before me. Maybe they did it."Xaldin said deciding to pour himself a cup. "Ha, Xigbar and Luxord trying to sober up that is a good one."Zexion said with a hint of poison behind it. "oh what does it matter, You what some?"Xaldin asked as he got out his cup then Zexion's after he nodded. Both of them having no idea of the events that when on just moments before they walked in.


[These two, mainly Roxas, are having all sorts of bad luck...]

Roxas woke a few minutes later to find himself on a bed. "Huh? How'd I," he paused to yawn, "get here?" He tried to move his arm to rub his eye, but when he pulled up on it, he found his wrist was strapped down. He then figured the same with the other one and he began to panic as he looked around the room. There were guns and blades hanging on the walls and from the ceiling. This could only be Xigbar's room and being in his room was never a good thing. Especially for Roxas. His eyes were wide with fear as tears began to build in them. "Z-Zexion..?" he whispered with a sliver of hope. A door opened and he looked over, eyes and mind hopeful until he realized that it definately was not Zexion. The tears spilled. "N-No..."


Zexion leaned back in his seat now with his coffee in his hand. He couldn't shake this bad feeling that he had. "what's wrong Zexion?"Xaldin asked noticing that uneasy feel about him. "I don't know, something doesn't feel right... but I can't tell what. It's the same feeling I got when the keyblade wielders got into the castle."Zexion said sipping more of his coffee hoping it would wake him up enough to the point he could tell what was wrong. "You think more got in?"Xaldin asked with a slight hesitation. "No, It's different from the keyblade danger but I still have this feeling that something is wrong... I wonder what"Zexion said softly completely puzzled. "You think it has to do with Xigbar and Luxord?"Xaldin asked thinking back to when they first walked into the kitchen. "Maybe, normally they don't give this feeling, but you know just in case I think I am going to have a look around the castle"Zexion said softly before standing up. "here let me help you, I don't get those weird feelings like you do but I'm pretty good about finding Xigbar and Luxord."Xaldin said standing up as well. "okay, If we split up, it shouldn't be that much work. You take bedrooms and I'll just the main rooms"Zexion said softly before walking out the kitchen. Both taking there coffee because they were most likely going to need it.


Roxas let out strangled cries as the Brit above him pounded his a**. He was bleeding and he ached, but he couldn't shout for help because the other's c**k was shoved into his mouth. He struggled against the binds that held him hostage and tears streamed down his cheeks at amazing speeds. His wrists were raw from the cloth rubbing against his skin and his lungs and throat hurt. He felt relief when he was pulled out of, but before he could scream, there was another erection in his mouth, in his throat and a different, larger one in his a**. He screamed, it, once again, being muffled. All he could think was that he wanted Zexion.


Xaldin started with Superior's room peeking it then immediately wishing he hadn't. He coughed a little choking a little on the sight of Superior admiring himself in the mirror... naked... with Saix watching.. from the bed... also naked... He sighed patting his chested decided that maybe it was best to knock from now on. He walked up to Xigbar's door hearing moans. "What the ********!? Is everyone getting laid?!"Xaldin yelled not even going to mess with Xigbar's room before hurrying off to Vexen's room.

Xigbar stopped before pulling out of Roxas' tight a**. "Man looks likes fun is over, finish up and we'll dump him."Xigbar said before climbing off the bed to get his tranquiler gun. "******** man."Luxord said before pulling out of Roxas' mouth and making him to look up at him, having a good hold over his mouth sure enough to make his jaw hurt even more... "Now, This never happened got it? And If someone does finds out about it. Your boyfriend Zexion will be next, He'll probably be even more fun because we won't leave out the information that it will be your fault. Clear?"Luxord before Xigbar walked up with the tranquiler gun. "Night Night little Roxy"Xigbar said with a happy tone before shooting Roxas in the thigh with the gun knocking him out. "now stop messing around and help me untie him so we can go put him in his room."Xigbar said before Luxord released Roxas' jaw and started untying him.

Zexion wasn't having much luck either. He walked into the library and Larxene had pinned Marluxia to the wall shocking him a little every few moments or when he struggled. "What the ******** Larxene?!"Zexion said picking up and old dictionary and chucking it at her head. "Ah mother ******** cursed pulling back from Marluxia and rubbing the back of her head.


