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 Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2013 8:56 am
This is a Private RP (AIM Recorded) between Sya and Faid. Please DO NOT post unless invited to do so. Thanks. Teepee'sFaid || SyaMore characters will be added as they appear.  Auva - Sya - Hot Pink Carlisle Cullen - Faid - Silver Sin - Faid - Green----------------------------------------------------------------- Auva looked up at Carlisle for what had to be the hundreth time today... she just couldn't seem to concentrate on the task at hoof, the counting and inventory was slow and boring when her mind was churning with so many strange and stray thoughts.... mostly she just kept thinking about her dream last night. In it she had kissed Carlisle... kissed him!! Her heart still fluttered at the thought, maybe it was just that she had seen Haki and Heze and the frustration on her sister;s face... but she suspected it was more... she had always liked Carlisle... and lately she had started to see it as more than just like... and more like... like like!! Not that she could tell him that! What would she do when he turned her down? She was plain and boring, and refused to talk.... yet he was smart and witty, and kind and helpful.... and he knew so much about all this medical stuff that she was utterly entralled by him, who wouldn't be? She gulped suddenly and lowered her gaze, yes, she really wanted to kiss Carlisle for real, compared it to her dream.....! Instead she nosed the little parcel of counted leaves towards him, exactly ten in each bundle just as requested. Carlisle looked up as the bundles came into view, his golden eyes twinkling as he smiled brightly at Auva. "Thank you Auva, I don't know what I'd do without your help, you are a dream come true, always helping me so much. Here we need to put those and these in the basket with the blue cloth." Starting to pick the bundles up, having worked carefully to make sure everythign was easy to find, mostly though he was glad that Auva was not afraid of him any more, then again maybe it was jsut when he had to examine her, he would have to ask if she had had some kind of bad experience with a healer before, maybe he could help her with her fear. Carefully placing the bundles he carried into the basket, using a stick that had been rubbed flat to make sure everything was packed tightly, needing to fit everything into the basket that needed to go, but also not wanting thigns bouncing around and falling out.His words... ! Well, they made her beam at him, and a strange blossuming hope started to flower in her heart.... could he... was it possible? He seemed to want her here, needed her in an odd little way... could he possibly come to accept her feelings too? Would he allow her little test to kiss him? Her heart begun racing in her chest and she had to wonder what and how to do this.... because now, well, all she could think of was the possibility that this would work just like her dream. Maybe she had some strange ability she didn't know about? Able to see her future, or parts of it? Was that so hard to believe given the angeni talents that lay within the herd? Her heart was thundering in her chest and part of her suspected that it was no or never... she would lose her nerve if she didn't do something now. She gulped, her eyes looking at Carlisle with all her unspoken determination... .and then when she did it, that's when she moved forward with her quiet and stubborn will. Auva knew she couldn't offer him a 'good' kiss, after all, she hadn't kissed anyone before, but she could try! Her heart was racing, the steady thump thump so loud that she was sure it was trying to escape her chest and reveal all to the sparkly white stallion before her.... her lips got closer and closer... and then it happened! CONTACT! She had managed to kiss Carlisle! For a moment all she could was blink in surprise at her own actions, but then she tilted her head and offered a small quiet smile, an expression that clearly said more than any words could....Carlisle froze, having been about to ask Auva if somethign was wrong when her lips met his. Now Carlisle was as gentle as the day was long, he only resorted to violence when it meant life and death for those he loved or those in his care. So despite his shock he tried to scool his reaction, though for the life og him all he could think was that sonnet was going to kill him and that he was old enough to be her father or worse! He was a great great grandfather now! And while Auva was everything he could hope for in a mate he knew that she deserved someone closer to her age, someone that could experience new things and share her wonder. He was to old to have such innocent Joy. Not able to hide the worry in his eyes or the touch of regret in his oh so soft tone. "Auva...." How could he do this and not hurt her, she was a sweet innocent young mare and he suspected it had cost her much to act on her feelings.... He should have realised, should have seen. He was a fool, but then he was not used to innocent love... If it was love... Though he was pretty sure she believed that it was, he doubted anything less would have made her so bold. His golden hair falling in his eyes, he cared for her but more as an uncle might not a mate.... Oh this was a fine mess, and he feared that he had just broken her heart by not reciprocating. His eyes so sad and sorry as he said her name again, trying to find words to make it better, to explain... to help... "Auva..."
