10:15 AMhonestly?
10:16 AMi wanted to help. i wanted to do something, not just stand around and watch all these other more powerful people do stuff. i wanted to feel like i COULD do something.
10:16 AMi wanted to feel like The Guy, you know?
10:17 AMit was dumb
10:17 AMi was real dumb
10:17 AMand i'm real sorry
10:18 AMi feel extra bad because i promised you i'd stick with you and then i didn't and i take promises really seriously and i should have stayed with you and we could have figured something out bc we're both smart and strong and awesome
10:19 AMit was just all happening so fast and i wanted to do something and show
10:19 AMidk
10:20 AMthat's a lie i do know. i wanted to show everybody that i wasn't a stupid dumb baby page who couldn't do anything and was just begging to get dead
10:21 AMblew that one huh. i am just a stupid dumb baby page who can't do anything and was begging to get dead
10:22 AMso i won't do that next time.