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 Posted: Mon Nov 20, 2006 2:50 pm
Okay, so let me get my thoughts organized...........
1) School - I get good, grades, YAY! But now I'm going on a bad streek; I just got a B on this paper that I should have got an A+ on, but I forgot to turn in my rubric page, and I overlooked something. In english, I got an A- on another essay. Do I fail writting?
2) Prep. School - If I don't, like, work really hard and ace all of my classes, I won't get into my two choices, and if I don't, my mom is gonna freak, I'm gonna freak, cuz then, I'd be a failure. Also, I'm really confused about wanting to go to a prep school or not, since because of my friends and everything.
3) Friends - I'm getting really paranoid about my friends, which probably isn't a good sign. First off; you should know, if you care, I have not a lot of friends. I have this one friend; I love her, but she's really popular, and she always hangs out with her friends and her boyfriend in school. I've tried to be her friends' friend, but they don't like me, every time I try to talk to them, they stare at me like I don't belong there, but their words are nice, their tones are nice, their faces are smiling, but they're staring at me like I should die.
Then there's this other friend. She's nice, I guess. She's friendly, I guess, but I can't help but feel she's using me for some other purpose than a friend; a substitute friend. Whenever this other girl (who is also a friend of mine) is around, they ditch me, and run off together. When I do something weird, or mean, she'll make fun of me, or get really mad, and start yelling. She also has a lot of things that are mine; my really expensive books; my money; and she won't give them back, and her excuses sound fake. Am I just paranoid, or do I have plausible reasons? (the same goes for the other girl, only she doesn't get as mad, she's almost never mad, really)
Next girl: I think she doesn't think of me as a real friend, I don't know, we just don't click as much as we used to.
Second to last girl - pretty much the same, only we click less
Last girl - she moved away, and she doesn't go online much, I really miss her
4) Life - I pretty much suck at everything right now, I'm only good for my drawings of manga, and I'm a b***h, so almost no one actually likes me. I thought I was good at writting, but my english grades speak for themselves. Oh yeah, and I'm really ugly, selfish, an attention whore, and a lot of other things of which I can't remember.
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Posted: Tue Nov 21, 2006 12:16 pm
If I may say so, on your grades, a B is not bad at all! I know how you feel though. I am in college now and getting not-so-hot grades on my papers where I have always been good in writing. Don't let that one class get you down. It could just be the teacher in there.
About your friends, it sounds like you do have a reason to be worried. I would certainly be suspicious. I'm sorry that you have to deal with people like that. I have been there and I know how it feels.
All in all, it sounds like you don't have very high self-confidence. I would really like to talk to you, if you don't mind. I don't like to give open advice on this sort of thing until I know a lot about the situation. If you would like to talk and get some advice on what to do in your life, please PM me. I would love to talk to you and I will be sure to get back to you asap. heart
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Posted: Tue Nov 21, 2006 12:36 pm
KailyKitty Okay, so let me get my thoughts organized........... 1) School - I get good, grades, YAY! But now I'm going on a bad streek; I just got a B on this paper that I should have got an A+ on, but I forgot to turn in my rubric page, and I overlooked something. In english, I got an A- on another essay. Do I fail writting? Everyone has a bad time occassionally. A B isn't bad, and an A- certainly isn't. Is there a teacher you could talk to, who you like? They'll be able to tell you what you're doing wrong and how to get back up there.2) Prep. School - If I don't, like, work really hard and ace all of my classes, I won't get into my two choices, and if I don't, my mom is gonna freak, I'm gonna freak, cuz then, I'd be a failure. Also, I'm really confused about wanting to go to a prep school or not, since because of my friends and everything. Your mom shouldn't expect you to ace everything, and you shouldn't push yourself to the point of freaking out. If you're worried, then talk to her. Remember - she did this whole thing once too. And you should do what will be best for your life - not your mates'.3) Friends - I'm getting really paranoid about my friends, which probably isn't a good sign. First off; you should know, if you care, I have not a lot of friends. I have this one friend; I love her, but she's really popular, and she always hangs out with her friends and her boyfriend in school. I've tried to be her friends' friend, but they don't like me, every time I try to talk to them, they stare at me like I don't belong there, but their words are nice, their tones are nice, their faces are smiling, but they're staring at me like I should die. Then there's this other friend. She's nice, I guess. She's friendly, I guess, but I can't help but feel she's using me for some other purpose than a friend; a substitute friend. Whenever this other girl (who is also a friend of mine) is around, they ditch me, and run off together. When I do something weird, or mean, she'll make fun of me, or get really mad, and start yelling. She also has a lot of things that are mine; my really expensive books; my money; and she won't give them back, and her excuses sound fake. Am I just paranoid, or do I have plausible reasons? (the same goes for the other girl, only she doesn't get as mad, she's almost never mad, really) Next girl: I think she doesn't think of me as a real friend, I don't know, we just don't click as much as we used to. Second to last girl - pretty much the same, only we click less Last girl - she moved away, and she doesn't go online much, I really miss her Try and get your head straight. Write it down on paper - what you like about them all, and what you're suspicious of. Talk to them about it - if they really like you, they won't get mad.4) Life - I pretty much suck at everything right now, I'm only good for my drawings of manga, and I'm a b***h, so almost no one actually likes me. I thought I was good at writting, but my english grades speak for themselves. Oh yeah, and I'm really ugly, selfish, an attention whore, and a lot of other things of which I can't remember. I hope all this helps Anytime that you need to vent, or just have a friendly chat to someone, just PM me. I won't bite. I'd also like to read some of your writing - as I'm also a writer, I can maybe help you? It'll be good for your self esteem, and you can read some of my rubbish work too - it'll make you feel better! Just address me as Alex.