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Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2013 11:09 am
Oh by Moon! She cursed herself the moment she saw his reaction... it was far from the slow but brillant smile she had hoped to see, far from the creature in her dreams that beamed with joy and kissed her back.... and she knew, knew without him saying more than her name that this would never happen between them, would never be more than a working relationship... friends! Oh to be cursed with the 'friends zone'... she had heard Zaniah rant about it, but this... oh moon! This hurt! She gulped again, pushing back all of her feelings, all of her shock and fear and stood... her head shaking, she couldn't think, couldn't breath... all she knew was that she needed to get away, needed to leave now before she cried and made it so much worst. She was failing though, the soft watery droplets already built in her eyes and threatened to overflow... she couldn't bare it. Her heart was indeed breaking.
So suddenly she moved into action, turning from him, turning from everything... and before she really knew what was happening she was running, her tears falling and clouding her vision, but she didn't stop... couldn't. Strangely running helped, seemed to lessen the immense pain that was in her heart, snapping her in two. How had she ever been a fool enough to see more than could ever be? After all... she could never have him... she had known it before, had taken kind words to mean more... but there was no more... crying, tears, hooves slamming into the earth.... she ran and ran until she was drained both emotionally and physically and just collasped in the forest. WHAT HAD SHE DONE? It screamed and swirled in her mind. How could she ever go home now?
Carlisle keeps his hooves planted under him, though everything in him wanted him to go after her. Cursing himself as he closed his eyes, hating himself but not knowing what to do. His instinct was to go after her and try and talk, or try and talk when he saw her next and give her time. But she didn't talk and would probably never speak to him anyway now. Though he found himself in need of talking to someone, but who? Auva was probably humiliated enough, he had done enough damage. Closing his eyes and taking some deep breaths he decided to press on, he could think while he worked, better he suffer than cause her more pain.
Sin had been looking for belladonna when he heard the crunch of something falling, at least thats what it sounded like. Tilting his head, not hearing anything else he wandered away from where he had been, checking to see what had happened. If a tree had come down he might have to move on, after all they didn't come down alone. Coming upon the mare, collapsed and crying silently. Stood blinking in mild surprise. Well this was new...
Auva's mind was racing.... he would tell, wouldn't he? And then everyone would know... or maybe he wouldn't tell? After all this was steadfast and strong Carlisle... but if he didn't tell did that mean she wasn't worth talking about? Did she want to mean at least enough that he would talk about her a little? She squeezed her eyes shut, unaware that she had no idea where she was or what was happening, she had just run, had just allowed her hooves to carry her.... slowly she looked up and what she saw had her crying even more... a stranger! He looked... fierce... not that she had much to compare with... but was this the end? One kiss and her life would end? The tears started coming quicker and faster, and all she could do was look at the stranger.... almost begging for the quick death her mind was sure was about to come. Maybe it would be best to have her humiliation end here and now? But then another thought came to mind... maybe she could try and work on Carlisle? Maybe she could try and prove that she was worthy? Even as she thought that she knew it was impossible, knew that nothing would fall between them... that look had said it all.
Carlisle tried getting on with things, and then found himself pacing, first she started after Auva and stopped himself, then he was jsut going one way and another between pauses for deep thought trying to work out what to do. His thought a jumble without the worry. She had been so upset and he had handled things so badly. Stopping again, not sure where he had been headed this time or to do what he closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He was nohelp like this and if he didn't get his act together someone would know somethign was up.