Marluxia stood tall and straightened out his clothes. He fixed his hair while talking, "Larxene, would you mind explaining what I did to irritate you this time? Honestly, you don't just pin someone to the wall with electricity as they walk into the library. It's just rude."


Zexion nodded a little at first being strong and a good guy before he say the look Larxene was giving him. "******** whispered before bolting for the door as fast as he could. "Oh No you aren't mother ******** shocking the floor sticking Zexion in place with static cling. Zexion stumbling a little at the sudden halt cursing a little more then a sailor at his failed attempt to escape. Without even realizing it, she stuck Marluxia too, because she was the only one immune to the static. She send a good bit out it actually started to make Marluxia's hair stick up because he was closer. "Now, you both are going to sit there and take all you have coming to you."Larxene said with a good laugh. "********, ********, ********, Larxene please, just don't touch my new books. Just Please. All my savings when into those books."Zexion said actually caring more about those books then his health at the moment. "Oh so this old one is fine"Larxene said picking up the book that was throwing it back at Zexion nailing him in the temple. "Ahh! MOTHER ******** WHORE!!"Zexion screamed kneeling down in pain unable to move his feet. His head feeling like it just cracked or something. "Oh what was that you little emo ********? More?"Larxene yelled angrily before nailing him in the head with another dictionary obviously too angry to see that she really hurt him with the first book. The second just made him scream in pain at his already throbbing head. She really was heartless today...

"Larxene, stop it! He's bleeding! You're going to kill him!" Marluxia screeched as he watched Zexion crumple. "Zexion, are you okay?" He attempted to move his feet but growled as he failed. "Larxene, leave him alone!"

Roxas woke up a little while later to a scream just below his bedroom. He sat up, his head throbbing and cried out softly at how sore his a** was. Tears built in his eyes as he remembered everything that happened. He rubbed the marks on his wrists and slowly and shakily stood up. He noticed he now had pants on at least. He grabbed a hoodie, his muscles aching with every move and slipped it on, pulling up the hood. He then portaled to where Zexion was, immediately ending up in front of the exit of the library where he saw the scene that was going on. "Zexion..?" he whispered hoarsely, his hood concealing all of his face but his lips which were quivering.


Larxene looked over at him. "You are just a goody-goody-two-shoes."She hissed before walking toward the door making sure to kick Zexion on the way out in the head, as she released the static so that he could fly. He gasped in pain before falling the the ground that helping that he also hit his head on the way down. Unable to stop her on the way out. She just kept on walking like nothing happened. Zexion tried to get up but his vision was getting really blurry and his ears were ringing really bad not to mention the constant throb of pain from his head. "Mar-xia she didn't -ouch the my new b-ks did she?"He said as he sat up his head spinning so bad it was literally moving and he couldn't tell. His speech was a bit skippy and distant from his own thought making himself hurt so back it made him literally sick to the point where he puke from the roller coaster his head was going through. Though he puked to the side of him, he couldn't think, see, or hear, he still refused to pass out, which was good because at his point he could ever well easily go into a coma.

Roxas' eyes teared up more and the tears spilled over at the sight of Zexion. "Z-Zexion..!" He stumbled over to him and fell to his knees beside him. His hood fell back and two dark bruises were on his jaw where Luxord had held him. He helped Zexion sit up but before he could do much else, Marluxia walked over and scooped Zexion into his arms. "I'll bring him to Vexen. You come along, too." And so they went.


"Ahh, Fu- Pleas- stop"Zexion tried to get away from Marluxia before puking again at the motion of quickly being scooped up. He coughed looking up at Marluxia. "y-o move- to f-fast"Zexion said struggling to talk again.


"Sorry, Zexy. I gotta get you to Vexen, though." Once exiting the other side of the portal, Marluxia set him gently down on a table.

Roxas attempted to sit in a chair beside him, but winced adn whimpered when he did so. His a** was so sore it was almost unbearable. A small tear leaked down his face from the pain. He decided he would just stand. He looked down at Zexion and wiped all of his hair out of his face. His jaw throbbed with pain as well. He just alltogether hurt. "Hey, Zex," he said hoarsely.