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Posted: Tue Nov 21, 2006 6:33 pm
Thanks, but if I'm not good enough for regular old public school, how do I get into fancy, prepartory boarding school? gonk
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Posted: Wed Nov 22, 2006 12:27 pm
KailyKitty Thanks, but if I'm not good enough for regular old public school, how do I get into fancy, prepartory boarding school? gonk You appear to me to be above average, if not, average at the very least. Don't ever tell yourself that you're not good enough for something or someone! And you don't necessarily have to go to a fancy school to make something of your life! Alex
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Posted: Wed Nov 22, 2006 12:42 pm
[Drops of Jupiter] KailyKitty Thanks, but if I'm not good enough for regular old public school, how do I get into fancy, prepartory boarding school? gonk You appear to me to be above average, if not, average at the very least. Don't ever tell yourself that you're not good enough for something or someone! And you don't necessarily have to go to a fancy school to make something of your life! AlexI am so below average! And I do need to go to prep school, otherwise I'll end up in community college!
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Posted: Wed Nov 22, 2006 2:59 pm
Okay, so let me get my thoughts organized...........
1) School - I get good, grades, YAY! But now I'm going on a bad streek; I just got a B on this paper that I should have got an A+ on, but I forgot to turn in my rubric page, and I overlooked something. In english, I got an A- on another essay. Do I fail writting?
2) Prep. School - If I don't, like, work really hard and ace all of my classes, I won't get into my two choices, and if I don't, my mom is gonna freak, I'm gonna freak, cuz then, I'd be a failure. Also, I'm really confused about wanting to go to a prep school or not, since because of my friends and everything.
3) Friends - I'm getting really paranoid about my friends, which probably isn't a good sign. First off; you should know, if you care, I have not a lot of friends. I have this one friend; I love her, but she's really popular, and she always hangs out with her friends and her boyfriend in school. I've tried to be her friends' friend, but they don't like me, every time I try to talk to them, they stare at me like I don't belong there, but their words are nice, their tones are nice, their faces are smiling, but they're staring at me like I should die.
Then there's this other friend. She's nice, I guess. She's friendly, I guess, but I can't help but feel she's using me for some other purpose than a friend; a substitute friend. Whenever this other girl (who is also a friend of mine) is around, they ditch me, and run off together. When I do something weird, or mean, she'll make fun of me, or get really mad, and start yelling. She also has a lot of things that are mine; my really expensive books; my money; and she won't give them back, and her excuses sound fake. Am I just paranoid, or do I have plausible reasons? (the same goes for the other girl, only she doesn't get as mad, she's almost never mad, really)
Next girl: I think she doesn't think of me as a real friend, I don't know, we just don't click as much as we used to.
Second to last girl - pretty much the same, only we click less
Last girl - she moved away, and she doesn't go online much, I really miss her
4) Life - I pretty much suck at everything right now, I'm only good for my drawings of manga, and I'm a b***h, so almost no one actually likes me. I thought I was good at writting, but my english grades speak for themselves. Oh yeah, and I'm really ugly, selfish, an attention whore, and a lot of other things of which I can't remember.
ok one, DONT BE CRAZY GIRL! smile
cuz u get an A- and a B means U PASS A LOT!
NO FAILING! wink
second, if you really want somethign bad enough, you have to set your priorities straight. decide which is more important and stick with it.
if you often play games after school instead of studying, try to limit the games beacuse it sounds like school is most important.
third, your friend's othre friends.
dont hang with them, and spend ssome time alone with your friends, not with her other gang.
for your other friend, GET THE MONEY+bOOKS BACK. this is lame, but it is better to be safe then sorry! RESCUE TEH POOR BOOKS! crying
the other friend, dont try 2 be such good friends with her, its ok 2 have semi-friends, not good friends with some people.
the next girl doesnt seem 2 troublesome,
and the last girl, try 2 call her more oftn, spend some time togother, or get her a present. ( i did that 2 my friend when she was mad and we made up wink
lastly, DONT BEAT URSELF UP.
manga drawers and artist tend 2 be moody sometime, ( i should know wink heh) but thats how they are, gifted yet cursed.
try 2 take out ur emotions in ur art.
il be ur friend if u want... 3nodding
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