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Lunarian Name : Naveed
Meaning: Persian for"bearer of good news" or "best wishes"
Alliance : Noble
Reasoning: Naveed's decision for joining sides with the nobles was founded on two different reasons. The first was while living with his uncle, the Legion came regularly and took advantage of his services. Because if his dear uncle denied the emperor's men then it could very well lead to his and Naveed's demise. So it was the lack of free will that really tipped the scales for the youth.

The other, which remained in the back of his mind at all times was his brother, whom had always been a little more favorable towards the nobles. He could tell he always seemed more eager to do deliveries if it was that clan on the receiving end. So in honor of his brother, he knew he would stay true to them.

Path : undecided


Personality :

Look Before you Leap

On the outside he may come off very neutral but he's always a whirling mess on the inside. His soft spoken tones only hide the unease that is always under the surface. Very observant and thoughtful, he will never enter a situation without having weighted all the consequences. Even the simplest of things, he will over think them almost to a state of paranoia. With this over sensitive demeanor, he's very good at getting out of tight situations, always having some sort of back up plan. At times he over does this and misses the mark, causing him to lack social skills.

Saying the Wrong Things

Never the life of the party, Naveed rather sit back and watch others interact then go out of his way to make a conversation. Not the social butterfly; he spends a great amount of time in his head, having some of his best conversations up there. Expressing himself verbally is an area he greatly lacks in and he honestly has no desire to improve on it. Its not that he isn't intelligent or doesn't have anything to say, save a snarky remark or two, he just chooses to keep it to himself. However, when he does feel the need to express himself verbally, he usually falls short; either not properly getting his message across or coming off very cold. With this flaw, he tends to come off a little detached and unforgiving, though underneath he's got quite the passionate soul.

Doing things Wholeheartedly

If you've earned what little trust Naveed allows, he is a very caring and would go to the ends of the earth for you. What little friends he allows himself to have he cares quite deeply for them and can be very loyal. He'd go to leaps and bounds for them, (after calculating it all first) and be there when you need someone the most. A very good listener, as he doesn't talk much, he'll listen and give what little feedback he is able to offer. Also when he finds something he believes in or feels strongly for someone he totally submerges himself into it as far as his paranoia's will allow that is.

Keep One Eye open

Trust isn't something that comes easy for Naveed. Never has he been overly comfortable leaving his fate in the hands of another, no matter how capable they are. Even when injured he rather suffer and try to take care of himself then let another lay their hands on him even out of kindness. He always expects the worst from people and always thinks they have some sort of underlining intent to whatever they do. Working in teams for anything is quite the task for him, as much as he knows its necessary at times, he still doesn't keep his eye off of his partner. Never wanting to put his guard down around his partner or anyone else for that matter.

Just wont Budge

A great believer of free will; he isn't one to get made to do something be doesn't believe in or want to do. He wont hesitate to tell you no or to bugger off if he feels it isn't the right thing to do. This stubbornness he possesses can be a good thing and a bad thing. One of the good points is its very hard to pressure him into doing something. Pushing back against the flow of things can lead to trouble when it comes to following orders in any sort of ranks. Not a leader nor a follower, he falls somewhere in between.

Come, come Naveed Come, Come Naveed Come, come now Come, come now....

I can't live here anymore but it's hard to reach for that floor....


Family

Mother- Jaleth (means dew)
Father- Baraz (means exalted)
Brother- Shadi (mean happiness)deceased



Being the second son of a well established apothecary owner, there wasn't much room for anything really extraordinary. Naveed grew up in a world full of strange smelling herbs and sick people who passed in and out of his life. Baraz was determined to pass on his business to his oldest son, Shadi, though it was encouraged by the boys mother, Jaleth, insisted their youngest learn as well. However, little Naveed was mostly sent out to go play while his older brother was made to stay inside and learn the skills that had been passed down through the family for centuries.

This created a divide between the two boys, each resenting the other for the attention given verses the freedom the other received. So much that the two boys would barely speak let alone look at the other unless their mother intervened. Each boy would try and sabotage the other; from switching deliveries to braking old vases, the two would try their best to take the others place. This went on for a few years but, unbeknownst to them all this battle would last as long as predicted.

It was only a month after Naveed's twelfth birthday when he noticed a strangeness of the way his older brother acted. They shared a room so it wasn't hard for him to notice how withdrawn he'd become. Nor was it easy to ignore the rather loud fights between Shadi and their father. It was one windy evening that changed Naveed's whole world, as it came crashing in around him. As much as he fought with his brother, watching him pass away wasn't something he'd ever imagine happening. Even at the peak of wishing he could just take his brothers place at their fathers side, he'd never wish harm upon him. As the night grew cold on that fall evening, the boy sat next to his older brother, holding his hand as he watched the light in his eyes fade. The two brothers had never been so close as they were at Shadi's suicide.

In the years that followed, Naveed changed completely; he too becoming very inverted upon himself. He rarely spoke to anyone, was snippy when he did choose to speak and kept to himself often. Going from a very upbeat boy to a very sullen one was such a three sixty for his parents that they too began to fear for their remaining sons life. Nothing they did seemed to make much of a difference and his father taking him on as his new apprentice only made matters worse.

The house he lived in haunted yet comforted him, so Naveed made the difficult choice and left home. He went to go live with his uncle, who was a blacksmith, on the poorer side of town. With leaving the home where his brother had died he hoped it would exercise the daemons which seemed to take residence in his mind and soul.

There's somethin' that tears me inside, I can't live here anymore.....