Zexion nodded a little laying the feeling of the cold metal table. "has this table always been this comfortable."Zexion whispered his eyes growing heavy. "Hey, Hey, Zexion look at me, Don't go to sleep okay, I'll be right back. Roxas kept him awake okay."Vexen said in too big of a rush to help Zexion to see the forming bruise on Roxas' face. Zexion looked up at Roxas when he said his name. "Hey Roxas. Is the room is spinning because your jaw is purple and there is three of you"Zexion said a bit confused.


Roxas chuckled half-heartedly. "Don't worry about it, Zex. There aren't three of me... So I'm guessing you got your head hit pretty hard..." He coughed and whimpered at the jolt of pain in his body. He doubled over a bit.


"what? no don't pin this on me, Larxene was chucking heavy books at my head.."Zexion mumbled noticing him jolt in pain. "Roxy, are you okay? You don't seem okay, You are okay right?"Zexion asked his mind to jumbled up to realize he just asked the same question twice.


Roxas nodded and choked out, "I'm f-fine, Zexion. Y-You r-res-st." He continued to cough until it hurt so much, his throat began to bleed. He coughed up a handful of blood and tears fell down his face.


Vexen walked back right as Roxas coughed up a handful of blood. "Roxas are you okay?!"Vexen said rushing over to him and forcing him to sit down on the table next to Zexion. "Marluxia here give this to Zexion so the pain will started to go away. I have to look at Roxas."Vexen said now noticing the bruises to his jaw line. "Aww Roxas, kiddo, what happened you look like you fell down a flew of stairs face first"Vexen asked looking at his face. "Marluxia can you watch these two, while I go make an ice pack for Roxas' jaw?"Vexen asked seeing as Zexion didn't seem to be having a problem taking the medication Marluxia gave him.


Roxas muffled a whimper as he was sat down. He was so uncomfortable at the moment. He didn't want anyone to find out what happened to him in fear it would happen to Zexion. I can't let him get hurt...


Zexion looked up at Roxas. "So you are hurt?"Zexion asked a bit confused though he was seeing double of just about everything in the room...


Roxas sighed lightly. "Yes, but I... I'm fine, really. It's nothing bad... Just a... a few bruises and marks..." He looked at the floor.


Zexion feeling like he was going to puke from motion sickness put his hand up his head. "How did you do that to yours?"Zexion asked softly looking at him trying to focus but failing.


"I... I did what Vexen s-said.. I fell down stairs headfirst... That's it.." He couldn't tell him. He couldn't.


"Aw, You should be more careful okay baby"Zexion said softly looking at his blond boyfriend. Even unfocused he looked cute.


"I'll be sure to..," he whispered with a slightly forced smile. His attention was brought to Vexen as he rushed over.


"are you hurt anyone where else?"Vexen asked softly putting the ice pack to this jaw to bring down the swelling.


Roxas looked down in shame, not answering Vexen's question. He just clenched his fists and shook his head slightly. "N-No.. nowhere... else..."


"umm, okay"Vexen said softly letting Roxas hold the ice pack himself before going back to looking at Zexion's head


Roxas looked over at Zexion, wanting to tell him so badly what had happened. I can't.. I can't adn I won't. I don't want him to get hurt... He painfully pulled his knees to his chest and set the icepack on them, setting his chin on top of that. He sighed lightly.


"Well from what I can tell you just got a really bad bump to the head. No real damage. The motion sickness should go away within the hour if not come back. Other then rest you should be good Zexion"Vexen said softly before pulling back and looking at Marluxia a bit of a smirk on his face as he walked over, whispering in his ear softly that maybe Marluxia could be his next 'patient'.[


A light blush crossed Marluxia's cheeks. "Ooh, Vexie~ It hurts, make it feel better..." He held up a finger with a p***k from a rose thorn on it and the blood slowly leaked down his finger.

Roxas stood slowly and shakily then walked to Zexion. He picked him up gently, whimpering when there was pressure on his wrists. He then walked into a corridor and appeared in his room. He laid Zexion down on the bed and sat beside him.


"oh that isn't the only thing I'll be making feel better"Vexen whispered seductively before kissing his finger softly not really caring about the blood.

Zexion leaned against Roxas. "You shouldn't be carrying me, You are hurt too"Zexion said softly closing his eyes so the motion didn't seem that bad.