Sin didn't take a step back but he straightened more and stiffened his unicorn tail swishing a little. He had never had a stranger look at him like that, he wasn't a criminal or some kind of vile monster. Without meaning to but as was usual for him he blurted out what popped into his mouth first, before thinking. He hadn't meant to, he could see she was upset enough as it was but he had always been the same and so th words just lept out with no help from him. "Don't flatter yourself" He wanted to cringe as soon as he said the, she was clearly upset enough and distressed. Maybe she had just been attacked which is why she looked at him like that... But seriously! What had he ever done to deserve that look from a mare??
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Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2013 1:28 am
At the strangers words her ears and head feathers flattened on her head in submission and her eyes echoed the pain of her heart as the tears continued to flow.... don't flatter yourself? What did he mean? Was she just that unworthy that not even this stranger found her worth of being looked at? Was it that she was just too wrong? After all she was the perfect mix up of her parents pelts, her ankles, back, nose and wings and echo of her father while her main body spoke boldly of her mother's line.... she didn't see herself as pretty or beautiful, unlike her sisters her pelt didn't have the delicate and intricate patterns that seemed to sparkle and speak of pretty and beautiful. Now, she was just a small mare whose wings seemed far larger than the rest of her body. She had been helpful once, had helped Haki when he had been interested with her limited unicorn powers.... but here she was.... rejected by another male. She closed her eyes and lowered her head, burying it under a hoof to hide herself from her continued shame. She just wanted to disappear... no one would even notice! After all, she was just the silent mare who didn't say or do anything but sit next to the healer and try to help... ha! Help... she was probably always a hinderance, he was just too nice to say it to her face. As she moved the little bell in her hair jingled delicately, an almost soft and bright sound that was completely different to her current mood.
Sin winced as she seemed to collapse in on herself, ok so now he did feel like a monster. This wasn't to be doing with, he wasn't going to stand and watch her misery. No for once he was going to keep his mouth that got him into so much trouble shut and do something that would make a positive difference... At least he hoped. With htat he said nothing, turned and slipped into the trees, his mind racing as ideas flitted through and decisions were made. As soon as he was out of sight of the mare he was running. He would have to be quick or she might be gone by the time he was done, and unlike her he lacked the blessing of wigns to add speed to his haste.
She had heard movement, didn't know what it meant until the silence around her was almost deafening, slowly she lifted her head and looked around... alone. She was alone again, and didn't that just dictate how she would be for the rest of her life? With a desperate and wobbly intake of breath she tried to breath, tried to push away the pain and to see the world clearly... it was impossible though, how did one heal a broken heart? How did you reclaim your life and move on? Act as if nothing had happened and find yourself through your experience? She knew in many ways she had it easy... unlike Haki she wasn't being forced to endure touch while getting an injury to save someone who you had never met before, she didn't need to be brave because she had arrived in time to see skinwalkers attacking the lands of the one you loved liked her father.... no, she could understand now why her grandfather expression always seemed so empty and heartbroken now... was that her future? Would this never get better then? Would seeing Carlisle day in and day out just break her all the more until she was forced to leave.... leave...? How? Where? She would never survive on her own, would never thrive away from her family.... but that was her only really option wasn't it?
She wobbled to her feet, her wings hanging limply at her sides even as her eyes looked everywhere, all around, up, down.... could she just walk away now? Would she be happy one day if she did?
Auva didn't know, but the tears continued to roll down her face thick and heavy, her head wings still flopped on her head, and despite everything she had no idea how much time passed. It seemed as if it moved differently in her mind, as if days had already passed, she knew the world was brighter than when she had first wandered off... the day was close? Suddenly she wanted to see.... wanted to be closer to the Sun and it's beauty, just burn into nothing. Apprehensively she took a step forward... then another... and another.... slow but steady towards what she hoped was the sun.
Sin looked around the area, he was exausted. In truth he had been heading to bed for the night when he came upon the mare, but instead he had been up all night finding something to cheer her up, and here he was too late. The irony made him groan a chuckle, but he caught her tracks, deep ones, she must be moving more slowly, and drag marks, her tail? wings maybe? He had no idea, but he made sure he had lost nothing and followed after her at a quick trot. Noting the lightening of th sky ahead of him, wondering what had her heading for the sunrise?
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