Marluxia shivered at his tone. "Oh, make it all better, Vexie~"


Roxas smiled softly. "That's alright. I'm," he winced as he shifted, "f-fine..."


"You don't sound fine. You are really worry--ing me"Zexion said yawning right in the middle of his sentence.


"I'm sorry," he whispered. "I don't mean to..."


"Tell in the morning okay"Zexion said softly before closing his heavy eyes falling asleep almost instantly


He frowned before whispering, "I can't..." He then laid down slowly beside his boyfriend and cuddled up to him. Silent tears streaked his cheeks as he fell asleep.


Zexion was already fast asleep by the time, he said he couldn't so he didn't hear him at all.


Axel woke up in pain the next morning. He groaned and cradled his hand. "Goddamnit..." He squeezed his eyes shut and bit his lip at the searing torture resonating beneath his skin.


Demyx stirred a little at the curse word. "umm, Axel what's wrong?"He said softly looking up at Axel as he stretched out a little.


He held up his hand to show him it was bleeding through the bandages. "It ******** hurts. It's making my whole body ache..." tears built in his eyes from teh pain. "and it won't go away."


"you want some pain killers?"Demyx asked having some that Vexen gave him because he had so many accidents daily, he didn't want to have to keep giving them to him.


Axel nodded as his hand started shaking violently. He grabbed his wrist tightly, hoping to make it stop, but it only worsened. He bit his lip and a single tear fell from his eye. Axel rarely cried unless it had something to do with Demyx.


Demyx quickly reached into his nightstand getting the bottle of pain killers and handing it to Axel. "do you need some water with it?"He asked softly looking back at him.


Axel nodded, not able to speak for fear he would burst into tears. He popped two pills in his mouth and motioned Demyx to hurry up with the water.


Demyx took a cup off the nightstand forming water from the air before handing it to Axel quickly.


Axel downed the water then looked at his hand to see it was still bleeding. "I n-need new bandages..."


Demyx nodded looking in his nightstand and pulling out his first aid kit so he could wrap Axel's hand.


Axel watched and whimpered as Demyx unwrapped his hand. He almost puked when he saw the bare thing. He had to close his eyes and wait for Demyx to recover it.


"Axel why do you do this stuff to yourself"Demyx said softly starting to re-wrap it like Axel wanted.


"D-Do what to myself?" he asked. He didn't know what Demyx was talking about. "I did this because I thought you would never speak to me again over a misunderstanding..."


"Axel. You could shoot me in the leg and I'll probably still talk to you. One little misunderstanding isn't going to make me stop talking to you. Was I upset? Yes, but I only didn't want to talk to you because I wanted to figure things out in my head before I talked to you about it. I trust you a lot more than you think I do Axel, so next day before you decide to go punching and splitting you knuckles again I suggest talking to me or at least talking to someone who can find me"Demyx said softly looking at him with a concerned face. "I don't like to see you hurt any more than you do me, okay? Especially when it is my fault"Demyx said softly before finishing and leaning up and kissing Axel on the forehead.


Axel's pain was finally subsiding from teh medication. He nodded a little at Demyx's explanation. "I'm sorry... I just... I can't stand the thought... to live... to live without you... Everytime I even think about it... It hurts..." He set his hand on his own chest and stared straight into Demyx's eyes with hurt ones.


"Axel, I'm not going anywhere. I love you, and only you."Demyx said softly with a smile before hugging him kissing him softly on the lips.


Axel kissed him back, gripping the front of Demyx's shirt. For once, he wanted to be the one being held, to be the one being cared for, to be the one being submissive.


Demyx got the hint and kissing him more passionately deciding to let him be the one who was cared for since his hand was hurt.


Axel allowed himself to be pushed down onto the bed as Demyx crawled atop him. He slid his tongue across Demyx's lips, wanting him to come explore his. "Mmm.."


Demyx moaned a little himself slipping his tongue into Axel's mouth exploring it as he grinned against Axel's hips.


Axel's good hand roamed up Demyx's shirt and began to pull it off. He melted at the feeling of Demyx's tongue against his.


Demyx groaned a little at the heated touch moving one of his hands up into Axel's hair to get more control of the kiss using the other to get Axel's shirt.


Axel shuddered in anticipation. He then made an attempt at undoing Demyx's pants with only his good hand. He failed miserably. "Dem..." he murmured into the kiss in almost a wine. "Pants..."


Demyx smirked pulling back from the kiss slipping Axel's shirt off before his own. He kissed him sweet at the whimper before unbuttoning his pants and slipping them off before starting on Axel's pants. Why the even put clothes on puzzled Demyx, as he started slipping Axel's pants off him.


Axel's eyes roamed Demyx's body hungrily. "God, Dem... I love that body of yours..."


"So I have been told"Demyx said leaning down kissing him softly as he slipped his hands into Axel's boxers.


"Nn..." He bucked his hips into Demyx's grip and moaned. "Dem, you're going too slow..."

"Oh is that so"Demyx said slipping down Axel's boxers then his own. Well If I'm going to slow for you, why don't you pick the speed?"Demyx said with a smirk before sitting back before pulling Axel up into his lap finding the thought of Axel riding him so sexy.


Axel's eyes widened then he smirked a little. He positioned himself with a bit of difficulty, notbeing able to balance with his other hand and all, and lowered himself, causing Demyx to go deep within him. "Aaaah~" His head fell back and he closed his eyes in pleasure. He slowly bounced up and down on Demyx's c**k, moaning and groaning.


Demyx moaned loudly loving to pieces the tightness and warmth that was Axel's a**. This position made it even better as Demyx pushed up into Axel making his c**k go deeper into Axel. Demyx's hands resting on Axel's butt cheeks helping him move in out of him.


Axel sat down all the way on Demyx's hips and moved his hips in circles. A loud groan came from his throat as he pressed down on Demyx's hips as hard as he could to get as much in him as possible.


Demyx moaned loudly, biting his lip a little loving the pleasure, he hooked his arms around Axel's neck pulling him down into a heated kiss as he thrust up into Axel on beat with him perfectly. That was one of the many things that was perfect about Demyx, his rhythm.


Axel moaned even louder as Demyx thrust into him. "God..." He mumbled right before their lips connected. He began bouncing a little again.


Demyx groaned hotly as he continued his pelvic movement and the passionately shared kiss.


Axel breathed deeply as he pulled from the kiss ever so slightly. He buried his face in Demyx's neck as he came with a small sqeak.


Demyx smiled before nibbling on Axel's ear whispering how sexy that squeak of his was before he thrust into Axel one last time as deep as he could before coming.


A small smile came to Axel's face as well as he felt Demyx pull out of him. He straightened his legs a bit but continued to lay on top of Demyx. He was comfy and there was almost nothing that would move him right now.


Demyx smiled hugging Axel kissing him repeatedly at any piece of neck he could reach.


Axel smiled once more and cuddled up to him. "I love you... Dem," he said, pausing to yawn.


"I love you too baby"Demyx whispered before letting the heaviness of his eyes engulf him and he feel asleep.


Axel crashed as well.

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"I know... but for just this once can we not leave. If we get out now then we have to go to bed, in bed they can come in and awake us up. Just this once, I want to fall asleep and not have to worry about being woken up by someone in need. I just want to lay here with you and they can get the ******** over it"Vexen said cuddling closer to Marluxia's body closing his eyes against his chest. Vexen didn't cuss, but he cussed because he seriously meant this.

"I love you too, Marly" Vexen mumbled, a cute baby yawn escaping his lips after speaking. He smiled a little more letting himself drift off not having a care in the world because he was with Marluxia. Vexen did twice the amount of work of anyone in the entire castle, some even combined. The only people that really worked sometimes like Vexen did all the time would be Zexion and Xemnas, himself, and sometimes Vexen thought that Xemnas only worked so hard so he could continue to give him more work when he was done because Xemnas knew Vexen wouldn't say not to his superior.



The next today brought about a pretty lazy morning. Vexen had been so exhausted from a week of maybe a total of five hours of sleep, there was no way he was getting up. Demyx hadn't sleep at all in about 55 hours and that was without the crash, so the chances of him waking up was a big fat ******** no. Zexion had stirred a few times in his sleep, but actually didn't wake up again until about noon-ish. "Umm Roxas.."He mumbled feeling a little better. It didn't hurt as much to breath now but Vexen gave him stronger pain killers to keep him sleep longer last night so the effects hadn't worn off yet.